How Can You know the Agony of Heart by Rida Shoukat (free ebook reader for iphone TXT) 📗

In Hoor ul Ain ward, all doctors and family members were gathered around her. Even Zeeshan Rehmani was feeling like flying in the air.

She was lying silent for nearly three months. And today she gain consciousness because of Allah's blessings. But now she was sleeping because of taking a doze.

He control his fast-beating heart and came to Zeeshan Rehmani patting his shoulder with wet eyes for congratulating him.

In his dazzling state, he came out of the hospital and straightly goes to the mosque. In Allah's house, he made ablution and offer prayers. His guilt-stricken tears started flowing.

He was reminiscing the bad deeds and sins he has committed. He feels like the whole mosque is crying about his bad luck. It's been a long time, he is offering prayer.

Though He never forgets his people and keeps blessing him with every happiness and peace and always conceals his wrongdoings and sins. How much merciful He is that showers His blessings without his gratitude.

But how much sinful he was that he never appear in front of Him to thank Him for his gratitude and blessings. After weeping for a long time, he feels his heart lightened.

To thank Allah, he raises his hands in His ., He was looking so happy after Hoor ul Ain's life was saved, he himself was not getting the reason for his happiness.

On that evening, he takes Zoya Khan to dinner in her favorite expensive restaurant. Zoya Khan never found him so much happy before. Don't know why Zoya Khan feels saddened by the smile which is not leaving Shanzal Ali Shah's face. But she doesn't reveal that feeling to Shanzal Ali Shah.

The smile on his face was not letting go away till the time she was with him.

On that night, if sleep was far away from Shanzal Ali Shah's eyes, so was Zoya Khan. An unknown restlessness has surrounded her the whole night.

But on the next day, when she met with Shanzal Ali she has composed enough of herself.

Shanzal still seems to be happy. The feeling of seeing Hoor ul Ain again has made him feel over the moon. That's why he hurriedly winds up his work, and before taking lunch, he leaves for the hospital with Zoya.

On his way, he was overflowed with the joy of imaging her talking and laughing full of life. But he again feels like crumbling.

He has come to the hospital intending to amend his sins and seek forgiveness. But there was some other scene in front of him.

He found her sitting on the white sheet of bed and tearing her hair out while shouting loudly.

"Leave me, for God's sake, let me go to my house, don't come near to me, go just go from here...."

The doctor, two nurses, and Zeeshan Rehmani himself were trying to control her. But she was not coming into control of anyone.

She throws away all the things on the side table of the bed. Everyone seemed to be harassed looking at her condition. But she doesn't care about anyone.

"Go, go from here, leave me, please....."

Crying nonstop she folded her hands and pleaded helplessly. On that, a doctor immediately comes forward and injected her to make her sleep.

"Sorry Mr. Zeeshan, her mind is impacted by some horrible incident, for now, she is not in her senses, we are afraid if she remains in this condition, then she can become frantic....."

After injecting Hoor ul Ain with sleep doze, he informed Zeeshan Rehmani. After hearing this from a doctor, Shanzal Ali Shah feels like the earth has slipped away from his feet.

His feet stumble as he takes the support of the wall. He did his best to not cry, but tears has finds their way to flow. His heart feels severe pain and restlessness.

And then without looking at Zoya Khan, taking long steps he came out of the hospital and sits in the car. He started the car unknown of his destination.

"How much pain she is suffering from just because of me, why I became such a cruel man with her......? Ooh my God, what I do, how I can make her come to normal life now......"

He seems to be very depressed and keeps on punching the steering wheel. Nothing was coming to his mind that what he should do?

A whole one week passed in this agitated state. Meanwhile, Zoya Khan did her best to console him in every way possible, but seeing the condition of Hoor ul Ain he feels like he is going to be mad.

In a few days, he becomes quite weak. His shave has grown. Nowadays, he is not paying attention to how he looks. He keeps wearing one suit for three three days.

His such condition was very painful for Zoya Khan. But the more painful from that was she can't do anything for him even though she wants to do it.

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