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āYes.ā
āAnne, I saw his little face as the wheel went over him. He fell on his back. AnneāAnneāI can see it now. I shall always see it. Anne, all I ask of heaven is that that recollection shall be blotted out of my memory. O my God!ā
āLeslie, donāt speak of it. I know the storyādonāt go into details that only harrow your soul up unavailingly. It WILL be blotted out.ā
After a momentās struggle, Leslie regained a measure of self-control.
āThen fatherās health got worse and he grew despondentāhis mind became unbalancedāyouāve heard all that, too?ā
āYes.ā
āAfter that I had just mother to live for. But I was very ambitious. I meant to teach and earn my way through college. I meant to climb to the very topāoh, I wonāt talk of that either. Itās no use. You know what happened. I couldnāt see my dear little heartbroken mother, who had been such a slave all her life, turned out of her home. Of course, I could have earned enough for us to live on. But mother COULDNāT leave her home. She had come there as a brideāand she had loved father soāand all her memories were there. Even yet, Anne, when I think that I made her last year happy Iām not sorry for what I did. As for DickāI didnāt hate him when I married himāI just felt for him the indifferent, friendly feeling I had for most of my schoolmates. I knew he drank someābut I had never heard the story of the girl down at the fishing cove. If I had, I COULDNāT have married him, even for motherās sake. AfterwardsāI DID hate himābut mother never knew. She diedāand then I was alone. I was only seventeen and I was alone. Dick had gone off in the Four Sisters. I hoped he wouldnāt be home very much more. The sea had always been in his blood. I had no other hope. Well, Captain Jim brought him home, as you knowāand thatās all there is to say. You know me now, Anneāthe worst of meāthe barriers are all down. And you still want to be my friend?ā
Anne looked up through the birches, at the white paper-lantern of a half moon drifting downwards to the gulf of sunset. Her face was very sweet.
āI am your friend and you are mine, for always,ā she said. āSuch a friend as I never had before. I have had many dear and beloved friendsābut there is a something in you, Leslie, that I never found in anyone else. You have more to offer me in that rich nature of yours, and I have more to give you than I had in my careless girlhood. We are both womenāand friends forever.ā
They clasped hands and smiled at each other through the tears that filled the gray eyes and the blue.
Gilbert insisted that Susan should be kept on at the little house for the summer. Anne protested at first.
āLife here with just the two of us is so sweet, Gilbert. It spoils it a little to have anyone else. Susan is a dear soul, but she is an outsider. It wonāt hurt me to do the work here.ā
āYou must take your doctorās advice,ā said Gilbert. āThereās an old proverb to the effect that shoemakersā wives go barefoot and doctorsā wives die young. I donāt mean that it shall be true in my household. You will keep Susan until the old spring comes back into your step, and those little hollows on your cheeks fill out.ā
āYou just take it easy, Mrs. Doctor, dear,ā said Susan, coming abruptly in. āHave a good time and do not worry about the pantry. Susan is at the helm. There is no use in keeping a dog and doing your own barking. I am going to take your breakfast up to you every morning.ā
āIndeed you are not,ā laughed Anne. āI agree with Miss Cornelia that itās a scandal for a woman who isnāt sick to eat her breakfast in bed, and almost justifies the men in any enormities.ā
āOh, Cornelia!ā said Susan, with ineffable contempt. āI think you have better sense, Mrs. Doctor, dear, than to heed what Cornelia Bryant says. I cannot see why she must be always running down the men, even if she is an old maid. I am an old maid, but you never hear ME abusing the men. I like āem. I would have married one if I could. Is it not funny nobody ever asked me to marry him, Mrs. Doctor, dear? I am no beauty, but I am as good-looking as most of the married women you see. But I never had a beau. What do you suppose is the reason?ā
āIt may be predestination,ā suggested Anne, with unearthly solemnity.
Susan nodded.
āThat is what I have often thought, Mrs. Doctor, dear, and a great comfort it is. I do not mind nobody wanting me if the Almighty decreed it so for His own wise purposes. But sometimes doubt creeps in, Mrs. Doctor, dear, and I wonder if maybe the Old Scratch has not more to do with it than anyone else. I cannot feel resigned THEN. But maybe,ā added Susan, brightening up, āI will have a chance to get married yet. I often and often think of the old verse my aunt used to repeat:
There never was a goose so gray but sometime soon or late Some honest gander came her way and took her for his mate!
A woman cannot ever be sure of not being married till she is buried, Mrs. Doctor, dear, and meanwhile I will make a batch of cherry pies. I notice the doctor favors āem, and I DO like cooking for a man who appreciates his victuals.ā
Miss Cornelia dropped in that afternoon, puffing a little.
