A Poor Wise Man - Mary Roberts Rinehart (good e books to read .txt) 📗
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“Sorry,” he said. “I’ve got in the habit of thinking to the fool thing. Won’t do it again.”
“You must be thinking hard.”
“I am,” he replied, grimly, and disappeared. She could hear the slight unevenness of his steps as he moved about, but there was no more whistling. Edith Boyd leaned both elbows on the top of a showcase and fell into a profound and troubled thought. Mostly her thoughts were of Willy Cameron, but some of them were for herself. Up dreary and sordid by-paths her mind wandered; she was facing ugly facts for the first time, and a little shudder of disgust shook her. He wanted to meet her family. He was a gentleman and he wanted to meet her family. Well, he could meet them all right, and maybe he would understand then that she had never had a chance. In all her young life no man had ever proposed letting her family look him over. Hardly ever had they visited her at home, and when they did they seemed always glad to get away. She had met them on street corners, and slipped back alone, fearful of every creak of the old staircase, and her mother’s querulous voice calling to her:
“Edie, where’ve you been all this time?” And she had lied. How she had lied!
“I’m through with all that,” she resolved. “It wasn’t any fun anyhow. I’m sick of hating myself.”
Some time later Willy Cameron heard the telephone ring, and taking pad and pencil started forward. But Miss Boyd was at the telephone, conducting a personal conversation.
“No…. No, I think not…. Look here, Lou, I’ve said no twice.”
There was a rather lengthy silence while she listened. Then: “You might as well have it straight, Lou. I’m through…. No, I’m not sick. I’m just through…. I wouldn’t…. What’s the use?”
Willy Cameron, retreating into his lair, was unhappily conscious that the girl was on the verge of tears. He puzzled over the situation for some time. His immediate instinct was to help any troubled creature, and it had dawned on him that this composed young lady who manicured her nails out of a pasteboard box during the slack portion of every day was troubled. In his abstraction he commenced again his melancholy refrain, and a moment later she appeared in the doorway:
“Oh, for mercy’s sake, stop,” she said. She was very pale.
“Look here, Miss Edith, you come in here and tell me what’s wrong. Here’s a chair. Now sit down and talk it out. It helps a lot to get things off your chest.”
“There’s nothing the matter with me. And if the boss comes in here and finds me - “
Quite suddenly she put her head down on the back of the chair and began to cry. He was frightfully distressed. He poured some aromatic ammonia into a medicine glass and picking up her limp hand, closed her fingers around it.
“Drink that,” he ordered.
She shook her head.
“I’m not sick,” she said. “I’m only a fool.”
“If that fellow said anything over the telephone - !”
She looked up drearily.
“It wasn’t him. He doesn’t matter. It’s just - I got to hating myself.” She stood up and carefully dabbed her eyes. “Heavens, I must be a sight. Now don’t you get to thinking things, Mr. Cameron. Girls can’t go out and fight off a temper, or get full and sleep it off. So they cry.”
Some time later he glanced out at her. She was standing before the little mirror above the chewing gum, carefully rubbing her cheeks with a small red pad. After that she reached into the show case, got out a lip pencil and touched her lips.
“You’re pretty enough without all that, Miss Edith.”
“You mind your own business,” she retorted acidly.
Lily had known Alston Denslow most of her life. The children of that group of families which formed the monied aristocracy of the city knew only their own small circle. They met at dancing classes, where governesses and occasionally mothers sat around the walls, while the little girls, in handmade white frocks of exquisite simplicity, their shining hair drawn back and held by ribbon bows, made their prim little dip at the door before entering, and the boys, in white Eton collars and gleaming pumps, bowed from the waist and then dived for the masculine corner of the long room.
No little girl ever intruded on that corner, although now and then a brave spirit among the boys would wander, with assumed unconsciousness but ears rather pink, to the opposite corner where the little girls were grouped like white butterflies milling in the sun.
The pianist struck a chord, and the children lined up, the girls on one side, the boys on the other, a long line, with Mrs. Van Buren in the center. Another chord, rather a long one. Mrs. Van Buren curtsied to the girls. The line dipped, wavered, recovered itself. Mrs. Van Buren turned. Another chord. The boys bent, rather too much, from the waist, while Mrs. Van Buren swept another deep curtsey. The music now, very definite as to time. Glide and short step to the right. Glide and short step to the left. Dancing school had commenced. Outside were long lines of motors waiting. The governesses chatted, and sometimes embroidered. Mademoiselle tatted.
