Under his gaze (his forced bride) by Olivia Jessie (bearly read books .txt) 📗

"Hel" But the phone was snatched away from me and the call was disconnected. He switched off it and put it in his pocket. 

" You are such an ungrateful bitch! Do you know that? You are a selfish whore. Have you ever stopped and tried to think about others? Like your parents and siblings? Have you? " He made me stand up by forcing me on my feet. 

" Please let me go. I can't do this. I can't.. " He squeezed my arms. 

" What you can't do? What? To repay me. The money I have already spent on your siblings or the elections your father is going to win because of me or the operation that your mother had for ovarian cancer which my acquaintance performed. Which one? " I stared at him in disbelief and confusion trying to comprehend his statements. 

" Yes. I did. Your sister wanted to get into a German university. I paid for the block account. Your brother wanted to go for a month tour in Himalayas. I paid. Your mother would have died . I saved her. Do you know why? Because your father doesn't give a damn about his family. " His face was red and eyes had slight tears of anger. Nothing emotional. 

" And you! What did you do for them? When you are supposed to repay , you want to leave me. Will it be fine if your sister gets deployed from the German Airport ? Or your brother who is in mid of Himalayas will be thrown out of the group? Or if I ask for 15 lakhs for the operation? " I hid my face in between my knees. He continued to stare at me with a disgusting look. 

He again went on  to drink more. After few minutes I collected myself and washed my face.My father had never cared much about us. He would always blame ma and us for his huge losses. But would never celebrate the success with us. He was verbally and sometimes physically abusive too. 

" Come here. " His voice was slurry and I knew he had drank too much. With fearful steps I stood beside him. He had switched on the t.v some news was playing. He changed the channel. A movie channel now. 

The movie I had already seen zillionth time was playing. 

He asked me to sit. I sat with some distance between us. But he made me sit on his lap. His light beard pierced my soft skin of neck and cheek. He gave big kisses on my skin with his hand roaming on my right breast . He unhooked the blouse still eating my neck. 

His fingers pinched my erected nipple. A moan escaped. I bit my inner cheek. I was really a whore. I deserved every abuse he gave me. Maybe he was right about me. 

He undressed me without much effort. I turned my attention towards the movie. It was the song where they get married and have a child. So happy. So cheerful. I recalled it watching with my siblings and mother. We used to laugh a lot. 

A light scream escaped my lips when he increased his pace. But still I continued to watch the movie. His rough hand grabbed my face. Our eyes watched each other. 

" Look at me. Only me. " He said still moving atop me. Without any other choice I watched him. I watched him clenching his teeth. I watched him smiling with pleasure. I felt his body shaking a bit. He collapsed on me. I still watched the space where he was. I watched the ceiling. 

After sometime I heard his soft snoring. He was in a sweet and peaceful sleep. I escapee from his grip and collected my clothes. I got dressed and went up the stairs to sleep. 

Everything he told me made sense. He had done a lot for them. I just couldn't tell them about it and let their dreams ruined. But I couldn't stay here too. 

I needed to wait . To get more opportunity. 

Maybe in the midnight I felt the other side of bed dipped down with weight. He put one of his arm around me and slept. This time without any snoring. After lots of overthinking, I too slept. 

But with a slight image of a bright future. 

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