āI donāt mind the world or the devil much, but the flesh DOES rather bother me,ā she admitted. āYou always look as cool as a cucumber, Anne, dearie. Do I smell cherry pie? If I do, ask me to stay to tea. Havenāt tasted a cherry pie this summer. My cherries have all been stolen by those scamps of Gilman boys from the Glen.ā
āNow, now, Cornelia,ā remonstrated Captain Jim, who had been reading a sea novel in a corner of the living room, āyou shouldnāt say that about those two poor, motherless Gilman boys, unless youāve got certain proof. Jest because their father aināt none too honest isnāt any reason for calling them thieves. Itās more likely itās been the robins took your cherries. Theyāre turrible thick this year.ā
āRobins!ā said Miss Cornelia disdainfully. āHumph! Two-legged robins, believe ME!ā
āWell, most of the Four Winds robins ARE constructed on that principle,ā said Captain Jim gravely.
Miss Cornelia stared at him for a moment. Then she leaned back in her rocker and laughed long and ungrudgingly.
āWell, you HAVE got one on me at last, Jim Boyd, Iāll admit. Just look how pleased he is, Anne, dearie, grinning like a Chessy-cat. As for the robinsā legs if robins have great, big, bare, sunburned legs, with ragged trousers hanging on āem, such as I saw up in my cherry tree one morning at sunrise last week, Iāll beg the Gilman boysā pardon. By the time I got down they were gone. I couldnāt understand how they had disappeared so quick, but Captain Jim has enlightened me. They flew away, of course.ā
Captain Jim laughed and went away, regretfully declining an invitation to stay to supper and partake of cherry pie.
āIām on my way to see Leslie and ask her if sheāll take a boarder,ā Miss Cornelia resumed. āIād a letter yesterday from a Mrs. Daly in Toronto, who boarded a spell with me two years ago. She wanted me to take a friend of hers for the summer. His name is Owen Ford, and heās a newspaper man, and it seems heās a grandson of the schoolmaster who built this house. John Selwynās oldest daughter married an Ontario man named Ford, and this is her son. He wants to see the old place his grandparents lived in. He had a bad spell of typhoid in the spring and hasnāt got rightly over it, so his doctor has ordered him to the sea. He doesnāt want to go to the hotelāhe just wants a quiet home place. I canāt take him, for I have to be away in August. Iāve been appointed a delegate to the W.F.M.S. convention in Kingsport and Iām going. I donāt know whether Leslieāll want to be bothered with him, either, but thereās no one else. If she canāt take him heāll have to go over the harbor.ā
āWhen youāve seen her come back and help us eat our cherry pies,ā said Anne. āBring Leslie and Dick, too, if they can come. And so youāre going to Kingsport? What a nice time you will have. I must give you a letter to a friend of mine thereāMrs. Jonas Blake.ā
āIāve prevailed on Mrs. Thomas Holt to go with me,ā said Miss Cornelia complacently. āItās time she had a little holiday, believe ME. She has just about worked herself to death. Tom Holt can crochet beautifully, but he canāt make a living for his family. He never seems to be able to get up early enough to do any work, but I notice he can always get up early to go fishing. Isnāt that like a man?ā
Anne smiled. She had learned to discount largely Miss Corneliaās opinions of the Four Winds men. Otherwise she must have believed them the most hopeless assortment of reprobates and neāer-do-wells in the world, with veritable slaves and martyrs for wives. This particular Tom Holt, for example, she knew to be a kind husband, a much loved father, and an excellent neighbor. If he were rather inclined to be lazy, liking better the fishing he had been born for than the farming he had not, and if he had a harmless eccentricity for doing fancy work, nobody save Miss Cornelia seemed to hold it against him. His wife was a āhustler,ā who gloried in hustling; his family got a comfortable living off the farm; and his strapping sons and daughters, inheriting their motherās energy, were all in a fair way to do well in the world. There was not a happier household in Glen St. Mary than the Holtsā.
Miss Cornelia returned satisfied from the house up the brook.
āLeslieās going to take him,ā she announced. āShe jumped at the chance. She wants to make a little money to shingle the roof of her house this fall, and she didnāt know how she was going to manage it. I expect Captain Jimāll be more than interested when he hears that a grandson of the Selwynsā is coming here. Leslie said to tell you she hankered after cherry pie, but she couldnāt come to tea because she has to go and hunt up her turkeys. Theyāve strayed away. But she said, if there was a piece left, for you to put it in the pantry and sheād run over in the catās light, when prowlingās in order, to get it. You donāt know, Anne, dearie, what good it did my heart to hear Leslie send you a message like that, laughing like she used to long ago.
Thereās a great change come over her lately. She laughs and jokes like a girl, and from her talk I gather sheās here real often.ā
āEvery dayāor else Iām over there,ā said Anne. āI donāt know what Iād do without Leslie, especially just now when Gilbert is so busy. Heās hardly ever home except for a few hours in the wee smaās. Heās really
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