Alton Denslow was generally known as Pink, but the origin of the name was shrouded in mystery. As “Pink” he had learned to waltz at the dancing class, at a time when he was more attentive to the step than to the music that accompanied it. As Pink Denslow he had played on a scrub team at Harvard, and got two broken ribs for his trouble, and as Pink he now paid intermittent visits to the Denslow Bank, between the hunting season in October and polo at eastern fields and in California. At twenty-three he was still the boy of the dancing class, very careful at parties to ask his hostess to dance, and not noticeably upset when she did, having arranged to be cut in on at the end of the second round.
Pink could not remember when he had not been in love with Lily Cardew. There had been other girls, of course, times when Lily seemed far away from Cambridge, and some other fair charmer was near. But he had always known there was only Lily. Once or twice he would have become engaged, had it not been for that. He was a blond boy, squarely built, good-looking without being handsome, and on rainy Sundays when there was no golf he went quite cheerfully to St. Peter’s with his mother, and watched a pretty girl in the choir.
He wished at those times that he could sing.
A pleasant cumberer of the earth, he had wrapped his talents in a napkin and buried them by the wayside, and promptly forgotten where they were. He was to find them later on, however, not particularly rusty, and he increased them rather considerably before he got through.
It was this pleasant cumberer of the earth, then, who on the morning after Lily’s return, stopped his car before the Cardew house and got out. Immediately following his descent he turned, took a square white box from the car, ascended the steps, settled his neck in his collar and his tie around it, and rang the bell.
The second man, hastily buttoned into his coat and with a faint odor of silver polish about him, opened the door. Pink gave him his hat, but retained the box firmly.
“Mrs. Cardew and Miss Cardew at home?” he asked. “Yes? Then you might tell Grayson I’m here to luncheon - unless the family is lunching out.”
“Yes, sir,” said the footman. “No, sir, they are lunching at home.”
Pink sauntered into the library. He was not so easy as his manner indicated. One never knew about Lily. Sometimes she was in a mood when she seemed to think a man funny, and not to be taken seriously. And when she was serious, which was the way he liked her - he rather lacked humor - she was never serious about him or herself. It had been religion once, he remembered. She had wanted to know if he believed in the thirty-nine articles, and because he had seen them in the back of the prayer-book, where they certainly would not be if there was not authority for them, he had said he did.
“Well, I don’t,” said Lily. And there had been rather a bad half-hour, because he had felt that he had to stick to his thirty-nine guns, whatever they were. He had finished on a rather desperate note of appeal.
“See here, Lily,” he had said. “Why do you bother your head about such things, anyhow?”
“Because I’ve got a head, and I want to use it.”
“Life’s too short.”
“Eternity’s pretty long. Do you believe in eternity?” And there they were, off again, and of course old Anthony had come in after that, and had wanted to know about his Aunt Marcia, and otherwise had shown every indication of taking root on the hearth rug.
Pink was afraid of Anthony. He felt like a stammering fool when Anthony was around. That was why he had invited himself to luncheon. Old Anthony lunched at his club.
When he heard Lily coming down the stairs, Pink’s honest heart beat somewhat faster. A good many times in France, but particularly on the ship coming back, he had thought about this meeting. In France a fellow had a lot of distractions, and Lily had seemed as dear as ever, but extremely remote. But once turned toward home, and she had filled the entire western horizon. The other men had seen sunsets there, and sometimes a ship, or a school of porpoises. But Pink had seen only Lily.
She came in. The dear old girl! The beautiful, wonderful, dear old girl! The -
“Pink!”
“H - hello, Lily.”
“Why, Pink - you’re a man!”
“What’d you think I’d be? A girl?”
“You’ve grown.”
“Oh, now see here, Lily. I quit growing years ago.”
“And to think you are back all right. I was so worried, Pink.”
He flushed at that.
“Needn’t have worried,” he said, rather thickly. “Didn’t get to the front until just before the end. My show was made a labor division in the south of France. If you laugh, I’ll take my flowers and go home.”
“Why, Pink dear, I wouldn’t laugh for anything. And it was the man behind the lines who - “
“Won the war,” he finished for her, rather grimly. “All right, Lily. We’ve heard it before. Anyhow, it’s all done and over, and - I brought gardenias and violets. You used to like ‘em.”
“It was dear of you to remember.”
“Couldn’t help remembering. No credit to me. I - you were always in my mind.”
She was busily unwrapping the box.
“Always,” he repeated, unsteadily.
“What gorgeous things!” she buried her face in them.
“Did you hear what I said, Lily?”
“Yes, and it’s sweet of you. Now sit down and tell me about things. I’ve got a lot to tell you, too.”
He had a sort of quiet obstinacy, however, and he did not sit down. When she had done so he stood in front of her, looking down at her.
“You’ve been in a camp. I know that. I heard it over there. Anne Devereaux wrote me. It worried me because - we had girls in the camps over there, and every one of them had a string of suitors a mile long.”
“Well, I didn’t,” said Lily, spiritedly. Then she laughed. He had been afraid
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