Broken Fay-te - Cama seeney (ereader with android TXT) 📗

But she never told him... Its going around in circles really. They both love each other yet are too proud to admit it. Its totally stupid and four hours later I've finished the bloddy thing feeling annoyed really. She dies and leave him her kid. Writes him a letter telling him shes dying, literally on deaths road. Her five year old son is left alone and without knowing his farther. He grows up and has a bestfriend but his dad makes him move away with him. His mother dies and he dosent get to kiss his bestfriend before he leaves ( big suprise the kids gay, he grew up with a bunch of women and was the sweetist kid but his best friend is left behind because he dad is a homophobe). I sigh and role my eyes. The guy next to me smiles. 'You want it?' I asked, he seemed to have read a coupple pages here and there. 'You mind?' He asks generally happy 'sure have at it.' I replied smiling softly. 

 

I try to nap for the next hour and barely manage it. Sleep never really find me anymore. It seems to avoid me like the plague. I refuse food from the trolly lady once again knowing my granmother would have food ready for me no matter if i had eaten or not. Hard potatoes and mince beef I would sneek Sasha because she wouldn't respond to me for atleast an hour before shed settle under my covers for sleep. Where I'd lie for an hour tops before getting up and going for a run with her. My life is one continus circle. Well maybe I'm fed up of it. Maybe I'll jog through the woods. Maybe I'll run from pretend demons to make me sprint. Run like all of hell was chasing me. Thats what my track teacher said. Durning college I'd taken up badminton, football, baskteball, running, mixed martial arts and kick boxing. Six days of sports and the seventh day I would most likely crash for the whole day. Only after college did I keep running, Mixed martial arts and kickboxing. The rest I was okay with leaving behind. Though I did miss the gentle swift movements of badminton. The soft passes until a powerful blow would win a point. I sighed. Activity always calmed me. I couldn't dance, I couldn't draw, I wasn't all that good with clothes. But 'competitive' was somthing I could do. 

 

The forty remaining minuets passed quickly. I hadn't told anyone my boarding or landing time. I hadn't talked to my farther yesterday just sent Sasha out and allowed him to collect my bedding and book case. A coupple pictures and he was gone. There was no words spoken, he didnt look any diffrent. His dark blond, brown hair matched my own. My old gray eyes matched his. Though I had my mothers green tinge to them. 

 

My button nose was my own, a round face. Doubble d boobs and hips that annoyed me to no end. I was a 'woman' now as everyone put it. Though I didnt mind wearing baggy clothes and hiding behind a cap if I had too. I was shorter than both my parents a grand whole 5 ft 2, and a nice weight of nine stone four. My feet were the stupid size of three which alse annoyed me to no end. My hair now reached the bottom of my ribs and I was two knots away from going real short. If pink comes near me I cant promise I wont have an allergic reaction. And thats pretty much me. 

Chapter Two

Airport, airport, airport...

 

 The airport was slow, almost lifeless. Wow what is up with my language lately? I'm turning into a..ugh... grebo (gothic emo). Flowers, roses and no they smell like decaying leaf. Dang it I want to just face palm myself. 

 

B there @ 12. 

 

I sent the quick emotionless message to my mother ex. Yhea I like that Ex, like he was no longer apart of out lives. My ex dad. I can pick you up...

 

Came his instant reply, he seemed almost poised over his phone. If I knew him better I would have pictured it better but I didn't even know what phone he had... 

 

I'd rarther shit in my hands and clap. 

 

I quickly deleted the message and then re-typed it. Closing my eyes I quickly sent the message. Almost snorting when no instant reply came. Sometimes people just deserve my inner bitch, some not all. Like I honestly tried to be nice but I really didn't want an hours drive in the car with him. The walk would only take me an hour two tops if I cut through the forest but I found myself not minding at all. My bag on the other hand might be a little diffivult to manoover. I sighed and found the path instead two hours, three tops. Smiling I plugged my head phones in and begain the long ass walk 'home'. The funneral wasn't to be held till tomorrow and for social services reasons I wasn't aloud to completely leave the area for a coupple months. I wasn't aloud to be alone - for now I had been relocated here. 

