The Age of Innocence - Edith Wharton (the speed reading book TXT) 📗
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to send me a bouquet? Why a bouquet? And why
tonight of all nights? I am not going to a ball; I am not
a girl engaged to be married. But some people are
always ridiculous.”
She turned back to the door, opened it, and called
out: “Nastasia!”
The ubiquitous handmaiden promptly appeared, and
Archer heard Madame Olenska say, in an Italian that
she seemed to pronounce with intentional deliberateness
in order that he might follow it: “Here—throw
this into the dustbin!” and then, as Nastasia stared
protestingly: “But no—it’s not the fault of the poor
flowers. Tell the boy to carry them to the house three
doors away, the house of Mr. Winsett, the dark gentleman
who dined here. His wife is ill—they may give her
pleasure … The boy is out, you say? Then, my dear
one, run yourself; here, put my cloak over you and fly.
I want the thing out of the house immediately! And, as
you live, don’t say they come from me!”
She flung her velvet opera cloak over the maid’s
shoulders and turned back into the drawing-room, shutting
the door sharply. Her bosom was rising high under
its lace, and for a moment Archer thought she was
about to cry; but she burst into a laugh instead, and
looking from the Marchioness to Archer, asked abruptly:
“And you two—have you made friends!”
“It’s for Mr. Archer to say, darling; he has waited
patiently while you were dressing.”
“Yes—I gave you time enough: my hair wouldn’t
go,” Madame Olenska said, raising her hand to the
heaped-up curls of her chignon. “But that reminds me:
I see Dr. Carver is gone, and you’ll be late at the
Blenkers’. Mr. Archer, will you put my aunt in the
carriage?”
She followed the Marchioness into the hall, saw her
fitted into a miscellaneous heap of overshoes, shawls
and tippets, and called from the doorstep: “Mind, the
carriage is to be back for me at ten!” Then she returned
to the drawing-room, where Archer, on reentering it,
found her standing by the mantelpiece, examining herself
in the mirror. It was not usual, in New York
society, for a lady to address her parlour-maid as “my
dear one,” and send her out on an errand wrapped in
her own opera-cloak; and Archer, through all his deeper
feelings, tasted the pleasurable excitement of being in a
world where action followed on emotion with such
Olympian speed.
Madame Olenska did not move when he came up
behind her, and for a second their eyes met in the
mirror; then she turned, threw herself into her sofa-corner, and sighed out: “There’s time for a cigarette.”
He handed her the box and lit a spill for her; and as
the flame flashed up into her face she glanced at him
with laughing eyes and said: “What do you think of me
in a temper?”
Archer paused a moment; then he answered with
sudden resolution: “It makes me understand what your
aunt has been saying about you.”
“I knew she’d been talking about me. Well?”
“She said you were used to all kinds of things—
splendours and amusements and excitements—that we
could never hope to give you here.”
Madame Olenska smiled faintly into the circle of
smoke about her lips.
“Medora is incorrigibly romantic. It has made up to
her for so many things!”
Archer hesitated again, and again took his risk. “Is your
aunt’s romanticism always consistent with accuracy?”
“You mean: does she speak the truth?” Her niece
considered. “Well, I’ll tell you: in almost everything she
says, there’s something true and something untrue. But
why do you ask? What has she been telling you?”
He looked away into the fire, and then back at her
shining presence. His heart tightened with the thought
that this was their last evening by that fireside, and that
in a moment the carriage would come to carry her away.
“She says—she pretends that Count Olenski has asked
her to persuade you to go back to him.”
Madame Olenska made no answer. She sat motionless,
holding her cigarette in her half-lifted hand. The
expression of her face had not changed; and Archer
remembered that he had before noticed her apparent
incapacity for surprise.
“You knew, then?” he broke out.
She was silent for so long that the ash dropped from
her cigarette. She brushed it to the floor. “She has
hinted about a letter: poor darling! Medora’s hints—”
“Is it at your husband’s request that she has arrived
here suddenly?”
Madame Olenska seemed to consider this question
also. “There again: one can’t tell. She told me she had
had a `spiritual summons,’ whatever that is, from Dr.
Carver. I’m afraid she’s going to marry Dr. Carver …
poor Medora, there’s always some one she wants to
marry. But perhaps the people in Cuba just got tired of
her! I think she was with them as a sort of paid
companion. Really, I don’t know why she came.”
“But you do believe she has a letter from your
husband?”
Again Madame Olenska brooded silently; then she
said: “After all, it was to be expected.”
The young man rose and went to lean against the
fireplace. A sudden restlessness possessed him, and he
was tongue-tied by the sense that their minutes were
numbered, and that at any moment he might hear the
wheels of the returning carriage.
“You know that your aunt believes you will go back?”
Madame Olenska raised her head quickly. A deep
blush rose to her face and spread over her neck and
shoulders. She blushed seldom and painfully, as if it
hurt her like a burn.
