Broken Halo - Ispeak Woods (most motivational books txt) 📗

the changes. He started to choose mates that would produce super children. Galvin was too blind too see what his father was doing was wrong. His father was treating us like animals at a laboratory.

Mr. Roman made us keep this a secret, and anyone who talked about it would be punished. He had done this to many families in the pack. He was on a secret mission to create better abilities through planned mating. I was too afraid to hurt Halo or my mother, so I just suffered in silence. I could only feel relief when I got to touch Tyson or kiss his lips. I couldn’t connect to his thoughts on a deep level like I could with Galvin, because Tyson and I never mated. Mating and bonding through the rituals would place a connection between the male and female werewolf.

I could never understand why he gave Halo to Tyson. Why her? Why couldn’t he just let things happen naturally? I guess Mr. Roman was really afraid of Julian and the Windchild pack. I just knew one thing for sure. My life without Tyson was a constant heart break. Galvin was just in love with me, he hadn’t seen his real mate before. I also knew that if he ever found her, his father with let him have us both. Just as long as he could still produce a child with me; but that wasn’t the part that hurt me. The most heart breaking part was watching Tyson take the news, he was torn. It made him bitter and disrespectful. My beautiful Tyson started to act ugly. Mr. Roman set Tyson as the next Alpha and Halo as his mate. My best friend Halo roamed around school kissing the boy who belonged to me. It was so hard to be alone with him at first, but when we started meeting like this things got easier.

I could feel his hands on the back of my neck, and then his lips warm and soft on my shoulder. My eyes slowly rolled back as he kissed me right below the bottom of my ear. My mind became fuzzy and my thoughts where slowed down. I could feel myself losing control, and it felt completely right. I just couldn’t do it, I couldn’t mate with him, because it would break the connection between Galvin and me. I pushed him away against my own will. I could feel my insides screaming for him, bleeding for him through every touch. Wanting more and craving him inside of me. My eyes began to black over and my body wanted to sir came to him.

My body was in his hands, and I could only hope he too hadn’t lost control. I gently whispered with the last sane and aware piece of my mind, and I asked for his help. “Tyson, I have an idea, and I need your help. I need your help to find out the truth about your brother and Halo.” I watched as his face softened and his lips parted slowly. He spoke with his kind voice and stared into my eyes. “I will do anything for you”, he whispered. I sat up and got on top of him, not taking my eyes away from his. “This is for us -----for our love.” I said. I could feel his heart racing, and his body getting heated.

My eyes began to flutter, as the words that escaped my lips ran across my mind. “I need you to mate with me; I need the connection to be broken. I don’t want Galvin to read my most privates thoughts anymore. I have to find out the truth about Halo and Julian, something just isn’t right.” His replied was slow and uncertain. “Is this something you really want--- I mean, we could be cast out or killed for this. I’m willing to do anything for you, but I could never forgive myself if something happen to you.” He looked away, as if he were fighting himself on the matter. Then he looked back into my eyes and I could tell his mind was made up. “Let’s go somewhere special,” He said, while gently pulling my hair back. We walked to his car and started to drive to this mystery place.

“You see that light on the other side of the hill? That’s my private house. My mother is the only one who knows I have it; I come here when the weight of the world is too heavy. It helps me clear my mind; this place even helps with the fact that I can’t have you Lisa.” We got closer to the house and my heart was speeding out of my chest. It was beautiful, and it was every bit of Tyson’s style.

I could see markings on the walls of the house from the outside, and I wonder what kind of story they would tell. The house was set in the stone of the mountain side, but was no higher up then about 3 stories. I was finally inside and I couldn’t wait to see more. I entered through the front door and I was floored. The stories on the walls were about us, and everything that had happened. He drew everything on the walls, like an open book for everyone to see. I felt tears falling down my face as I looked at the vivid detail of everyone he’d drawn. It was like looking at a photograph. I reached my hand out to touch the drawing and the stone wall was as cold as ice underneath my fingertips.

I looked back at him, but he only look at the floor with a slight smile blurred across his face. His hands were snugged in his pockets and his shoulders were tense. I walked over to him and kissed him, letting my body fold into his. “Lisa, wait a second, there’s more I want to show you.” He said, while backing away from me.

I followed him up winding stairs with more paintings on each step. There were bright colors and dark colors that flowed together perfectly on every turn. Then we finally reached his room, and I my breath was taken away. His room was so beautiful; you could see the woods and the beach. The room was open with no windows or doors to block off the outside. I could smell the river and the fresh air. My hair blew effortlessly from the small waves of wind that blew through the room. His bed was surrounded with soft white linen and soft white bear fur lay out across the ground. The whole room was white and peaceful.

I continued to look out from the room in a trance, and then my mind wondered back to Tyson. He sat on the edge of his piano bench watching me. I made my way to him and climbed on top of the piano. He turned around to face me as he stood up. He grabbed my legs and pulled me closer to him. “You still sure you want to do this, once we start, there is no stopping me. I will be out of my mind, so please let me know if you have any second thoughts,” He said, firmly. “No,” I said. While placing my lips on his neck I whispered to him,
“ I wanted this since the day I met you.”

I could feel his back under my fingers, and his skin felt so soft. I could also feel the firmness of strong muscle under his soft skin. It felt like power, like dominance, and I craved it. I looked him in his eye one last time before I felt him slide off my dress. I began to let him break the connection and form a new connection between him and me. I could feel him inside of me at times, and I could hear him saying my name. I felt like I was going in and out. I could see, but only in a blur, like we were in motion. All my other senses were in full affect though. I started to hear his thoughts and I became afraid. I knew this had to be done, but I started to feel his fear. He was afraid that we would never be together, he was afraid that I was going to be killed or cast out because of him. The sound of his voice in my head felt so good, and the bonding was almost over.

He then started to bite me, and the pain was terrible. His teeth were ripping at my skin and it was my turn to bite him so we could complete the bond. I kissed him on the arm and bit him, and he went into a rage. My veins felt like they were on fire, set to blaze by his love. I could feel him near me still; and my head was being consumed by his thoughts. I felt like I had finally awakened from a long life of sleeping. He had brought me to life, and there was no going back.

I stood in my bathroom mirror looking at the marks on my arms. Tyson was secretly mine and I was his. I bit my lip at the thought of him touching me. Every memory from the night before seemed to flow into my head. I could still feel him and smell his scent in my hair. I knew I had to take a shower and get his scent off. Galvin would smell it in a heartbeat and I would be dead.


Chapter 8 Lisa'a POV

I could feel his thoughts beaming in my head still. Softly saying I love you, and it made me feel whole. I felt like running away to be with him, but I had to help Halo first. The pack was too full of secrets and I knew Halo was one of them. A small knock on my door stole my thoughts in that moment.
“Lisa, honey, can we talk about last night. Where were you? Galvin stayed here all night waiting for you before he ran off.” It was my mother at the door. My heart stopped beating for a moment. I was dead, and no one could save me from the fear I held inside. I slowly paced to the door, looking down at the knob in fear. The knob begin to turn, and then I heard them coming up the stairs for me.
I looked out of the side window and saw Mr. Larson and Mr. Roman’s cars parked incorrectly on my mother tulips. I knew he was upset with me, and had gone out of his way to be rude. Why were the beta and the alpha at my door? Did Galvin see me? Did Tyson tell them about what we had done? Many thoughts battled for room in my mind, but none greater than fear. My doors begin to shake, as the knocks grew from one fist to many fists.
“GO AWAY!” I screamed, as I backed away from the door, praying to any god that would listen, begging for this to end quickly. “Lisa I have a key and I’m coming in,” said my mother. She slang the door open