learn to trust again - chelsea johnson (best way to read books .txt) 📗

josh and cody so the rest of us went out to look for keegan we all split up me and zack went to look at the park and james and bryan went to look at the gym, drake and peter went to look at the mall, peter, stuart and sam went to look around the north of town and dennis and chris went to look the south of town we promised to stay in contact and phone everyone when we found him, i was so mad that zack was trying his best to keep me calm but he gave up and told me to try ringing him that thought slipped my mind how stupid can i be i ran him 2 times and then cody picked up “GREAT FUCKING GREAT HE’S LEFT HIS PHONE” i growled he was so gunna get punched when i get my hands on him

Keegans point of view

We walked into her bedroom and danny tried to get me to admit my feeling but what if she didn’t like me “i cant” i said and went to walk out but she stopped me and kissed me i kissed her back instantly i could feel fireworks and butterflies in my tummy WTF is a guy aloud to feel like this when we stopped we smiled at each other and then danny tried again to make me admit my feeling i stirred into her eyes and i couldn’t do it what if i hurt her what about if i like someone else later on i don’t want to hurt her I LOVE HER

I made my decision the hardest one of my life i walked away from her she screamed stop i could feel the pain in her voice i couldn’t stop and much as my body willed me to go back pick her up and kiss her and cresses her delicate cheek and tell her i would never leave her because i love her but i just couldn’t hurt her i walked out the door and walked down to the park and climbed a tree and sat their and tried to think would she ever forgive me for leaving her, would danny ever forgive me, i already new the answer to that he said i wouldn’t be aloud to get with her because id hurt her she’s been through so much and i would only make it worse and now i believe him i have hurt her i ripped out her heart and crushed it along with mine she was in tears and i left her

I HATE MY SELF was all i could think

Dannys point of view

I walked in the park and called keegan’s name he needs to go back to her how could he do that to her, crush her so bad it made me sick, but i new that no matter what it was killing him too he loved her so much but i told him that he couldn’t be with her, i hated myself for doing that to him and her they should be together he loved her and i should of known he wouldn’t hurt her but yet i always thought he would, he could get any girl and yet my whole life iv known him he was never a player he only had 3 girls and he fifteen, the reason they all ended was because the girl fucking cheated on him, he was so sweet and kind i never understood him but i always admired him “keegan come on man answer us we just need to talk” cody shouted dragging me away from my thought’s i saw keegan sitting on a tree branch he looked in so much pain

“KEEGAN GET YOUR ASS DOWN HEAR NOW” i yelled he looked at me and then jumped from the tree he was like 5 ft up he didn’t even wince in pain but i shook the thought he needed to be with jojo i wasn’t going to let him get away with hurting her so easily

“what are you doing hear” he asked “should i be saying the same thing you should be with jojo” i spat at him he looked taken back “i cant be with her” he said quietly “what are you fucking crazy man your perfect for her” cody said i new he was right “i don’t want to hurt her, i, i just cant im sorry" he said “no thats where your wrong because walking away is hurting her more than you know ok now listen you are a great man you don’t cheat, you take things at their pace, and you love her so much keegan why throw it all away she loves you so much and yet you sit their and feel sorry that you walked away well sorry aint going to do it, i know you lover her and i know she loves you and im letting you know this keegan i KNOW that you wont hurt her” i said “how” he asked “1 because you love her you have never felt this way before and 2 because you aint like that you want to protect her and keep her safe and show her how much you love her and for her to love you back now stop being a dick and go back their and tell her how you feel got it” i said he smiled and realised i was right as always

Cody phoned the other lot and told them to meet us in the middle of town we were going to help him win over jojo i smiled as i now exactly what she likes “bryan go and get flowers white roses, zack go and get a me to you bear that says i love you, tony go and get some chocolate and then meet us back home ok stay hear until we get back hear right you lot go” they all nodded and went to do their job “right peter, stuart go and do the shopping and meet us back at home” he nodded “good right go on and the rest of you come with me dennis call cody and josh and tell them to go take jojo to get a nice dress and shoes and stuff ok we need her out the house for about 3 hours” he phoned them and they reluctantly agreed and too her dress shopping hahahaha poor sods

