So you love me now? - Well i hate you now! - dark1995 (i am reading a book TXT) 📗

Hannah’s POV


:uca helped me to walk till locker room because my head was still hurting and I felt really dizzy.

-Hannah, lie down, I will get some ice for you.-Luca said and I lead on the bench and closed my eyes.

-I will be back soon.- he said and I juts nodded.

After few minutes I heard doors open and somebody walking to me. I wanted to open my eyes but a warm hand covered them. Then it mowed to my forehead and then it gently and slowly rubbed my hurting side.

The hand was warm and gentle.

-Sorry.- the voice said and I realized that it wasn’t Luca. I opened my eyes and saw Kevin looking at my with eyes full of hurt, pain, sadness and love.

I brushed his hand away and quickly sat up.

Wrong move.

My dizziness grew and I felt my body falling but Kevin caught me. He didn’t say a word and helped me lean against the wall. He sat down next to me and held me from falling down.

I didn’t say anything to him. I felt his eyes looking at me but I ignored him.

-Hannah I…- he wanted to say something but I cut him of.

-Don’t. Don’t say anything. It is hard for me to be near you so please just let me be. Plus leave, this is girl locker room.- I said and closed my eyes.

-I cant. Please don’t ignore me.- he said in broken voice.

-Kevin I said…- he cut me of.

-Please Hannah, I am sorry for what I did. I really am. Please forgive me and give another chance.- he begged.

-I cant. Not after what I have been true. Understand me and leave alone.- I said and I felt tear slid down my face.

I never thought that it would be this hard to face him.

I opened my eyes when I felt him standing up.

-What do you want for me to do? If you want I will beg on my knees in front of entire school.- he said with pained expression.

I wanted to answer but Luca entered.

I looked at him and he looked at me and then at Kevin.

-Leave.- I said and turned my head away so I would be facing him.

He looked at me once again before leaving.

Luca didn’t say anything and came to me. He gently put the ice on my hurting side of head and I smiled at him weakly.


Kevin’s POV


I walked out of locker room and headed to one place that I felt I would be free. Rooftop. I quickly run there and when I opened doors I saw nobody there. I took few steps further and then I fell on my knees. Tears falling from my eyes. I was crying. I haven’t cried for so long. I remember when I cried when my mom passed away the one who comforted me was Hannah. I have loved her ever since then. I wasn’t rich when I was small kid and Hannah was the only person who wanted to be my friend. I know I did wrong. I know that and I regret it so fucking much. I wish I could go back to past. I wish I would have never left her when we entered muddle school. I wish I would have been the one protecting her from bullying. But I didn’t. I was coward and now Hannah hates me. She wont forgive me and I know I deserve this. Remembering what Hannah told Luca about the time she was in America. I never knew that she suffered so much. I feel like the lowest of them all. I have always loved her but never once did I have courage to protect her. Why was I such a coward?

What can I do to make her forgive and love me again?


Mike’s POV


-Mike, you are so hot!!- I heard one of annoying sluts say but I juts ignored it.

I kept walking till I reached out now empty classroom.

I sat in my seat and banged my head against the table.

-WHY THE HELL DID I APOLOGIZED TO HER!!??- I yelled out loudly.

Why?

Of course I hit her with the ball because she insulted me but why did I apologize?

Argh!

I banged my head against the table once again.

I leaned back in my seat and looked at ceiling.

I have to admit it. She has become so beautiful. I never thought that she would come back after I paid those guys to rape her. But honestly I am happy that her friend saved her.

I was so shocked to see her back and this beautiful. Never once did I thought that she would become this beautiful. I knew she was beautiful and that’s why I bullied her, but never I would I have guessed this. On top of that she saved my new toy that I bullied and she even insulted me.

She sure is the first to do that. She has changed so much.

-AAAAAAAAAAHHHHH!!!- I yelled loudly.

Even so, why did I say that I am sorry? Why didn’t I just laugh at her and why did my heart hurt to see her hurt like that?

I cant be liking her! I already got rid of my feelings for her after she left!! I cant fall for her again!!

But she is so beautiful…NO!! I Can’t!!

-L!- I heard my newest girlfriends, Sarah’s voice.

I looked at her and she run and sat next to me. She tried to act cute and it was so annoying.

She hugged my hand and kissed me on cheek.

-Mike, let’s go on a date.- She said in really girly voice that sounded so disgusting.

…you are an arrogant spoiled brainless idiot, who doesn’t care about anything but who would be next person that you would fuck….

Suddenly her words run through my head.

-it’s over slut.- I said to the girl and pushed her of me.

-Wh…why?- she said with fake tears in her eyes.

-heh because you are a slut and I’m not into sluts.- I said and smirked at her.

Soon I saw a smirk on her face as she moved closer to me and unbuttoned top two buttons of her shirt.

-Mike, then let’s have some fun, what do you say?- she said and leaned closer to me.

-What a slut.- I said and pushed her of and walked to doors.

-You won’t find anyone better then me!! Every girl is the same here, you know because you have fucked half of them. You know that I am the best you can get in this place so why not take it.- She said with smirk and sat on my chair, crossing her legs and playing with her hair.

Hannah’s face appeared in my head.

- I already have seen better.- I said and walked away.

While walking true hallway I couldn’t think o logical reason why I rejected her.

Seriously she was the biggest slut and the best in bed in entire school so why did I reject her? If it would have happened before I would have banged her countless times but now when she is offering herself I just reject her? And why the hell that Hannah’s face appeared in my head when she said there is no one better?

SHIT!! What is happening to me?

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Publication Date: 11-22-2011

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