dawn swan - chelsea johnson (classic books for 11 year olds .TXT) š
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āHe gave me the strength to do itā I whispered
āSo the only way you can touch people is when Benjamin is holding your hand?ā the boy that spoke to me earlier asked
āFor nowā I whispered āI know you want to know what happened to me and as I canāt tell you without myself hurting when I go to bed I will allow henry to tell youā I whispered they all nodded and I smiled
āWell should we eat or what?ā henry said I smiled at him and turned and saw Jayden looking at me he looked hurt
āWhatās wrong?ā I asked him the whole table turned to look at us
āI felt your painā he said looking at me āWhen you kissed me, I felt how much it hurt to touch me let only kiss me why? Why did you do it? If it hurt so much why not leave it?ā he was in pain I looked at him
āBecause you told me you love me, the thing is I was once told that when you are shown love with someone you care about then you have to get hurt to make them happyā I whispered āthe thing is Jay I DO care about you, you donāt realise how much it hurt me when I saw you kissing that blond bimbo, I trusted you with one of my most horrific memory and secret that I have and the next thing I know your making out with someone else, yes Jayden I was forced to marry you but I thought if we could trust each other then I would finally be able to touch you without being in pain but you ripped out my already broken heart before I could healā I whispered I stood up and turned to leave everyone had tears in their eyes āSo Iām sorry if it was my fault because I wouldnāt let you touch me, I thought if I explain why it was hard for me to loveā¦. to trustā¦.. Then you would understand but obviously I was wrong I shouldnāt of told you so soonā and with that I walked in to the living room and sat down I felt my heart beat slow and I was calm
āBennieā I whispered he smiled and came and sat on my lap and we fell asleep like that
chapter two - jayden's point of view
Jaydenās point of view
āI felt your painā I said looking at her I knew how much it hurt her just to touch me why on earth did she kiss me āWhen you kissed me, I felt how much it hurt to touch me let only kiss me why? Why did you do it? If it hurt so much why not leave it?ā I was in pain she looked at me
āBecause you told me you love me, the thing is I was once told that when you are shown with someone you care about then you have to hurt to make them happyā she whispered I felt my heart ache āthe thing is Jay I DO care about you, you donāt realise how much it hurt me when I saw you kissing that blond bimbo, I trusted you with one of my most horrific memory and secret that I have and the next thing I know your making out with someone else, yes Jayden I was forced to marry you but I thought if we could trust each other then I would finally be able to touch you without being in pain but you ripped out my already broken heart before I could healā she whispered I was too stunned to even speak she stood up and turned to leave everyone had tears in their eyes but my eyes were only on her āSo Iām sorry if it was my fault because I wouldnāt let you touch me, I thought if I explain why it was hard for me to loveā¦ā¦ to trustā¦.. Then you would understand but obviously I was wrong I shouldnāt of told you so soonā and with that she walked in to the living room everyone was looking at me tears ran down my face I went to get up but Benjamin stopped me
āShe needs timeā he said and walked into the living room I fell in to my chair and my head fell into my waiting hands how could I hurt her, she has been through so much and yet she trusted me and told me her secrets how could I have been so stupid I thought
āyou just hurt our mate she hates usā my wolf whimpered I stood up angrily and the chair fell on to the floor with a slam I started pacing trying to find an idea to make it up to her
āItās your own faultā Daniel said and walked out I couldnāt blame him I wouldnāt want to be near me I looked at my dad and my mum, my dad was comforting my mum who was sobbing
āIām sorryā I whispered to them my mum looked at me and I saw her pain as well as her anger
āIt isnāt us who you need to apologise to is itā she screamed at me āYou have broken that girl YOUR mateā she sobbed I couldnāt take it anymore I walked stair to the living room I heard everyone coming after me but I didnāt care I needed to talk to her, I walked into the living room and saw her asleep with Benjamin holding on to her tightly I kneeled next to their chair and put my hand on her leg her eyes shot open but as soon as she saw me she relaxed I realised this was Bennieās doing even in is sleep he helps her and I canāt thank him enough for doing it
āIām sorry, I didnāt mean to hurt youā I whispered she went to speak but I held up my hand āthe only reason I didnāt stop Shannon from kissing me was because I was thinking about you only when you interrupted us did I realised who it was it was too lateā I said she touched my face and I leaned into her hand
āI forgive youā she whispered
āBut...?ā I whispered she smiled
āForgiving is easy trusting is hard you may have my forgiveness but not my trust you have to earn itā she whispered I nodded
āI understandā I said she smiled and pulled my face down to hers I kissed her softly and only a quick one I didnāt want to hurt her I pulled away and I saw Bennie looking mad
āDONāT KISS IN FRONT OF MEā he screamed I laughed and she smiled and kissed Bennieās head a growl came out of my mouth and dawn looked shocked
āDid you just growl?ā she asked me I nodded looking down ādo it again and I wonāt talk to you until you apologise to whoever you growled atā she stated my jaw dropped
āBut you kissed himā I said she rolled her eyes
āHe is familyā I nodded I turned round and saw the pack smiling at us I blushed and looked down what the hell I never blush I thought all the boys laughed and I rolled my eyes and turned to dawn
āWhere are you sleeping?ā I asked her she frowned
āWith Danny tonightā she said I looked down hurt āsorry but I need timeā she whispered
āI understandā I said she smiled and touched my cheek Bennie let go of her and I ripped my face away from her horrified I didnāt want to hurt her
āBennie donātā I said he looked at dawn and frowned
āI was trying to help I can feel what she was feelingā he said I looked at him
āI wanted to touch you without Bennie but I didnāt want to be hurt or let you feel me hurtā she whispered I nodded
āLater letās go eat dinner before it gets cold I said she stood up and pulled Bennie to the table we all sat down and ate my wolf relaxed but was still pissed that I hurt her
We were all sitting at the table joking about and eating
āSo are you guyās going to tell me your names or what?ā I asked them they all grinned
āOh my god I didnāt introduce you guys Iām sorryā henry said looking at me āwell this is the moonlight pack obviously there is Daniel my eldest son ā 22, Jayden and Samuel my twins children ā 19 and Benjamin my second youngest ā 10 but he is the youngest boy I also have a daughter her name is Arabella my youngest child ā 5 then there is the other members Zack, Shawn, Matt, Steven and Abbey they are all 19 or 20 this year Harry, Jake and Michael are all 17 or going on 18, William is our youngest he is 16 and Stephan is 22ā I nodded
āSo Iām with Harry, Jake and Michael?ā I asked
āNo you will be an alphaā Jay whispered I shivered
āWhen you complete the bond that isā Jake said Shawn slapped him round the head
āSo what are you?ā I asked them
āWolvesā Harry said smiling I grinned
āSo does that mean Iāll get awesome piggy back rides?ā I asked they all chuckled
āBut you canāt be touchedā Zack said totally confused
āI canāt do skin to skinā I clarified āthatās why when I shake someoneās hand I have my clothes covering my handā I said they all looked dumbfounded I smiled I looked at the clock and my eyes went wide we have been talking for ages it was now 10 pm
āWell Iām going to sleepā I said I grabbed Bennieās hand and kissed Jayden on the lips and then dragged him to bed too.
THE NEXT DAY
I woke up with a hand wrapped around my stomach and their legs wrapped around mine I panicked and screamed as loud as I could the person shot out of bed and I picked up
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