“Many cruel things have been believed of me,” she
said.
“Oh, Ellen—forgive me; I’m a fool and a brute!”
She smiled a little. “You are horribly nervous; you
have your own troubles. I know you think the Wellands
are unreasonable about your marriage, and of
course I agree with you. In Europe people don’t understand
our long American engagements; I suppose they
are not as calm as we are.” She pronounced the “we”
with a faint emphasis that gave it an ironic sound.
Archer felt the irony but did not dare to take it up.
After all, she had perhaps purposely deflected the
conversation from her own affairs, and after the pain his
last words had evidently caused her he felt that all he
could do was to follow her lead. But the sense of the
waning hour made him desperate: he could not bear
the thought that a barrier of words should drop
between them again.
“Yes,” he said abruptly; “I went south to ask May
to marry me after Easter. There’s no reason why we
shouldn’t be married then.”
“And May adores you—and yet you couldn’t convince
her? I thought her too intelligent to be the slave
of such absurd superstitions.”
“She IS too intelligent—she’s not their slave.”
Madame Olenska looked at him. “Well, then—I don’t
understand.”
Archer reddened, and hurried on with a rush. “We
had a frank talk—almost the first. She thinks my
impatience a bad sign.”
“Merciful heavens—a bad sign?”
“She thinks it means that I can’t trust myself to go
on caring for her. She thinks, in short, I want to marry
her at once to get away from some one that I—care for
more.”
Madame Olenska examined this curiously. “But if
she thinks that—why isn’t she in a hurry too?”
“Because she’s not like that: she’s so much nobler.
She insists all the more on the long engagement, to give
me time—”
“Time to give her up for the other woman?”
“If I want to.”
Madame Olenska leaned toward the fire and gazed
into it with fixed eyes. Down the quiet street Archer
heard the approaching trot of her horses.
“That IS noble,” she said, with a slight break in her
voice.
“Yes. But it’s ridiculous.”
“Ridiculous? Because you don’t care for any one
else?”
“Because I don’t mean to marry any one else.”
“Ah.” There was another long interval. At length she
looked up at him and asked: “This other woman—
does she love you?”
“Oh, there’s no other woman; I mean, the person
that May was thinking of is—was never—”
“Then, why, after all, are you in such haste?”
“There’s your carriage,” said Archer.
She half-rose and looked about her with absent eyes.
Her fan and gloves lay on the sofa beside her and she
picked them up mechanically.
“Yes; I suppose I must be going.”
“You’re going to Mrs. Struthers’s?”
“Yes.” She smiled and added: “I must go where I am
invited, or I should be too lonely. Why not come with
me?”
Archer felt that at any cost he must keep her beside
him, must make her give him the rest of her evening.
Ignoring her question, he continued to lean against the
chimney-piece, his eyes fixed on the hand in which she
held her gloves and fan, as if watching to see if he had
the power to make her drop them.
“May guessed the truth,” he said. “There is another
woman—but not the one she thinks.”
Ellen Olenska made no answer, and did not move.
After a moment he sat down beside her, and, taking
her hand, softly unclasped it, so that the gloves and fan
fell on the sofa between them.
She started up, and freeing herself from him moved
away to the other side of the hearth. “Ah, don’t make
love to me! Too many people have done that,” she
said, frowning.
Archer, changing colour, stood up also: it was the
bitterest rebuke she could have given him. “I have
never made love to you,” he said, “and I never shall.
But you are the woman I would have married if it had
been possible for either of us.”
“Possible for either of us?” She looked at him with
unfeigned astonishment. “And you say that—when it’s
you who’ve made it impossible?”
He stared at her, groping in a blackness through
which a single arrow of light tore its blinding way.
“I’VE made it impossible—?”
“You, you, YOU!” she cried, her lip trembling like a
child’s on the verge of tears. “Isn’t it you who made me
give up divorcing—give it up because you showed me
how selfish and wicked it was, how one must sacrifice
one’s self to preserve the dignity of marriage … and to
spare one’s family the publicity, the scandal? And
because my family was going to be your family—for
May’s sake and for yours—I did what you told me,
what you proved to me that I ought to do. Ah,” she
broke out with a sudden laugh, “I’ve made no secret of
having done it for you!”
She sank down on the sofa again, crouching among
the festive ripples of her dress like a stricken masquerader;
and the young man stood by the fireplace and
continued to gaze at her without moving.
“Good God,” he groaned. “When I thought—”
“You thought?”
“Ah, don’t ask me what I thought!”
Still looking at her, he saw the same burning flush
creep up her neck to her face. She sat upright, facing
him with a rigid dignity.
“I do ask you.”
“Well, then: there were things in that letter you
asked me to read—”
“My husband’s letter?”
“Yes.”
“I had nothing to fear from that letter: absolutely
nothing! All I feared was to bring notoriety, scandal,
on the family—on you and May.”
“Good God,” he groaned again, bowing his
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