Learning To Love - Zoey.Stark Z.S (top 10 books to read txt) 📗

ydd I woke up on the couch with strong hands around my waist. I looked up and saw Weston sleeping peacefully also felt something in me still I looked down and found out we fell asleep while he was still in me. I blushed but then I started grinding against him. He moaned a little holding me tighter. I kissed his neck then started sucking on it when he didn’t respond. He groaned moving his hand down to my butt, he gave it a good squeeze telling me I needed to stop before he took over. I looked up at him and started kissing him waiting for him to respond back, finally he did and he smashed his lips against mine biting my bottom lip softly wanting entrance into my mouth. I eventually gave it to him. I stop the kiss mid kiss. 

"Baby, we need to go get me the morning after pill." I said to him. 

"Why?" He asked. 

"Because you came in last night and I don't think we are ready to parents." I said to him.

"I would love to be the father of our child." He said to me. Which shocked me very much. 

"Baby that would mean in 9 months and 2 weeks we would have a screaming ruggrat around here." I said to him still appalled that he said that.

"No we would have one in a house. It would be our house." He said to me smiling. Oh boy, what does this boy have going through his mind. 

"Weston, we have not even put a label on ourselves, why do you think we should have a baby?" I asked him very confused. 

"Because I think that's one of the many things I could do to prove to you I know you are the one and only for me. To prove to you, I am never going to want to leave you." He said kissing me softly. 

"You think having a baby will proof that you will never leave me?" I asked him. 

"Yeah, I think it would be some really great proof." He said. 

"It could be but I am still going to go get the morning after pill." I said to him. We weren't ready to be parents and he knows it. 

"We could be parents. You would make a great mom." He said to me holding me in his arms. 

"I don't think we are ready to be parents." I said to him. 

"I don't agree with you. But okay, if you don't want to be a mom yet that's up to you." He said to me kissing the top of my head. 

"We will go get the pill later." I said to him kissing him on the lips softly. 

"I don't want to go with you to get it. I don't agree with it." He saidi to me grabbing for his boxers getting up some.

"That's fine." I said getting up and going to the shower. 

"Your not going to invite me to take one with you?" He questioned me while watching my ass walk to the bathroom. 

"No, you want to be an ass then you can be a dirty ass." I said getting into the bathroom.

"Baby, don't be like that." He said walking into bathroom with me. 

"Be like what? Like my boo is being an asshole because I am not doing something he wants." I said to him turning the shower on. He came up behind me and grabbed my waist. He pulled me to him and started kissing on my neck.

"I'm sorry baby. I just want you to realize how important you are to me. How important to me it would be to start a family with you." He said to me still kissing on my neck. 

"Boo, we aren't even 18 yet. We haven't graduated. There's so much to do before we can start a family." I said to him trying to show him my reasoning for why I am not ready for a family. 

"Okay, let's do this math. In two weeks, you would just actually be pregnant, in a month you would be four weeks pregnant turning 18, then in five months you'd be five months pregnant and we will be graduating. We could do this." He said to me, trying to show me his reasoning for things. 

"You are prepared to take on all the responsibilities of a boyfriend and father?" I questioned him. 

"I'm more than ready to take on the responsibilities of a husband and father." He said kissing my neck again. 

"Let's just take a shower and relax for the day." I said to him steeping into the shower. I was more than ready to drop the subject. I knew the best way to do so is distract him with my body and a warm shower. Once he got into the shower he pulled me to him again and had us both under the hot water stream. 

"I love you." He whispered into my ear. 

"I love you." I said to him turning around in his arms. He looked into my eyes, it's true I love him, he loves me, we could give a baby everything it needs, and its not like I planned on doing much more than becoming someones trophy wife eventually. I rather it be his. I guess I will let God decide what he thinks should happen. If I get pregnant, I just get pregnant. We took a hot shower, cleaning each other, and holding each other. We eventually got out of the shower and got dressed. While I was doing this all I could think about was this next month is going to be a rough break...

                                       -Couple of Hours Later...-

I decided to leave without Weston, I needed some time by myself. Things were going to get so complicated in the next month if I got pregnant. I'm not sure how either of our parents would react. I mean mine would just send me money and all my old baby stuff, tell me to get a nanny, tell me now I have to get married, and send me job opportunities I can do at home. It wouldn't be the worst thing ever. I always wanted to be a better mom than my own and Weston is a great man. I would love to have a future with him, the scary part is the future is never promised. Fuck it, I thought to myself, I want Weston to be in my life for as long as I can keep him in my life, and I want to have his baby. I came to this realization as I was looking on the feminine isle and I picked up a pregnancy test and not the morning after pill. I bought the test and a baby bottle, I had a really cool idea for when I took the test. I went back to my place and hid the bag somewhere I knew Weston wouldn't look. Weston was in bed taking a nap when I got back. I snuck in bed with him and curled up into his arms. And fell asleep. 

Eventually Weston woke up and began to kiss me. I woke up smiling at him and kissed him back. 

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Publication Date: 05-22-2015

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