Under his gaze (his forced bride) by Olivia Jessie (bearly read books .txt) 📗

Someone was coming towards the room. I could hear the familiar steps coming my way. Maybe he was just passing by the room. Mr Bhardwaj promised me. I believed him because he was an officer and would never back away from his promise. He would arrange something for me. To help me out of here. 

The door was opened. I tried to think positive. It was colonel uncle. He would never allow Advay in my room. He called me his daughter and promised me. But didn't my own father betrayed me? And he was a complete stranger. 

Before I could assume further, the sound of door locking made my body shiver. I felt too cold. Maybe my help was ready. He was here to tell me that he arranged something for me and Advay was gone. He didn't tell him that I was here. He was a good man. 

The presence of someone standing beside my bed terrified me. It was him. I knew when his Cologne hit my nose. His breathing. I could feel him. He was inside the room. The locked room. But uncle promised  . How could he? Advay laid beside me and soon was inside my safe haven, my blanket. I was exposed. The monster from the childhood won. He crossed that little safety and I trembled. I didn't want to cry because I knew he was going to kill me now. There was no use of crying and pleading. He had already warned me once. And his past influenced him a lot. 

But the involuntary tears won't stop. I was going to die. I tried. I was proud of myself for that. But no one helped me. Not even these armed men. Why would they? They just handed me over to him. Maybe sharad too knew about it. Or else how would his father had known? 

His hand went inside my kurta. He would rape me first to mark his territory and then kill me. The crying won't stop. How much I tried. He squeezed my breast too harshly. I cried in pain. This turned him even more. He grabbed my face and kissed me, almost eating my mouth. I couldn't breath. He said something to me but I didn't understand his statement. He licked my cheeks and neck. His mouth was leaving trail of saliva on my body. He tore my kurta. I didn't move. If this can happen in a house of " men with honor" then I don't think I can even protest. His mouth went down and down. He caressed my inner thigh with his tongue. I wanted to die at this point. Well he was going to kill me anyway. 

His mouth came in contact with mine. And he thrusted harder. My upper kept bouncing for half an hour. Finally he was finished. Inside me. The first round was over. 

Now, time to kill me. I thought. He didn't move from me. Still laid on me. Crushing my bones. So this was his plan to kill me with his weight . No interrogation no jail. A wife died due to sex. 

His head moved away from my shoulder. My eyes were closed but I could feel his stare on my face. His hand smoothly touched my lips. His hot breath on my face. He was not completely drained. Hard again, still inside me. Just kill me! I wanted to scream. 

" Open your eyes. " He ordered  . I did as I was told to do. Because I wanted a simpler death not like that girl who was left to be eaten by the wolves. 

" I know why you did that. I understand. " I was shocked. " No one loves to be hit by the love of their life. " What of life? What did he even think? 

I nodded. He kissed my forehead. And rested his face on mine. This was different. This was not supposed to be like that. He should kill me. 

" I am sorry. I don't want to hurt you. It just " I felt his wet cheeks. " Please believe me. I can deceive anyone in this world. But not you. You are my love. Mihika kaushik you are my heart. The most important person in my life." I cried when he said those things. 

He hugged me tightly. My hands encircled him too. His love warmed my heart a bit. He was so pathetic and disgusting but he was such a man who used their tears on women. And they were working. I thought he would kill me. But he didn't. He was not like his father. He wanted to be different. 

" Mihika, I know I am the worst man. Please forgive me. Please. " He begged. But you just raped me. Was it even rape? 

" It's okay " I was stuck in the circle. I cried put loud when he cried softly buried in my neck. He was crying for his wife and me I was crying because of my worst luck. 

Maybe I could just pretend more. He was not that bad after all. 

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Short one 😅

Mihika's thinking right now: 😆😆😂😂

Sorry I was just being funny here, but it's serious 🤔