Angel Fire - Valmore Daniels (english reading book txt) 📗

that be it?

“When the bond of blood is broken,” I whispered.

Neil looked into my eyes. “Pardon?”

My mind was spinning. There had been so many revelations today, I couldn’t keep up. I wasn’t sure I could process everything; but at the same time, I was like a starving animal—only I was starving for more information.

But Neil interrupted my train of thought. “We should be getting back; your aunt will think we’ve fallen in the river.”

Neil stood, but I grabbed his arm and pulled him back to the bench. “I want to know one more thing.”

“What’s that?”

I gestured to him and then to me. “How did you control it? How do I control it?”

He shrugged. “For me, I stopped resisting it. I let it flow. It’s like balance. The first time you ride a bicycle, you have no balance and fall down. After awhile, I just knew how to ride. You can’t really explain how to keep your balance; you just learn to do it by giving yourself over to your body’s own natural instincts.”

I embraced the flame.

…And I did not end.

Was that the secret, after all? Give myself over to the fire? Surrender to its power?

I didn’t know if I could do that. I had caused so much pain and destruction in the past ten years; how could I consciously open myself up to more?

On the way back, I struggled with that thought.

 

Chapter Twenty-One

Aunt Martha had the apple pie cooling on the kitchen window sill when we got back. She spotted us, clucked with delight and corralled us back to the table.

“What took you so long?” she demanded. “Ten more minutes and I would have had to put it back in the oven.” She put the pie on the center of the table and searched for a knife. “Edward, you bump,” she hollered into the living room. “Come and help me serve. Scoop the ice cream for me.”

Uncle Edward was sitting on an armchair trying to read a magazine; he would alternately look at the page through his reading glasses, and then try reading it without. Neither method proved successful. That’s what happens when you pick a random pair of glasses from a pharmacy without consulting an eye doctor. At his wife’s summons, he tossed the magazine on the settee, folded the glasses, slid them into his shirt pocket, and then pushed himself to his feet.

I didn’t think there was room for another bite of food after the enormous meal earlier, but the moment Aunt Martha put the pie in front of me, I dug in without hesitation. Neil also had no problem finishing his dessert.

“My, oh my,” Aunt Martha said. “You must have found your appetite on that long walk.”

I reddened. “I guess we did. Thank you, it was delicious.”

She smiled with delight. “All right, now who’s up for a cup of coffee?”

Neil raised a restraining hand. “Oh, no, I can’t. I’d love to, but I have an early day tomorrow. My first official day,” he explained. “I start at five. Thank you so much for the supper. It was perfect.”

“Don’t worry yourself about it at all.” Aunt Martha waved him off. “It was my pleasure.”

“I’ll walk you,” I offered, trying hard not to blush at the knowing look Aunt Martha shot me.

* * *

Neil’s motel room was only a couple of hundred feet from the bungalow, but we took our time walking the distance.

“I want to thank you,” Neil said.

“Me?”

“Yes.” He nodded. “For trusting me, and opening up to me. And believing me. I’ve never told another soul about myself. It’s not as easy as it looks.”

“You can say that again. So,” I added, “what do we do now?”

“I don’t know, really. If there’s a reason for this, it’s beyond me. These powers didn’t come with an instruction manual. I guess, maybe, if you want, we can figure it out together.”

I felt a flush go through my body. The thought of having a kindred spirit gave me a sense of purpose that had eluded me all my life. I had a lot of emotions running riot at the moment, and I needed time to sort through them, but I felt like I was at the beginning of something wonderful and positive. I needed that.

I didn’t want to rush into anything, though, no matter how fantastic I felt at the moment.

“That sounds good to me,” I told Neil. “But I just … I don’t know how to say this…”

“You need some time?”

“No. Yeah. I mean, listen, I don’t want it to sound like I’m not happy to find you, but…”

He smiled. “No worries. Baby steps, right? It’s been a very long day. And tomorrow is going to be long, too. My shift ends around two in the afternoon. You start at three?”

“Yeah.”

He said, “Why don’t we meet up at the Finer Diner around two, then? It’ll be a late lunch for you, and early dinner for me.”

I smiled. “All right, that sounds good.”

We had reached his room, and he paused at the door.

“Look, I don’t want to scare you off or anything, but—” He leaned toward me, his motions awkward and uncertain, and gave me a gentle kiss on the cheek.

I didn’t know how to react. At the same time, I felt giddy, and everything in my body seemed to dance with excitement. Then Neil spoke again. “No more secrets, I promise.”

