life - joanna (rainbow fish read aloud txt) 📗

was i going to my best friends funeral i was also going to her baby sisters. i miss them so much i blame myself sometimes as much as i want to change the past i cant, i wont.
chapter 5: the end
as much as i want to change my past i cant, i wont. my past is what made me who i am today and i wouldnt change that for the world.they never found her killer and they released alexs killer two years after it happened. just when i thought everything was going to be okay that everything was almost back to normal i screw up. i messed up so many times i dont even know who i am anymore i changed for the worse. i dont even know the person looking at me i should, i need to find her who knows how long that would take im always finding someone to blame, when truth be told the only person to blame is the girl in the mirror. i need to change my ways, i want to change. im 16 years old i cut myself every night, i wish i was dead. i wonder what life, the world would be without me around. my life isnt perfect i made more mistakes than anything else, i have done more bad then good. i am who i am i wouldn't change that for the world. Imprint

Publication Date: 07-17-2010

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