Insane - Amber Edwards (book club suggestions TXT) 📗

I say. "You wrote a song about me?" HE asks. I laugh. "What makes you think your that special, Mark?" I ask. He stares into my eyes. I dare to do the same. He grabs my hand and pulls me behind a room thing. "I want to know why you didn't play my song." He asks. "Becuase it's not mine." I say. I go to walk away, but he pulls me back and kisses me.

I push him against the wall. "I'm finished." I push him harder. I feel like I'm dizzy. Everything ges blurry. I look out at the crowd, some are asking for pictures. I look up. MY knees give out and I hit the ground. My head hits the ground, but I don't feel it. I hear people yell. I look around. Why is there glass everywhere? Thats when I realize. I just got hit with something. I close my eyes.

I'd like to die now.

I open my eyes and I'm in somewhere really hot. I groan before saying, "Okay, whoevers in here, I'm taking some clothes off." I swallow. My mouth is really dry. "Are you okay?" I open my eyes and see mark. "WHat happened?" I ask. He smiles. "It was an innocent accident. Someone was throwing glass away, and you were in the way." I laugh. "Why'd I faint? I'm a wimp." He shrugs.

"Your not a wimp." He says, brushing the hair out of my face. "I'm just a joke to you." I say, sitting up. I steady myself. "No, your not." He says, sitting next to me. "No, I'm more importnant? Oh, I know, I'm your fucking ticket to a guitar." I say. "I just wanted you to play my song." He says. I nod. "And when I didn't, I wasn't worth your while." I say. He goes to protest. "No, It's okay. I get it. I'm going to leave." I get up and hold myself up, leaning against the wall. I open the door and see Chris. He smiles and helps me to the room. Were only a few feet when I hear the yelling of Mark. "Moon!" He yells, getting closer. I look back. I see peice of paper I wrote earlier. I give it to him. "Here. Play MY song, Mark." I say and turn. "You know my song is worth playing, Moon!" He yells. I smile. "Well, It wouldn't do any good played by a worthless." I say and give him the bird.


Chp. 5
Oh MY GOD!!!!

I dance with the crowd. a guy notices me. I smile. "YOur really good." He says. I smile. "Thanks." I reply. "I'm going to go get a drink." I say and walk to the stand. "A water." I say, handing him a dollar. I look up. Oh, Jeez. He doesn't say anything. I drop my wallet. I bend down and pick it up. I turn and hes not in the stand. He's behind me. He grabs my shoulders. "Mark-" He kisses me. I try not to kiss back, but his hands pull me close. I kiss back. I stop and stare at him. Why not? I kiss him again. He pulls me somewhere. I know this isn't right. It isn't. I haven't even known him for an hour.

There is a lake nearby. I take his shirt off. He takes mine off. I laugh. I strip to my underwear and bra. I start singing the song, "Dog days over" by Florence and the machine. I turn from him and sing louder. HE crashes into me, lifting me up and taking me to the water. "Hey! Love brids, the bands are having a rollerdurby!" He yells. Mark stops. I smile.


We walk in with our rollerskates on. All he had on was his boxers. I had my bra and underwear. We walk in and people laugh. Some people start undressing. Eli screams, "YEah!" He takes his shirt off. I laugh. They explain how to play, and I get my band. "Ready?" I ask. THey nod. I smile. WE go out, and there are fans watching. I smile and wave. Were against another band. A girl lead singer. Shes with two other guys. Pink, black, gray, long colorful hair. I smile. "This is my band, the band. I'm Tess." She says, putting out her hand. I smile. "I like your shirt." I say. SHe smiles. "I like yours." We get in our places.

"WEll, first we have the, Zombie$@ThEE' against The Z0MBIE$." I turn.. "Thats not us..." "I changed our name, Moon. It kind of sucked." HE says. I nod. "Right." I want to yell and destroy things, but I wont. "Go!" He yells. and we play for hours.


Our new name is Zobie$@ThEE' I'm in love with the guy next to me, and well, I'm happy. truley happy. I got a name and number. I'm Moon. MY life doesn't suck anymore. Well, not totally, anymore. =]


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