How Can You know the Agony of Heart by Rida Shoukat (free ebook reader for iphone TXT) 📗

After doing his bandage, Shanzal Ali Shah came to his home. Right at that moment, his phone started vibrating. He just switched on his phone now.  

Seeing the name of Zoya Khan on the screen has led him to fall into the ocean of guilt. He becomes restless sensing her sadness from herself. That's why he said hello lovingly. 

On the other side, Zoya Khan's sobbing voice came. 

"Zoya..... Zoya where are you?..... Zoya..... Zoya why are you crying?" 

On his side, Hoor ul Ain was standing with him and for the first time, she noticed so much desperateness in his voice. 

"I..... please forgive me Shan.....I..... I know that if I give my life for you still I can't take the same place in your heart the way Hoor ul Ain does, I showed enough patience, I enough controlled myself, I.......but today I lost, Shan.... what I do, I am a woman, I can't bear it anymore, perhaps some people's destiny is written like that, today I can feel the pain of my mama in my heart Shanzal." 

Her tone was deluding. Her arrangements of words were also losing track. Then Shanzal Ali Shah felt like his heart has been enclasped by someone in a fist. 

"Zoya...... Zoya what are you saying, I am sorry Zoya, I....... I am coming to you." 

"No...... till when you come to me my life will be no more, Shan.....enough, before I die I want to hear that confession from you that you love Hoor ul Ain." 

"What rubbish Zoya, no nothing can happen to you, I am coming for you." 

As soon as he said, he rushes outside. On the wide stretching road, his car was running at a speed. In his mind, a storm was running. His whole body becomes numb. 

With flowing eyes and scattered thoughts when he arrived there then it was really has been late. Zoya Khan left him without looking at him for once. 

She has taken a lot of sleeping pills which were enough to cause her death. Zoya's mother was madly crying at her leaving her alone as she was her only hope in life. While he stood standstill in the doorway of her room. 

In a state of utter disbelief, he was gazing at her lifeless body lying on the floor. Today he was getting angry with himself as well as feeling guilty about himself why instead of Hoor ul Ain he didn't love the pretty girl like Zoya Khan. 

In Zoya Khan's fist, the engagement ring was tightly enclasped which Shanzal Ali Shah himself wore to her on their engagement function. Today it seems as if she himself broke up all the relationships with Shanzal Ali Shah.  

A lot of time went silently but life doesn't seem to be there anymore in her body. He doesn't want to believe that Zoya Khan is no more there with him.