My Addiction by Ida Gonzalez (summer reading list TXT) 📗

Chapter 44. Time and Space

 Dante

Since Paula left, I am in a very bad mood, the good news is that Leonardo is out of therapy, his surgery was a success and he is out of danger according to the doctors, I am desperate for my woman, but I cannot leave my friend alone, on the other hand Lidia his sister has not left the hospital and that calms me down a little.

Iam and I agreed to take turns to replace her so she can go to rest and take a bath, even though she doesn't want to move from there.

I found out that Paula is at Isa's house, on the one hand I am reassured to know that she is well, at first I went crazy when I didn't find her, I lamented for hours until I thought about where she could be, it occurred to me that she could be with Sara her old apartment neighbor, so I went to her house but she didn't know anything, she was very sorry about what happened because I had told her how things happened, then she told me that she could be at a friend's house who was always with her and there I remembered that it was Isa, but I didn't know where she lived, nor her number.

So I communicated with Santiago, who by the way are no longer boyfriend and girlfriend because he had been unfaithful to her, I for my part would never be unfaithful to Paula, she is the love of my life, and if I behaved like an idiot but I want to amend my mistake and leave aside this possessive jealousy that I know it will be difficult, but if I want to have Paula by my side I would do anything.

I called Isa with my heart beating so hard inside my chest, but knowing that my baby didn't want to talk to me hurt me a lot, I don't want to lose her.

I told Iam everything that happened and she told me what an idiot I had been with her, and yes I know, I was an idiot that got carried away with jealousy and anger that I ended up muddying her up bigger.

He advised me to give her time to calm down and then try to work things out with her, but to give her her space.

So that's what I did, I actually let it happen until Monday, I got to the office early, but nothing calmed me down all I wanted was to see her, it was driving me crazy, she drives me crazy.

But with a fuck I couldn't take it anymore and went down to her apartment, when I greeted her with a thick voice she looked up and those beautiful eyes stared at me.

She blushed and was beyond gorgeous, when I asked her to speak she didn't put up any resistance, and I gave thanks because I didn't want to put on a show there in front of everyone.

She passed close to me, and her smell with a shit drives me crazy, that addiction I have towards her takes over me, I wanted to take her right there no matter who saw us.

I put all my self control not to do it, when I told her we would talk in my office she tensed up, I know it affects her as much as it does me, she walked to my elevator and got in as soon as it opened, I stood in front of her and watched as she bit her lip, I was dying to kiss her to hug her, I need her.

I tried to get closer but she stopped me by putting a hand on my chest, her touch alone drives me crazy, she can do with me whatever she wants if she wants to, because this little woman has me in her hands completely and she doesn't notice it yet. She doesn't notice all that she provokes me like no one else.

When we arrived at my apartment, she left quickly without giving me a chance to anything, that hurt me because she runs away from me, and it was logical, what did I expect her to throw herself in my arms after how I behaved with her?

I told Eva that I did not want anyone to interrupt us, and we went into my office, I asked her to come into the small room I have here in the office, trembling she took a seat without objecting, she did not say anything and that upset me, by her gestures and her beautiful eyes I only knew one thing, she wanted to cry.

After the little argument she ran away from me and left me broken, she can't leave me, she loves me and I love her.

That day I had a thousand things to do, meetings, conference, I had to concentrate on everything, I also had to keep an eye on Leonardo and think about her.

I made Eva cancel everything for five o'clock in the afternoon, the time Paula leaves because I need to see her and try to talk to her again.

I anxiously looked at the time, it was barely fifty past four o'clock, I was already at the entrance where Paula would have to leave.

When it was exactly ten past five she finally appeared, but what I saw did not please me at all, one of her companions was caressing her cheek, my blood boiled, I just wanted to break her face, he could not even lay a finger on her.

She smiles at something he says to her, her smile must be just for me, yes I know I sound like a possessive fucker but she is mine. 

When she lays her eyes on me, her face changes, the smile she had on her face is wiped off and she ducks her head, her stupid partner looks at me scared, yeah kid, you better be scared of me and don't ever lay your hands on my woman again.

She tries to pass me, but I plant myself in front... ─Sir I need to pass, you're blocking my way.

"We're leaving now!!!" I order and I'm burning with jealousy.

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