 

Deep down I knew my Ex-farther probbly had something to do with this, to do with all the councling sessions (twice a week) I had to attend in order to assist in teaching first aid to animals. I didn't have a teaching degree nor did I want one. I'd been asked to to teach animal first aid for road saftey awareness week. It was something new. The vet service was small but it was the only one in the town, it was actually them who had asked me. Considering I was closer to their age and a recent college gradiate they were more likely to listen to me and maybe stop running over animals. I even got to take Sasha in with me for them to practise on her. It'd been a while since I'd had any human contact with people my age. I was looking forward to it more than a little. 

 

Tomorrow was the funeral. The day after I was planning a hike maybe try to unpack and the one after then my new life began. The rock version of a popular song I actually liked came on and I grinned to myself. Slipping my leather jacket on I grabbed my suitcase. Today was the begining of a new day. The plane ride had left me feeling drowsy and a little unsteady but the further I walked the better I felt. I walked as close to the forest as I could feeling the hum that always drove me to hiking or running through the green foliage. 

 

I couldn't not yet. Eventually I found the area that the little run down cottage I was renting was in, only problem? It was in the forest. I'd been walking in the direction of town for about an hour now. Another hours walk through the forest and I'd be there. Dragging my luggage didn't sound too appeling to me but I couldn't wait to find Sasha waiting for me. I knew that my granmother probably wouldn't be there from what I'd the place was hard to drive to and most gave up, deciding instead that it was far eaiser to walk. The cabin was up for renovation in a coupple months but for now it was mine as long as I worked at the vets. (Boss woman's ill sister needed the money to renovate hense the renting). 

 

As soon as I stepped into the forest, as soon as my foot stepped on the first leaf crushing it instantly I knew I was home. The forest would always call to me. Always hum my name calling me back. I hated this place, but the forest was diffrent. No one could reach me here. I sighed and lifted the suitcase up, holding it aloft I began my walk there. Ten minuets in I felt eyes on me. 'Who is following me?' I asked softly taking my headphones out, I turned around to see a guy with long-ish blond hair following me. 'Sky?' he asked. 'Who's askin?' I asked pressing pause and putting down my bag. 'Your friendly elven.' He called out laughing. 'Parden?' I asked tiling my head at him in confusion. 'You granmother mentioned you might need some help finding the place.' He told me. 'Doubt it.' I replied smiling stifly. 'Need help carrying your bag?' He asked walking under the suns rays. His straight blond hair shone, somthing on his head peaked out from under his hair. Horns? No must be the branch. I blinked and his image went back to normal. I stood there staring into his weird light, liquid blue eyes confused. 'Sure why not.' I muttered handing it over. Truth be told the path leading there was looking a little less worn and more I could get lost pretty soon. I felt like little red riding hood when she wondered from the path, picking flowers and utterly alone until the bad wolf comes to greet her. 

 

'What are you thinking about?' He asked looking generally intregued. 'Little red riding hood, that I shouldn't wonder far or I too could get eaten by a wolf.' I chuckled to my self but his face remained impassive. Hmm, tough nut to crack. 'Why are you here?' He asked sounding confused. 'I need to bury my mother.' I informed him a little insulted. 'No I mean here in the forest. Why don't you stay with your farthers mother and then leave?' He asked rudely. 'Because they will refuse me work. I need to undergo a physiatric evaluation, my mother was sick a long time. I thought the whole town already knew' I whispered almost to myself. He nodded but didn't look any less angry. What have I done? 'Yes but you dont have to do it here, you can go anywhere.' He raised his voice a little. 'I happen to like it here.' I informed him. Plus I needed to try, I had failed mother in every other way, sense and form. I would try for her. 

 

Chapter Three

Another cold night.

 

'You are sad.' He informed me looking down into my face, I rolled my eyes and walked away muttering no shit. 'Why are you forcing it?' He asked from behind me. 'Because I refuse to just give up.' I retorted anger lacing my tone. Sighing I jumped over a fallen