Under his gaze (his forced bride) by Olivia Jessie (bearly read books .txt) 📗

" I invited them. We are a family now. " Buaji said . And greeted others too. Papa and Rohan too came. 

" Namaste papa " Advay touched his feet and rohan smiled at me. 

" Hello . " Diya held his hand. He controlled his expressions but I knew what he was thinking about my little sister. Characterless. He watched her from head to toe. Her dressing style irritated him. 

" Where is mummy? " I asked not finding her here. Their faces saddened. 

" Actually she is not well. After the operation, she never recovered properly. Thanks to jiju she survived the disease  " Rohan replied. 

" Mihika how are you? Why don't you call ?" Papa suddenly asked frowning at me. Because you didn't want me to. 

" It's not her fault. Actually we had been busy. " He replied and I shrugged. 

" Let's come in everyone. Have some rest. " A girl called us. Papa and Rohan started talking to Arun and Diya and Nidhi chartered about their clothes. They already knew each other. 

" I want to talk to you. Let's find somewhere quiet place. " Advay grabbed my arm. And we walked out of the place to a quieter room. I shook when he slammed the door loudly. 

" We shouldn't be here. It's not our house. " With my head low, I gave him this suggestion. He didn't say anything. His eyes stuck on me. I blinked, hiding my fear. 

" We can make it work. " He whispered. " I know what I did shouldn't be forgiven but I want a chance. " He held my arms. His hot breath on me. " My demons won't calm down. There is something bad in my mind which never shut up " I saw his eyes watering on the ends . He hugged me tightly. I couldn't breathe. 

" Please let's work it out. I love you. I have never love someone before. I don't know how to handle this new feeling. " He sighed. 

" So you will hurt me. You say you love me but in the next instant you hit me, rape me and abuse me. How am I supposed to react to it? Shouldn't I leave you? " I cried holding his arms. 

" No!! " He shouted. " Please don't leave me. I know and I am sorry. I will never do that again. I promise. " A tear ran down his cheek. I watched him shocked and confused. I felt sad seeing him crying but didn't he hurt me too?. 

" Yes. I should. It is better for both of us. We are toxic to each other. Maybe I don't know how to handle you. Maybe some other girl will keep you happy " I tried getting out of his grip but he wouldn't let me go. 

" No. No one. I say no one can replace you. I love you till death. " He said touching my face. " I will join work from Monday. Everything will be fine. I promise. Please don't leave me. My mother has already killed me once I can't have it again. " He finally let go of me and his eyes roamed in the room searching for something. " No. I will commit suicide. I can't let them laugh at me again. " He said gripping his hair. 

" What? Suicide? No. Please don't do this. We can have a normal divorce. " I touched his arm. He looked up at me. But his eyes were not same . He started walking backwards and his back hit the open window panel. My breath hitched in my throat. 

" No. Stop " He bent to jump out of it but I held him. We hugged each other. 

" Without you I have no life. " He said still hugging me. I just couldn't let him die. Something came to me . I felt his pain. His eyes showed a lot of hurt. He had suffered something very horrible. And he loved me. Noone had ever loved me. My own family didn't ask for my broken fingers, they didn't even notice them. My father had always been abusive. My mom never supported our decisions. Each day passed like living in hell. Would they even treat me as a human now? 

" I know. I won't leave you. " I replied. But a voice in my head kept saying that it was not my responsibility to treat his disease. But I was his wife. So what? A wife is not supposed to face all this. The voices won't stop. 

" Do you promise? " He asked kissing me. 

No. Just run and tell everyone. My mind screamed. 

" Yes. I do. " And he kissed me softly. Completely aware of my broken fingers. 

'Just pretend and then run away from everyone. They are of no good.' The voice whispered slowly . 

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So she was already from an abusive family and habitual of emotional blackmails. 

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