Always and Forever About That Life - Millimay skys (general ebook reader .TXT) 📗

I don't have a problem if you do."He said.

I rolled my eyes.

He drove to a white little house.There were beer bottles in the flower pots.I got out.

"This is James place remember?"He asked.

"Uh Mondays party?"I asked.

He nodded.

We walked in.The house was hot boxed.I left the door open.

"Oh my god she lives."James said giving me a hug.

I sat down next to him.Sams went to go smoke in the other room.James hit the bong and passed it to me.

"Uh nah I don't smoke anymore."I said.

"What?"He said with wide eyes.

I laughed.

"You got to be kidding me."He said.

"Nope I'm serious."I said.

"Wow."He said.

"Yeah I'm gunna go find Samuel."I said getting up.

He was making out with some blonde.

"Sams."I said.

He looked at me.He walked over to me and we went outside.

"Whats wrong?"He asked.

"I just....Can you take me home."I said.

"Really?"He asked.

I nodded.

"Marissa we can chill at my place.You don't have to go home."He said.

"No I want to go home."I said.

"Okay."He said.

We got in his car and he took me home.I said bye and walked to the front door.I turned the nob and it broke.I pushed it open and walked in.

"The doors broken."I called.

"Everythings broken in this house."My mom said.

I turned the corner and she was sitting at the table alone.She was smoking a cigarette and holding a piece of paper.

"So I'm alive."I said.

"Appearately."She said.

"Whats that?"I asked as I looked in the fridge for something to drink.

I closed it after I noticed there was nothing but alcohol.She threw the piece of paper across the table.I picked it up and read some of it.

"What the hell is this?"I asked.

"Its a court order you dumbass."She said.

"I know that but what for?Whose John Carter?"I asked.

"John Carter is a guy I slept with and had you."She said flicking her cigarette ash onto the floor.

"Mom....Your meaning to tell me that dad isn't my real dad?"I asked.

She nodded.

"Why didn't you tell me this!"I asked angerly.

"Well I was mad at him so I used you to get back at him.He wanted you but I never let him have you.Well that is until now."She said taking another hit of her cigarette.

"What do you mean until now?Is he trying to take me?"I asked.

"No you dip shit.He wants vistation rights.But he could take you cause I don't have full custidy."She said.

"I'm going to bed."I said.

I walked up the stairs and to my room.I layed on my bed that was broken.I didn't want to do drugs anymore.I wanted a mom who cared that I could've died.I closed my eyes and fell asleep.

 

 

 

 

Two-picture-Sams

I was hit with a pillow.

"What the fuck!"I yelled.

"Your real dad is comeing in an hour and an half."My mom said.

"Hes coming here?"I asked.

"Yeah I'm going out so make sure he doesn't steal anything."She said and left.

"Like we have anything to steal."I said under my breath.

I straightened my hair and put my makeup on.I texted Sams to come over while this guy was here just incase he was a creep.I suddently remembered the house was a mess.I sweeped the floors and cleaned the coners off.I wipped them down and straightened up the living room.I vacumed the floors and there was a knock on my door.I put the vacum up and opened the door.

"Caitlin?"He asked.

I rolled my eyes.I hated it when people said I looked just like my mom when she was younger.

"No I'm Marissa."I said.

"Oh gosh I'm sorry.I was wondering why you looked so young."He laughed.

"You must be John."I said.

"Yeah and your my daughter.Wow."He said.

"Would you like to come in?"I asked.

"Oh yes thank you."He said walking in.

He looked around.

"Yeah sorry about the mess.I tried to clean up.Would you like something to drink?"I said.

He followed me into the kitchen.

"We have jack,beer,and whiskey."I said.

"Uh I'm good."He smiled.

We sat down in the living room.He stared at me for a moment.

"So how old are you?"He asked.

"I'm 17."I said.

"17 years and I don't even know a thing about you."He said.

"Yeah my moms a bitch like that."I said.

He laughed.There was a knock on the door.

"Oh I invited my friend Sam over.I hope you don't mind."I said.

"Not at all."He said.

I got up and opened the door.

"Sorry I wish I could have been here faster but I kinda got stuck."He laughed.

"Hes here."I whispered.

"Oh now?"He whispered.

