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She didnāt have a clue what to say to that. āButābut that doesnāt make sense. Youāve been taken off the case. They canāt tell you toāā
āOf course they can and they have. Iām not allowed near you during
the course of the investigation or any ensuing case. Our relationship gives the appearance of impropriety and the force isnāt going to tolerate
that. I just didnāt want you to think I was ignoring you at my own choosing. I wouldnāt do that.ā
āSo wait. Youāre saying youāre no longer on the case but now you canāt even talk to me or see me orā¦anything?ā
āIām sorry. I didnāt want this to happen.ā
āI think this fucking sucks.ā She was pissed. And the alcohol coursing through her system was making it very easy for her to voice that anger.
āI want you. I mean, I want you, want you. I donāt want to stay away from you and I sure as hell donāt want you to stay away from me.ā
Apparently the alcohol was making her mouth divulge all sorts of things.
āThis isnāt fair.ā
āThis is my fault, Katrina. I shouldnāt have let thingsāā
āWhat? Get personal? I want personal.ā
āI do too but that canāt happen. Not anytime soon.ā He was silent for
a long time and her drunken mouth had quieted with his last words too.
āI just wanted you to know Iām sorry. I didnāt intend for this happen and
I hate it.ā
He didnāt really give her a chance to say anything more and he
disconnected quickly after that. Well that certainly explained a lot and she hated all of it just as much as he did.
When Imogen brought her the margarita sheād left on the counter, she
flopped down next to her. āHe was told to stay away from me.ā
āShit. That explains the unreturned messages. What are you thinking,
love?ā
āThat I shouldnāt care as much as I do. That this shouldnāt matter to
me as much as it does. That I should want to protect his job and stay away from him. That I should understand that my own safety is more important.ā
āBut?ā
āI hate it.ā
āIām sorry. Is he in trouble?ā
āHe didnāt say he was. Only that he was off the case and regardless of
even that he still has to stay away from me.ā
āWell thatās that then.ā
āI feel bad. I feel like this is my fault. Like I drove things in this direction. I was so stupid. I justāthought about myself and I risked his
job, risked my own safety for that matter.ā
āStop. Youāre being too hard on yourself. You like the guy. You didnāt
do anything wrong.ā
āI grabbed his penis.ā
āWell okay, yeah. That was wrong.ā She offered a weak smile. āBut this isnāt about that. This is about how he feels about you. He wouldnāt
have put himself in this position if he didnāt care about you.ā
āWhat difference does it make?ā
āSorry.ā It didnāt make any difference and Imogen knew it as much as
Katrina did.
* * * * *
When Katrina woke the next morning Imogen had already left for the
airport. She had her night class that night and a couple more days of school and then sheād be forced to endure a week of sleepless nights alone in Imogenās house.
She really wasnāt ready to face the reality of the fact that Dillon wasnāt
going to be a part of her life anymore. It was odd considering she wasnāt
even sure what part in her life heād been filling up to that point but he was missing from it and all she felt was sadness for the loss.
Knowing she could pick up the phone and call him whenever she
needed, even if it was the middle of the night, had gotten her through a
number of sleepless nights. She may have only used that privilege a time
or two but just knowing he was there and she could gave her a feeling of
security. She couldnāt imagine ever picking up the phone to call
Detective Smith or Terrell and she suddenly felt very alone in this.
Chapter Seventeen
āThought you were going to San Francisco to see your parents this Friday.ā
āI decided to stay here.ā Stephens was eyeing him. Molly had called
to see if she could take the boys out of school earlier than their normal dismissal time on Friday and naturally Stephens had overheard.
āAnd this wouldnāt have anything to do with a certain off-limits
teacher with a secret admirer whoās tormenting her, would it?ā
He just looked at Stephens across the desk but said nothing. Did he really want to lie? It was completely about her. It was hard enough coping with the fact he wasnāt part of her case. It was just as hard knowing he couldnāt talk to her. But leaving for some reason was
impossible. He was terrified something was going to happen and even though heād be sitting at home alone, he needed to be close.
Heād talked to Molly about it the night before and she didnāt want him along on the trip any more than he wanted to go. She understood why he needed to be here but the man sitting across from him glaring didnāt seem to understand any of it.
āUnless you want me to be honest, I suggest you not ask.ā Stephens
tapped his pen on the desktop as he glared at Dillon. He was considering
just what he did or did not want to say on the matter and Dillon held his
gaze.
āYouāre going to stay away from her, right?ā
Dillon nodded. āDonāt have much choice now do I?ā
āThen I guess I just donāt see the point.ā
āYou donāt need to understand.ā
Dillon was having a hard time taking his eyes off Smith and Terrell across the room. It had been that way all week. He was torturing himself
with them. He hated it when they werenāt at the precinct because he wondered just where the hell they were. He hated it when they were there because the very sight of them was a slap in the face. It hadnāt gone
unnoticed by Stephens either, and every time Dillonās eyes shifted to them, he shook his head in discouragement.
