Rilla of Ingleside - Lucy Maud Montgomery (the gingerbread man read aloud .TXT) š
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āāObserve my egotism. Because I, Gertrude Oliver, have lost a friend, it is incredible that the spring can come as usual. The spring does not fail because of the million agonies of othersābut for mineāoh, can the universe go on?ā
āāDonāt feel bitter with yourself, dear,ā mother said gently. āIt is a very natural thing to feel as if things couldnāt go on just the same when some great blow has changed the world for us. We all feel like that.ā
āThen that horrid old Cousin Sophia of Susanās piped up. She was sitting there, knitting and croaking like an old āraven of bode and woeā as Walter used to call her.
āāYou aināt as bad off as some, Miss Oliver,ā she said, āand you shouldnāt take it so hard. Thereās some as has lost their husbands; thatās a hard blow; and thereās some as has lost their sons. You havenāt lost either husband or son.ā
āāNo,ā said Gertrude, more bitterly still. āItās true I havenāt lost a husbandāI have only lost the man who would have been my husband. I have lost no sonāonly the sons and daughters who might have been born to meāwho will never be born to me now.ā
āāIt isnāt ladylike to talk like that,ā said Cousin Sophia in a shocked tone; and then Gertrude laughed right out, so wildly that Cousin Sophia was really frightened. And when poor tortured Gertrude, unable to endure it any longer, hurried out of the room, Cousin Sophia asked mother if the blow hadnāt affected Miss Oliverās mind.
āāI suffered the loss of two good kind partners,ā she said, ābut it did not affect me like that.ā
āI should think it wouldnāt! Those poor men must have been thankful to die.
āI heard Gertrude walking up and down her room most of the night. She walked like that every night. But never so long as that night. And once I heard her give a dreadful sudden little cry as if she had been stabbed. I couldnāt sleep for suffering with her; and I couldnāt help her. I thought the night would never end. But it did; and then ājoy came in the morningā as the Bible says. Only it didnāt come exactly in the morning but well along in the afternoon. The telephone rang and I answered it. It was old Mrs. Grant speaking from Charlottetown, and her news was that it was all a mistakeāRobert wasnāt killed at all; he had only been slightly wounded in the arm and was safe in the hospital out of harmās way for a time anyhow. They hadnāt learned yet how the mistake had happened but supposed there must have been another Robert Grant.
āI hung up the telephone and flew to Rainbow Valley. Iām sure I did fly āI canāt remember my feet ever touching the ground. I met Gertrude on her way home from school in the glade of spruces where we used to play, and I just gasped out the news to her. I ought to have had more sense, of course. But I was so crazy with joy and excitement that I never stopped to think. Gertrude just dropped there among the golden young ferns as if she had been shot. The fright it gave me ought to make me sensibleāin this respect at leastāfor the rest of my life. I thought I had killed herāI remembered that her mother had died very suddenly from heart failure when quite a young woman. It seemed years to me before I discovered that her heart was still beating. A pretty time I had! I never saw anybody faint before, and I knew there was nobody up at the house to help, because everybody else had gone to the station to meet Di and Nan coming home from Redmond. But I knewātheoreticallyā how people in a faint should be treated, and now I know it practically. Luckily the brook was handy, and after I had worked frantically over her for a while Gertrude came back to life. She never said one word about my news and I didnāt dare to refer to it again. I helped her walk up through the maple grove and up to her room, and then she said, āRobāis āliving,ā as if the words were torn out of her, and flung herself on her bed and cried and cried and cried. I never saw anyone cry so before. All the tears that she hadnāt shed all that week came then. She cried most of last night, I think, but her face this morning looked as if she had seen a vision of some kind, and we were all so happy that we were almost afraid.
āDi and Nan are home for a couple of weeks. Then they go back to Red Cross work in the training camp at Kingsport. I envy them. Father says Iām doing just as good work here, with Jims and my Junior Reds. But it lacks the romance theirs must have.
āKut has fallen. It was almost a relief when it did fall, we had been dreading it so long. It crushed us flat for a day and then we picked up and put it behind us. Cousin Sophia was as gloomy as usual and came over and groaned that the British were losing everywhere.
āāTheyāre good losers,ā said Susan grimly. āWhen they lose a thing they keep on looking till they find it again! Anyhow, my king and country need me now to cut potato sets for the back garden, so get you a knife and help me, Sophia Crawford. It will divert your thoughts and keep you from worrying over a campaign that you are not called upon to run.ā
āSusan is an old brick, and the way she flattens out poor Cousin Sophia is beautiful to behold.
