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class="calibre1">MANDERS. With the greatest pleasure.

ENGSTRAND. Well then, hereā€™s the very chance. With the bit of money Iā€™ve saved here, I was thinking I might set up a Sailorsā€™ Home down in the town.

MRS. ALVING. You?

ENGSTRAND. Yes; it might be a sort of Orphanage, too, in a manner of speaking. Thereā€™s such a many temptations for seafaring folk ashore. But in this Home of mine, a man might feel like as he was under a fatherā€™s eye, I was thinking.

MANDERS. What do you say to this, Mrs. Alving?

ENGSTRAND. It isnā€™t much as Iā€™ve got to start with, Lord help me! But if I could only find a helping hand, whyā€”

MANDERS. Yes, yes; we will look into the matter more closely. I entirely approve of your plan. But now, go before me and make everything ready, and get the candles lighted, so as to give the place an air of festivity. And then we will pass an edifying hour together, my good fellow; for now I quite believe you are in the right frame of mind.

ENGSTRAND. Yes, I trust I am. And so Iā€™ll say good-bye, maā€™am, and thank you kindly; and take good care of Regina for meā€”[Wipes a tear from his eye]ā€”poor Johannaā€™s child. Well, itā€™s a queer thing, now; but itā€™s just like as if sheā€™d growd into the very apple of my eye. It is, indeed. [He bows and goes out through the hall.]

MANDERS. Well, what do you say of that man now, Mrs. Alving? That was a very different account of matters, was it not?

MRS. ALVING. Yes, it certainly was.

MANDERS. It only shows how excessively careful one ought to be in judging oneā€™s fellow creatures. But what a heartfelt joy it is to ascertain that one has been mistaken! Donā€™t you think so?

MRS. ALVING. I think you are, and will always be, a great baby, Manders.

MANDERS. I?

MRS. ALVING. [Laying her two hands upon his shoulders.] And I say that I have half a mind to put my arms round your neck, and kiss you.

MANDERS. [Stepping hastily back.] No, no! God bless me! What an idea!

MRS. ALVING. [With a smile.] Oh, you neednā€™t be afraid of me.

MANDERS. [By the table.] You have sometimes such an exaggerated way of expressing yourself. Now, let me just collect all the documents, and put them in my bag. [He does so.] There, thatā€™s all right. And now, good-bye for the present. Keep your eyes open when Oswald comes back. I shall look in again later. [He takes his hat and goes out through the hall door.]

MRS. ALVING. [Sighs, looks for a moment out of the window, sets the room in order a little, and is about to go into the dining-room, but stops at the door with a half-suppressed cry.] Oswald, are you still at table?

OSWALD. [In the dining room.] Iā€™m only finishing my cigar.

MRS. ALVING. I thought you had gone for a little walk.

OSWALD. In such weather as this?

[A glass clinks. MRS. ALVING leaves the door open, and sits down with her knitting on the sofa by the window.]

OSWALD. Wasnā€™t that Pastor Manders that went out just now?

MRS. ALVING. Yes; he went down to the Orphanage.

OSWALD. Hā€™m. [The glass and decanter clink again.]

MRS. ALVING. [With a troubled glance.] Dear Oswald, you should take care of that liqueur. It is strong.

OSWALD. It keeps out the damp.

MRS. ALVING. Wouldnā€™t you rather come in here, to me?

OSWALD. I maynā€™t smoke in there.

MRS. ALVING. You know quite well you may smoke cigars.

OSWALD. Oh, all right then; Iā€™ll come in. Just a tiny drop more first. There! [He comes into the room with his cigar, and shuts the door after him. A short silence.] Where has the pastor gone to?

MRS. ALVING. I have just told you; he went down to the Orphanage.

OSWALD. Oh, yes; so you did.

MRS. ALVING. You shouldnā€™t sit so long at table, Oswald.

OSWALD. [Holding his cigar behind him.] But I find it so pleasant, mother. [Strokes and caresses her.] Just think what it is for me to come home and sit at motherā€™s own table, in motherā€™s room, and eat motherā€™s delicious dishes.

MRS. ALVING. My dear, dear boy!

OSWALD. [Somewhat impatiently, walks about and smokes.] And what else can I do with myself here? I canā€™t set to work at anything.

MRS. ALVING. Why canā€™t you?

OSWALD. In such weather as this? Without a single ray of sunshine the whole day? [Walks up the room.] Oh, not to be able to workā€”!

MRS. ALVING. Perhaps it was not quite wise of you to come home?

OSWALD. Oh, yes, mother; I had to.

MRS. ALVING. You know I would ten times rather forgo the joy of having you here, than let youā€”

OSWALD. [Stops beside the table.] Now just tell me, mother: does it really make you so very happy to have me home again?

MRS. ALVING. Does it make me happy!

OSWALD. [Crumpling up a newspaper.] I should have thought it must be pretty much the same to you whether I was in existence or not.

MRS. ALVING. Have you the heart to say that to your mother, Oswald?

OSWALD. But youā€™ve got on very well without me all this time.

MRS. ALVING. Yes; I have got on without you. That is true.

[A silence. Twilight slowly begins to fall. OSWALD paces to and fro across the room. He has laid his cigar down.]

OSWALD. [Stops beside MRS. ALVING.] Mother, may I sit on the sofa beside you?

MRS. ALVING. [Makes room for him.] Yes, do, my dear boy.

OSWALD. [Sits down.] There is something I must tell you, mother.

MRS. ALVING. [Anxiously.] Well?

OSWALD. [Looks fixedly before him.] For I canā€™t go on hiding it any longer.

MRS. ALVING. Hiding what? What is it?