When Terrellās phone rang and Dillon was forced to watch as the man
tensed and muttered some words to Smith as they both grabbed their jackets, Dillonās anxiety skyrocketed. Whatever it was, it wasnāt good.
They took off, glancing quickly to Dillon and leaving Dillonās eyes trailing after them.
He was tempted to follow but if he thought he was in hot water
before, heād be boiling in it if he were so bold as to force his way into their investigation. But there was no hiding the panic and as he stood and started pacing around his desk, hating their absence, he started contemplating.
He had to get the hell out of there before he lost his mind. There was
no way he could sit there, knowing something was going on. He looked
at his cell phone and then he looked at the clock. It was six oāclock on Wednesday night. She should be at class. Fucking hell. What if
something happened with Josh Grant? What if she didnāt even make it to
class because something happened to her on her way? He started clicking
his pen in his hand as he walked back and forth over and over and over
again.
Stephens continued to watch him, silently glaring at his partner. He likely thought heād lost his mind but Dillon didnāt really give a shit what
Stephens thought of him. Just when heād decided he didnāt give a shit what the chief thought, said, did to him or otherwise, Stephens stood.
āYouāre going to drive me crazy.ā
āI canāt sit here.ā He shook his head in resignation. He was going to
lose his fucking job over this but there was just no chance he could sit back not knowing what the hell was going on. Something was fucking going on!
āChill. You stay put. Iāll go find out whatās up. But donāt you leave this damn desk or youāll get us both in trouble.ā
He sat and he stared at his cell phone as Stephens left. He couldnāt call her. He needed to call her. He had to call her. His fingers trembled when he reached for his phone and as he dialed he looked around to make sure Stephens wasnāt coming back yet. The man was being oddly
helpful but he didnāt want to get caught trying to reach her.
As the phone rang, his heart pounded. His heart pounded every time he knew he was going to hear her voice. The fact she wasnāt answering
and he couldnāt get the reassurance he needed from her left his heart pounding more by the second. It finally went to voicemail and he hung
up.
He stood and went back to pacing. Fuck! He felt like his body was pulling apart at the seams. He thought this must be what it felt like to go
crazy because at any minute he wasnāt going to be able to stifle the need
to scream at the top of his lungs to release the building tension in his chest. His throat was on fire as it constricted painfully and he was panting as if it was the only way he could keep himself from passing out.
When his fingers snatched up his jacket and he grabbed his phone it
was over. Heād decided he didnāt give a shit about any of it. He didnāt care if it meant his career was over. He didnāt care if he wasnāt supposed
to see her. He didnāt care Greenwood had explicitly told him to stay away from her. He simply didnāt care about anything except getting to her.
He turned to storm from the room, hoping to get out of the building
before Stephens returned and tried to stop him and thatās when he came
face to face with his terror. It was written on Stephensā face.
Stephens didnāt show much but when he did it was warranted. He
just stood in front of Dillon, his eyes wide, his face concerned. He almost
looked afraid to speak and his hands rose slowly as if to slow the momentum in Dillonās movements. But there was no reason to. Dillon was stunned and he stopped on a dime at seeing the serious expression
on Stephensā face.
āWhat?ā He could barely get the word out and it sounded choked.
āSomethingās happened.ā Stephensā voice broke for a second as he
spoke and Dillon reached for the nearest desk to support his weight, which suddenly seemed to be getting away from him. His head was
buzzing and he wasnāt at all sure he could bear to hear the rest of what
Stephens had to say.
He gasped out the only question he needed an answer to and he
fought to stay standing. āIs she alive?ā
* * * * *
Sheād only been at Imogenās for fifteen minutes and in that space of time, sheād managed to drop the coffeepot, shattering and spilling the caffeine that was supposed to get her through her night class that night.
She also spent thirty minutes trying to find Kitty, who was staging a kitty
sit-in in protest of being uprooted from her home. Thanks to Imogenās ridiculously big house and an old cat who couldnāt hear Katrina calling
her, sheād nearly given up until she heard Kittyās bizarre-sounding meow
coming from the pantry Katrina had apparently closed her in that
morning. Another ten minutes to mop the cat pee up and she was finally
ready to goāsadly, she was nearly forty minutes later than she wanted
to be.
She almost made it to Imogenās gate to start the trek to the closest bus
stop when she stopped and stared at the ground for a minute. She was fighting common sense and arguing with Dillon in her mind and finally
telling both Dillon and common sense to fuck off, she turned back toward the house. She jumped in her Outback and took off, grumbling the whole time. Dillon would be lividāthere was no doubt of that. But
he wasnāt her concern anymore and she was late as hell.
She sped, she cut people off and got herself flipped off twice, all before she zipped into the parking garage and steered her little car like a
race car around in circles until she found a spot. Pay dirt. Orāone floor
away from pay dirt. But were she taking public
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