āAs for Verdun, the battle goes on and on, and we see-saw between hope and fear. But I know that strange dream of Miss Oliverās foretold the victory of France. āThey shall not pass.āā
āWhere are you wandering, Anne oā mine?ā asked the doctor, who even yet, after twenty-four years of marriage, occasionally addressed his wife thus when nobody was about. Anne was sitting on the veranda steps, gazing absently over the wonderful bridal world of spring blossom, Beyond the white orchard was a copse of dark young firs and creamy wild cherries, where the robins were whistling madly; for it was evening and the fire of early stars was burning over the maple grove.
Anne came back with a little sigh.
āI was just taking relief from intolerable realities in a dream, Gilbert āa dream that all our children were home againāand all small againā playing in Rainbow Valley. It is always so silent nowābut I was imagining I heard clear voices and gay, childish sounds coming up as I used to. I could hear Jemās whistle and Walterās yodel, and the twinsā laughter, and for just a few blessed minutes I forgot about the guns on the Western front, and had a little false, sweet happiness.ā
The doctor did not answer. Sometimes his work tricked him into forgetting for a few moments the Western front, but not often. There was a good deal of grey now in his still thick curls that had not been there two years ago. Yet he smiled down into the starry eyes he lovedāthe eyes that had once been so full of laughter, and now seemed always full of unshed tears.
Susan wandered by with a hoe in her hand and her second best bonnet on her head.
āI have just finished reading a piece in the Enterprise which told of a couple being married in an aeroplane. Do you think it would be legal, doctor dear?ā she inquired anxiously.
āI think so,ā said the doctor gravely.
āWell,ā said Susan dubiously, āit seems to me that a wedding is too solemn for anything so giddy as an aeroplane. But nothing is the same as it used to be. Well, it is half an hour yet before prayer-meeting time, so I am going around to the kitchen garden to have a little evening hate with the weeds. But all the time I am strafing them I will be thinking about this new worry in the Trentino. I do not like this Austrian caper, Mrs. Dr. dear.ā
āNor I,ā said Mrs. Blythe ruefully. āAll the forenoon I preserved rhubarb with my hands and waited for the war news with my soul. When it came I shrivelled. Well, I suppose I must go and get ready for the prayer-meeting, too.ā
Every village has its own little unwritten history, handed down from lip to lip through the generations, of tragic, comic, and dramatic events. They are told at weddings and festivals, and rehearsed around winter firesides. And in these oral annals of Glen St. Mary the tale of the union prayer-meeting held that night in the Methodist Church was destined to fill an imperishable place.
The union prayer-meeting was Mr. Arnoldās idea. The county battalion, which had been training all winter in Charlottetown, was to leave shortly for overseas. The Four Winds Harbour boys belonging to it from the Glen and over-harbour and Harbour Head and Upper Glen were all home on their last leave, and Mr. Arnold thought, properly enough, that it would be a fitting thing to hold a union prayer-meeting for them before they went away. Mr. Meredith having agreed, the meeting was announced to be held in the Methodist Church. Glen prayer-meetings were not apt to be too well attended, but on this particular evening the Methodist Church was crowded. Everybody who could go was there. Even Miss Cornelia cameā and it was the first time in her life that Miss Cornelia had ever set foot inside a Methodist Church. It took no less than a world conflict to bring that about.
āI used to hate Methodists,ā said Miss Cornelia calmly, when her husband expressed surprise over her going, ābut I donāt hate them now. There is no sense in hating Methodists when there is a Kaiser or a Hindenburg in the world.ā
So Miss Cornelia went. Norman Douglas and his wife went too. And Whiskers-on-the-moon strutted up the aisle to a front pew, as if he fully realized what a distinction he conferred upon the building. People were somewhat surprised that he should be there, since he usually avoided all assemblages connected in any way with the war. But Mr. Meredith had said that he hoped his session would be well represented, and Mr. Pryor had evidently taken the request to heart. He wore his best black suit and white tie, his thick, tight, iron-grey curls were neatly arranged, and his broad, red round face looked, as Susan most uncharitably thought, more āsanctimoniousā than ever.
āThe minute I saw that man coming into the Church, looking like that, I felt that mischief was brewing, Mrs. Dr. dear,ā she said afterwards. āWhat form it would take I could not tell, but I knew from face of him that he had come there for no good.ā
The prayer-meeting opened conventionally and continued quietly. Mr. Meredith spoke first with his usual eloquence and feeling. Mr. Arnold followed with an address which even Miss Cornelia had to confess was irreproachable in taste and subject-matter.
And then Mr. Arnold asked Mr. Pryor to lead in prayer.
Miss Cornelia had always averred that Mr. Arnold had no gumption. Miss Cornelia was not apt to err on the side of charity in her judgment of Methodist ministers, but in this case she did not greatly overshoot the mark. The Rev. Mr. Arnold certainly did not have much of that desirable, indefinable quality known as gumption, or he would never have asked Whiskers-on-the-moon to lead in prayer at
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