OSWALD. [As before.] I could never bring myself to write to you about it; and since Iā€™ve come homeā€”

MRS. ALVING. [Seizes him by the arm.] Oswald, what is the matter?

OSWALD. Both yesterday and to-day I have tried to put the thoughts away from meā€”to cast them off; but itā€™s no use.

MRS. ALVING. [Rising.] Now you must tell me everything, Oswald!

OSWALD. [Draws her down to the sofa again.] Sit still; and then I will try to tell you.ā€”I complained of fatigue after my journeyā€”

MRS. ALVING. Well? What then?

OSWALD. But it isnā€™t that that is the matter with me; not any ordinary fatigueā€”

MRS. ALVING. [Tries to jump up.] You are not ill, Oswald?

OSWALD. [Draws her down again.] Sit still, mother. Do take it quietly. Iā€™m not downright ill, either; not what is commonly called ā€œill.ā€ [Clasps his hands above his head.] Mother, my mind is broken downā€”ruinedā€”I shall never be able to work again! [With his hands before his face, he buries his head in her lap, and breaks into bitter sobbing.]

MRS. ALVING. [White and trembling.] Oswald! Look at me! No, no; itā€™s not true.

OSWALD. [Looks up with despair in his eyes.] Never to be able to work again! Never!ā€”never! A living death! Mother, can you imagine anything so horrible?

MRS. ALVING. My poor boy! How has this horrible thing come upon you?

OSWALD. [Sitting upright again.] Thatā€™s just what I cannot possibly grasp or understand. I have never led a dissipated life never, in any respect. You mustnā€™t believe that of me, mother! Iā€™ve never done that.

MRS. ALVING. I am sure you havenā€™t, Oswald.

OSWALD. And yet this has come upon me just the sameā€”this awful misfortune!

MRS. ALVING. Oh, but it will pass over, my dear, blessed boy. Itā€™s nothing but over-work. Trust me, I am right.

OSWALD. [Sadly.] I thought so too, at first; but it isnā€™t so.

MRS. ALVING. Tell me everything, from beginning to end.

OSWALD. Yes, I will.

MRS. ALVING. When did you first notice it?

OSWALD. It was directly after I had been home last time, and had got back to Paris again. I began to feel the most violent pains in my headā€”chiefly in the back of my head, they seemed to come. It was as though a tight iron ring was being screwed round my neck and upwards.

MRS. ALVING. Well, and then?

OSWALD. At first I thought it was nothing but the ordinary headache I had been so plagued with while I was growing upā€”

MRS. ALVING. Yes, yesā€”

OSWALD. But it wasnā€™t that. I soon found that out. I couldnā€™t work any more. I wanted to begin upon a big new picture, but my powers seemed to fail me; all my strength was crippled; I could form no definite images; everything swam before meā€”whirling round and round. Oh, it was an awful state! At last I sent for a doctorā€”and from him I learned the truth.

MRS. ALVING. How do you mean?

OSWALD. He was one of the first doctors in Paris. I told him my symptoms; and then he set to work asking me a string of questions which I thought had nothing to do with the matter. I couldnā€™t imagine what the man was afterā€”

MRS. ALVING. Well?

OSWALD. At last he said: ā€œThere has been something worm-eaten in you from your birth.ā€ He used that very wordā€”_vermoulu_.

MRS. ALVING. [Breathlessly.] What did he mean by that?

OSWALD. I didnā€™t understand either, and begged him to explain himself more clearly. And then the old cynic saidā€”[Clenching his fist] Ohā€”!

MRS. ALVING. What did he say?

OSWALD. He said, ā€œThe sins of the fathers are visited upon the children.ā€

MRS. ALVING. [Rising slowly.] The sins of the fathersā€”!

OSWALD. I very nearly struck him in the faceā€”

MRS. ALVING. [Walks away across the room.] The sins of the fathersā€”

OSWALD. [Smiles sadly.] Yes; what do you think of that? Of course I assured him that such a thing was out of the question. But do you think he gave in? No, he stuck to it; and it was only when I produced your letters and translated the passages relating to fatherā€”

MRS. ALVING. But thenā€”?

OSWALD. Then of course he had to admit that he was on the wrong track; and so I learned the truthā€”the incomprehensible truth! I ought not to have taken part with my comrades in that lighthearted, glorious life of theirs. It had been too much for my strength. So I had brought it upon myself!

MRS. ALVING. Oswald! No, no; do not believe it!

OSWALD. No other explanation was possible, he said. Thatā€™s the awful part of it. Incurably ruined for lifeā€”by my own heedlessness! All that I meant to have done in the worldā€”I never dare think of it againā€”Iā€™m not able to think of it. Oh! if I could only live over again, and undo all I have done! [He buries his face in the sofa.]

MRS. ALVING. [Wrings her hands and walks, in silent struggle, backwards and forwards.]

OSWALD. [After a while, looks up and remains resting upon his elbow.] If it had only been something inheritedā€”something one wasnā€™t responsible for! But this! To have thrown away so shamefully, thoughtlessly, recklessly, oneā€™s own happiness, oneā€™s own health, everything in the worldā€”oneā€™s future, oneā€™s very lifeā€”!

MRS. ALVING. No, no, my dear, darling boy; this is impossible! [Bends over him.] Things are not so desperate as you think.

OSWALD. Oh, you donā€™t knowā€”[Springs up.] And then, mother, to cause you all this sorrow! Many a time I have almost wished and hoped that at bottom you didnā€™t care so very much about me.

MRS. ALVING. I, Oswald? My only boy! You are all I have in the world! The only thing I care about!

OSWALD. [Seizes both her hands and kisses them.] Yes, yes, I see it. When Iā€™m at home, I see it, of course; and thatā€™s almost the hardest part for me.ā€”But now you know the whole story and now we wonā€™t talk

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