“keegan how much do you love her” i asked him he looked shocked and then blushed “i would marry her” i smiled i new he loved so much “go and get a ring then, im giving you my blessing” i said he ran of and came back with a sapphire ring i gasped that was beautiful we walked back to the house it was spotless im guessing jojo made them tidy up i looked at the wall their was two rotas on the wall all the boys turned up and smiled at them as well

“zack and tony and drake go make a nice roast for keegan and jojo” i said zack and drake went in but i new that tony would say something “what about us lot” he said “we are going to go out now go cook that meal” i said “keegan go get changed into a suit and make sure use have a shower and put some after shave on” he smiled and ran upstairs

The rest of us set up the table and put candles around and sprayed air freshener around then we all went up stairs and got ready in smart but casual clothes when i was done i phoned jojo
“heya jojo how you hanging” i said

“hi and im fine what you doing and why did you want me out the house” she asked CRAP!!!
“Well i thought it would be helpful to get you out the house so i could talk to keegan” i said slowly
“Keegan’s their omg put him on the phone tell him i love him..”
“jojo” i cut her off “listen iv talked to him he loves you so much he just didn’t want to hurt you so when you pull up don’t do anything till i come get you ok”
“ok i promise danny and can you tell him i love him please”
“i will oh yer find the perfect dress please” i said smiling
“why..” i hung up on her
“KEEGAN HURRY UP MAN COME ON WE GOT ALOT TO DO AND NOT ENOUTH TIME” i yelled up at him “ok man” he said behind me“oh and jojo said she loves you” i said smiling he blushed and i laughed at him we walked into the dining room and gasped it looked amazing but just to be sure i phoned sally (jojo best friend ever)
“hello jojo” she said i laughed
“hey its daniel” she gasped
“oh hello danny” she said quietly
“hey erm can you come over and wear something nice as we have a surprise for jojo “
“yer and does that mean i usually look like a dog” she questioned me
“shit erm no you never do erm i just mean like erm err” she cut me off
“i know what you mean and don’t worry i will dress smart but casual bye danny ill be their in 10 mins” she said
“but you live next door” i said puzzled
“yer but a girl needs to look nice” she said sort of embarrassed
“yer alright then but you do usually look nice” i said letting it slip out i hung up and punched the wall all the boys looked at me and smiled CRAP IM BLUSHING
“looks like danny’s got a crush” zack said “not funny” i said “Maybe we should make this a double date” josh said i glared at him “no but she can come with us to the restaurant” they nodded in agreement then 10 mins later there was a knock at the door james ran to get it but zack stopped him and nodded for me to get it

I opened the door and just outside their was a gorgeous girl she had blond wavy hair a black strapless dress that showed of her amazing body and black high heels that made her legs look long and sexy i blinked trying to take in her beauty she giggled and i blushed and she blushed a beat red “sorry to interrupt this love show but we need you to come and check this out to see if its good enough” josh said i punched him in his shoulder and she looked down and i pulled her head back up with my finger she smiled and looked away again blushing a deeper red i grabbed he hand and pulled he into the dining room “erm this is what we have done for keegan and jojo” i said looking at are work “wow this is amazing she is going to love it” she said looking at what us GUY’S done i laughed

“well would you like to do us a massive favour?” i asked her she looked at me and nodded “i need you to help jojo get ready but make sure she cant see down hear please and i ask one more thing?” she smiled and nodded “what’s the last thing?” she smiled “that you accompany me to a restaurant to have a meal” i asked her she blushed and nodded “but the guy’s have got to come” i said with a frown she smiled and nodded then i went to kiss her on the cheek but their was a knock at the door “sorry erm will you excuse me” i said annoyed i was sooooo ready to kiss