My Savior Alpha - Jessie Marie (adult books to read txt) 📗

disappointment at what was occurring right in front of my eyes. Not at all.

 

Chapter 68

Adrian's Pov

Her scent was thick, swirling around my senses leaving me to feel nothing other than the urge to mark her as mine. The fact I could tell how aroused she was, how turned on I made her didn't help with calming down my wolf now he knew that she felted exactly the same about us as we did about her. We both wanted her; so much it hurt.My growl increased in both length and want as I pressed my nose further into her heat, the fact I was in wolf form meaning my senses were even more sensitive than if I was in my human body. I couldn't help but both bless that fact as well as curse it, it making my control weaken as I felt my whole body ignite with the desire to take her right there and then.I knew I shouldn't be pushing her, that I should respect that she wanted to wait until the time was right, but I also wasn't naïve enough to think that I could hold my wolf back forever. He had been lenient to wait until she was healthy and strong enough, but now she was he couldn't help but want her like anything else on this earth.It was becoming painful to hold him back. I wasn't used to not following my instincts, and every instinct I had was telling me to pin her down and ravish her until she screamed my name as she climaxed with my long canines buried inside of her neck. The thought made me snarl with lust, my whole wolf tensing as I continued to nudge my nose against her wet sex as she shuddered above me as I continued to get her into the mood.My mind was blank other than with the lust that I felt for her, my thoughts on pleasuring her as well as making sure I brought no harm to Her scent was thick, swirling around my senses leaving me to feel nothing other than the urge to mark her as mine. The fact I could tell how aroused she was, how turned on I made her didn't help with calming down my wolf now he knew that she felted exactly the same about us as we did about her. We both wanted her; so much it hurt.My growl increased in both length and want as I pressed my nose further into her heat, the fact I was in wolf form meaning my senses were even more sensitive than if I was in my human body. I couldn't help but both bless that fact as well as curse it, it making my control weaken as I felt my whole body ignite with the desire to take her right there and then. I knew I shouldn't be pushing her, that I should respect that she wanted to wait until the time was right, but I also wasn't naïve enough to think that I could hold my wolf back forever. He had been lenient to wait until she was healthy and strong enough, but now she was he couldn't help but want her like anything else on this earth.It was becoming painful to hold him back. I wasn't used to not following my instincts, and every instinct I had was telling me to pin her down and ravish her until she screamed my name as she climaxed with my long canines buried inside of her neck. The thought made me snarl with lust, my whole wolf tensing as I continued to nudge my nose against her wet sex as she shuddered above me as I continued to get her into the mood.My mind was blank other than with the lust that I felt for her, my thoughts on pleasuring her as well as making sure I brought no harm towards my delicate little mate. It was as if my body knew instinctively how much she could take, how rough or how gentle I needed to be with her without a second thought. I was thankful for it; I would never intend to hurt the one thing that mattered the most to me."Adrian" she moaned as a particularly large shudder ran through her, her small hands still gripping at my thick coat as she held herself against me as not to fall. Not that I would let her anyway, I would always be there to pick her up.With that on my mind I thought about the best way to approach the situation, knowing that I had two choices. I could let her down and the both of us could go unsatisfied, or I could push this as far as I dared and hopefully the both of us would come out of it both satisfied and happy. The latter sounded a hell of a lot more appealing than the former that was for sure.With that on my mind I roughly pressed the rest of my muzzle against her wet heat, loving the scent of her arousal as I continued to draw moans and gasps from my withering mate. I knew that I had gone past the point of no return, especially when I let my large tongue flicker out to brush against her making her cry out in pleasure.If I was in my human form I would be grinning from ear to ear right now, wanting nothing more than to catch a glimpse of her wet heat but knowing that if I put her down to try and capture a glimpse I may unintentionally snap her out of the mood and leave the both of us embarrassed beyond belief. I mean hell; I was practically getting her off while still in my wolf form. That was definitely a first.I personally wasn't a virgin, though I have only had sex with few a girls as it didn't take long for me to work out that they always expected something more from me. Something that I wasn't willing to give them. I mean I had always made sure that they were aware that it was nothing but sex, an emotional escape from the dark parts of my mind, but even though they agreed they always thought I would want them again after we had been intimate.I had also never had sex with a female wolf, especially not from my pack since that would be more than a little awkward and uncomfortable. I never got why some alphas would have sex with a female wolf of their pack, I mean how would their mate feel if they found out that their alpha, the person they were meant to respect and follow had been with his girl first? Exactly, I cared about my pack way too much to act in that manner. I knew they were pleased with that choice of mine, that I only got intimate with a few human girls since it made the men of the pack relax more. I mean it would make sense to you wouldn't it, if you thought the love of your life was at risk of being bedded by your alpha? Pushing those types of thoughts away I continue to lap at my mate, hearing her soft cries but I couldn't help but think that it wasn't enough. I was in my human form before I knew what was happening, my arms instantly cradling my mate as I held her cheeks in my hands before clashing her mouth against mine, the both of us moaning as I invaded her mouth with my tongue. I had waited so long for this, imagined it so many times that I knew I couldn't make a mistake. If Holly was allowing me to be with her like this, to trust me enough to be so intimate with her then I knew I couldn't fail her. One mistake could have her never wanting to touch me again; that thought wasn't acceptable at all.

 

 

 

Chapter 69

 

I let my hands roam her flushed and panting body, flipping us over gently as I cradled her body with my mine as I laid her on the soft meadow beneath us. I was thankful that we were lying on grass and not sticks and stones, I want her to be as comfortable and relaxed as possible.Never moving my lips from her own I moaned heatedly into her mouth, loving her flavour on my tongue as I hesitantly let my hands move to her chest. I couldn't help but growl lustfully when she didn't make a move to stop me, instead of letting her nails scrape down my back as she wrapped her long legs around my waist as my own groin was so close to hers.Pulling away I looked deeply into her dark emotion—filled eyes, how they looked up at me with so much love and trust that I knew I couldn't do this without knowing she wanted the same. She was my mate; not just some human girl who kept my bed warm for a few hours."Are you sure?" I asked her, trying to keep my lust and hope from my tone as I brushed back some of her messy locks. She had never looked so beautiful, lying beneath me as naked as the day she was born."I trust you" she breathed, her hands roaming my back in soft caresses and I knew I had never felt this happy in my life.Lowering my lips to her own I caressed her tongue with mine softly, drawing a moan from her throat as she wrapped her arms around my neck before tugging at my hair slightly causing me to growl."It'll only hurt for a second, ok?" I told her soothingly, letting her sex connect with my own as she suddenly looked incredibly nervous. The love and trust on her face however stopped me from pulling away; she was letting me have her mind, body and soul and the fact she was giving it to me willingly was enough for me to buck my hips against her own."I trust you" she repeated, her eyes staying connected with mine as I entered her and found heaven within my mate. I knew right that second that she owned me, that I was hers to do as she pleased with for the rest of my life.I loved her. I loved her so very, very much. And with that on my mind I made her mine, for eternity. ***Adrian's PovI couldn't wipe the