I nodded.We walked into the living room and sat down.

"Sam this is John my blood dad."I said.

Sams shook his hand.

"So your the boyfriend?"John asked.

"Uh no the best friend."Sams said.

"Oh gotcha."John said.

"So where do you live?"I asked.

"Oh I live 4 hours away from here."He said.

"You drove 4 hours just to meet me?"I asked.

"Marissa don't be rude."Sams said.

I shot him a look.

"No its okay.Yeah I did.I've been wanting to meet you sence you were born but your mother wouldn't let me."He said.

I nodded.

"So you guys hungry?"He asked.

Sams nodded and I shook my head.

John laughed.

"So wheres the best place to eat around here?"He asked.

"We only have taco bell.Thats the best."Sams laughed.

"Taco bell it is then."John said.

We got in his truck and drove to taco bell.He ordered our food and we ate.He asked me questions through out the whole day.I didn't have a problem with it.I kinda liked the guy.I felt kinda loved.He took us back to my house.

"So I gotta get going.Its almost 9 and I've got work in the morning.I'm so thankful to have met you today Marissa."He smiled.

"It was great meeting you."I said.

He hugged me and I hugged him back.He shook Sams hand.

"See you soon Pumkin.Take care of my daughter for me."He said.

"Always."Sams said.

"I love you Pumkin."John said and left.

"Pumkin thats cute."Sams said.

I laughed.We went inside.

"So where's moms?"He asked.

"Shes out doing god knows what.Petes at the bar."I said.

He grabbed the bottle of jack.

"Drink with me."He said.

I shook my head.

He rolled his eyes and drank it.He threw the bottle away.

"Can I crash here?"He asked.

I nodded.

"Good cause I'm drunk."He said dropping himself on the couch.

I laughed and sat down next to him.He put his head on my lap and I played with his blonde hair.He told me how he fucked this girl the other night.

"Dude your gunna put my ass to bed if you keep playing with my hair."He said sitting up.

I stopped playing with it.

"Here trace my tattoos."He said.

I traced them.I don't know why but every sence I met him I always traced his tattoos and flicked his plugs.

"Marissa do you have weed?"He asked.

"I might..."I said and went to my room.

He followed me.I looked through my dresser.He grabbed my hips.

I laughed.

"Damn how many times have I told you that you have nice hips."He bit his lip.

"Almost everytime we are high."I said still looking for the weed.

I found it and gave it to him.

"I love you so much."He said slapping my ass.

I slapped his ass as he walked.He put the weed in his pipe and lit it.He blew it out.

"Can you blow it that way.I don't want to smell it."I said.

"Your serious about this."He said.

I nodded.

"Marissa this is what brought us together."He said.

"What are you tryna say?That you won't be my friend anymore if I don't do drugs?"I asked.

"Hell no!I would be your friend if you were a bible humper."He said taking another hit.

"Okay thats what I thought."I said.

"You look cute today."He smiled.

"Thanks and your cross faded."I laughed.

"Yeah I am.I love it when you wear that red lipstick."He said putting his finger to my lips.

I pushed his hand away playfully.

"But you know what I love even more is when you don't wear makeup."He smiled.

"Your to sweet."I kissed him on the cheek.

He finished the bowl and layed on my lap.I turned on the tv.He was out as soon as a comertial came on.Surprisingly I wasn't craving weed or any pills.I felt normal.I'm sticking to this plan.I slowly fell asleep.

Three-

I woke to the smell of beer roaming through the entire house.Sams was gone.I got up and walk down the hall stepping over my mother.She was passed out on the floor.

"Morning."My dad said.

Or was he my step dad or...I don't know.

"Morning."I said and walked to my room.

I washed my face and put my hair up into a bun.I walked back to the kitchen where Sams was talking to my step dad.They were talking about the person who got murdered last week.My step dad was really a great guy when he was sober.He was kind and caring.When he drinks he gets abusive and loud.He beats my mother and doesn't even know.

"Just keep my Mary save out there in those streets."My step father said.

"No ones gunna harm Marissa when I'm around."Sams said wrapping an arm around me.

"Well I wanna take Marissa to get some breakfast."Sams said.

My step dad nodded.I put my shoes on and we left.We got something to eat and went to his house.

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