He gave me a light laugh and a wink. I smiled back, but icy fingers of guilt ran down my spine.

Neil had completely opened up to me, but I had not been totally honest with him. It was something I wanted to take to my grave, and it was the main reason I was frightened by the thought of surrendering to the power.

There had been one incident in my life where I had called on the power on purpose.

I could barely wait for him to disappear inside. The moment his door closed, I turned and headed as fast as I could to my own room before I completely broke down.

All this time, I had tried my damndest not to think about the one and only time I had deliberately summoned the power.

* * *

I was originally sentenced to five years in prison for manslaughter; more specifically, negligence resulting in death. They couldn’t prove I had any intent, and I didn’t have a track record of any arson-related offenses prior to the fire. That I had a juvenile record for minor incidents led the jury to believe that it was in my nature to be reckless, and the judge added that I was headed down a path that would lead to more and more serious crimes. He had passed sentence without batting an eye.

My court-appointed defender had assured me I wouldn’t do more than three years as long as I attended counseling, toed the line, and did my best to be a model inmate. But sometimes, you could make every effort to follow the rules in prison, and still end up in deep trouble.

They don’t send nice people to prison, and when you wrong someone inside, they tend not to forgive you. As a matter of fact, they can hold a grudge for a very long time.

Cindi Peterson had held her grudge against me for nearly three years. She had been my cellmate that first night in prison, when I lost control of the power, and it was she who I had nearly killed. It had frightened her to the core. When people are scared, they can react in different ways. For Cindi, she carried that fear deep inside her and she waited for the opportunity to make the world right again. The only way she could do that was to make me suffer physically as she had suffered mentally. In order for her to feel safe, I had to die.

During the first three years inside, I had no idea that she was waiting and planning her revenge on me. Prison life is a life of routine, and the days and years can blend in to one another as time passes. We performed the same chores every day, shared the same gossip, ate the same bland food. The structured schedule of an inmate is designed to deaden the mind.

Even still, arguments happened, fights were not uncommon, and sometimes, when the loneliness crept in, people found solace in the embrace of whoever was closest. And sometimes, because there was a higher ratio of male guards, the female prisoners occasionally attempted to entice one of them into an intimate circumstance for various reasons: trading favors, special treatment, access to outside goods and contraband; or even simply for mutual company or pleasure.

The guards were under strict orders against fraternizing with the inmates, but more often than you would care to believe, indiscretions happened. When Cindi found a younger, very naïve guard who had recently undergone a divorce, Donny Riker, she homed in on him and worked her own brand of magic. A little flirting, a few dropped hints, and the two began a year-long tryst. After awhile, he was so whipped and confused by her head games, she could easily play him like a marionette. She was getting out in six months, and she made promises and plans with him for after her release.

I found this all out afterwards. The prison rumor mill goes into overdrive when anything extraordinary happens, and among the dozen or so stories I heard through the grapevine, one core line involved Cindi getting Donny to follow and corner me in the storage room one night.

The plan was for him to make it look like an accident, but when he followed me inside and closed the door behind him, I didn’t gasp, scream or try to run as he expected. I merely stared at him. He hesitated, uncertain what he had gotten himself into.

Truth was I was far too surprised to react. My thoughts had been elsewhere, and I couldn’t figure out what unspoken rule or protocol I had breached to get a guard to come after me.

“It’s time to die,” he said finally, and pulled out his baton.

My power immediately kicked in and I felt my skin burning.

“My eyes can see!” I shouted at him. This was the first time I had used the mantra, and I was far too panicked to recite it in a calming manner.

My reaction took him aback. “What?”

I continued yelling. “My tongue can taste!”

I clenched my fists, and I could feel the heat in me rise as I continued shouting the mantra. “My mouth can smile!”

I was scared, but I don’t think that’s how I came across to Donny.

“You really are some kind of crazy,” he yelled, eyes wide like someone who’d had far too much coffee and not nearly enough sleep. “Cindi was right; they should have given you the needle.”

With that, he raised his baton over his head and advanced, his eyes wide with apprehension.

Before he crossed half the distance between us there came a rattling at the door. Through the small frosted glass window, I saw a shape.

Donny turned just as Cindi, expectant and elated, burst inside. I have no idea who she bribed to get there, but I had a sudden sinking sensation deep in the pit of my stomach.

“What the hell are you doing here?” Donny demanded.

Cindi glared at me. “I had to watch. I want to make sure the bitch dies.”

“It’s too dangerous. Let me take care of it.” He turned back and leveled his eyes at me, and I could see the commitment in his gaze. Barry had had that same