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“That’s right,” said he. “That’s right. You know I’m so careless. The truth is—”
“There you go again, John! Now why are you so particular to tell me that what you are saying to me is the truth? Just as if you ever in your life said anything which wasn’t true.”
He did not answer, but hurriedly turned away, that the keen eyes might not examine his face too closely. She followed him.
“John,” said she, sharply, “tell me, what’s the trouble? Tell me the truth.”
“I have,” said he. The words choked him, and she knew it. He evaded once more the attack of her eyes, but again she followed him, her face now very pale, her lips trembling.
“Boy,” said she, “tell me, what is it? Is there a woman? Is there anybody?”
“Nobody in all the world but you,” he declared bravely. It was of no avail, and he knew it, as the keen eyes finally found his own.
“John!” said his mother, “you have not been telling me the truth.”
“Well, I know it,” said he, calmly, and with far greater happiness. “Of course I haven’t. Who said I was? O, Lord! you can’t fool a woman any way on earth. Now here—”
“Who is this girl?” asked his mother, with a certain sternness as she gazed at him directly; “for of course I knew very well what was the matter. I suppose I shall have to face this some day, though it has been so long—”
Eddring looked her straight in the face in return, and this time without flinching.
“The dearest girl in the world,” said he. “But I reckon she’s not for me.”
“Who is she? Where is she? Where did you meet her? Have you a picture?”
“I don’t need one.”
“What’s her name—her family? Of course—”
“She hasn’t any family. I don’t know where she came from.”
“John!”
“Well, it’s true.”
“But you could not expect—”
“I expect nothing!” cried he, again striking his clenched hand upon the table. “Here is my world. Oh, well, you know now if I ever swear, and why.”
Her lip trembled. “I never knew you did,” said she. “John, tell me, have you ever spoken to her?”
“Good God! no, never. How could I? What have I to offer a girl like her? Who am I? What am I?”
She caught his head in her arms and drew his face down to her bosom. “There, there,” said she. “There, there, now.”
But presently he broke from her, and swung out into the room, erect and active once more, a sudden triumph in his carriage, a brighter glance in the eye for a time grown dull.
“Pshaw! Here,” said he, “here I am, pitying myself! That isn’t a good thing for a man to do. A man oughtn’t to complain. He ought to take his medicine.”
“Look,” he cried, coming to her again, “maybe the world is just loving me, that’s all, and doesn’t know. Maybe it’s the same as it was when I scratched my face on your breast-pin when I was a baby, when your arms were around my neck. You did not mean it. Maybe life does not mean it. Maybe it’s just loving us all the time.
“Come, now, you shall see this girl who is of no family. Come with me. She is here, right in town, this very day.”
“Where is she, John?”
“Why, Colonel Blount told me that she and her mother were over at the hotel. Could we call? Wouldn’t it be all right if we did?”
“If the ladies are strangers in town,” said Mrs. Eddring, slowly, “and if they are friends of yours, then I will call on them with you.”
“Come!” said he, feverishly. “Come!”—then suddenly: “Tell me, mammy, does my hair look so awfully gray?”
“John,” said she, “there isn’t a gray hair in it. Come on, what are you waiting for?”
Eddring had turned, and was fumbling at a drawer in his desk. He raised a face flushed and conscious-looking. “The fact is, mother, I’ve got a new necktie right here, and—and I want to put it on.”
“I have always told you, Lady,” said Mrs. Ellison, “how a girl who hasn’t any fortune can best achieve things. Of course, it’s a question of a man. When she has found the man, it rests with her. She must let herself out and yet keep herself in hand. Emotion, but not too much, and at the right time—that’s the scheme for a girl who wants to succeed.”
“How you preach, mamma!” said Miss Lady, petulantly. “You are always talking to me about the men. As if I cared a straw!”
“You ought to care, Lady. Men! Why, there’s nothing in the world for a woman except the men.”
Miss Lady said nothing, but went on adjusting a pin which she took from among several others held in her mouth. At length she patted down her gown, and frowned with a sigh of satisfaction, as she looked down over her long and adequate curves. Discovering a wrinkle in the skirt of her gown, she smoothed it out deftly with both hands.
“There are not very many gentlemen to bother about down at the Big House now, mamma,” said she; “at least, not since Mr. Decherd left. But then, he’s coming back. Did you know that?”
Mrs. Ellison’s face showed a swift gleam of satisfaction. “I hope he will,” said she. “But, after all, we must sometime go somewhere else. Now, New Orleans, or New York perhaps. You are almost pretty sometimes, Lady. We could do things with you, in the right place.”
Miss Lady stamped her foot upon the floor in sudden fury. “Mamma,” cried she, “when you talk this way I fairly hate you!”
“You talk like all the foolish Ellisons,” said the other, slowly. “Now, I could tell you things, when the time came. But, meantime, you forget that you and I have absolutely no resources.”
“Excepting me!” This with white scorn.
“Excepting you.” This with frank cynicism.
Miss Lady controlled herself with difficulty. “At least,” said she, “we have a home with Colonel Blount. He has always said he wanted us to stay, and that he couldn’t do without us. Now”—and she laughed gaily—“if Colonel Blount didn’t have a red mustache, I might marry him, mightn’t I?”
“Be done with such talk,” said Mrs. Ellison, sharply, “You’d much better think about Mr. Decherd. And yet,”—she frowned and nervously bit her finger-tips as she turned away. Miss Lady made no answer except to go over again to stand before the mirror, where she executed certain further pattings and smoothings of her apparel.
The two were occupied, in these somewhat dingy quarters in the hotel, in preparing for their sallying out upon a shopping expedition in the city, an event of a certain interest to plantation dwellers. Mrs. Ellison paused in her own operations to extract from a hand-bag a flask, wherefrom she helped herself to a generous draft. Miss Lady caught the flask from her.
“You disgust me, mamma,” said she. “How often have I told you!”
“You were not quick enough, my dear,” said Mrs. Ellison, calmly. “Now, I was saying that you were born for lace and satins. Promise me, Lady, no matter what happens, that if you ever get them, you will give me a few things for myself, won’t you? Sometimes—sometimes I am not certain.” She smiled as she spoke. There might have been politic overture, or beseeching, or threat, or deadly sarcasm in her speech. Miss Lady could not tell; and it had taken, indeed, a keen student to define the real meaning of the enigmatical face of Alice Ellison, woman not yet forty, ease-loving, sensuous, yet for this time almost timorous.
“Now, a good, liberal man,” began Mrs. Ellison presently, however, “is the best ambition for any young woman. For some reasons, we might do better than remain at the Big House longer. We will see, my dear, we’ll see.” And so they stepped out into the hall.
It was a vision when Miss Lady came down the stair. Young men who saw her removed their hats, and old men thanked God that the day of miracles was not gone; so fair was Miss Lady as, with head high, and body slow and stately beyond her years, and foot light and firm, she came down the little stairway, and glorified it with youth and the spirit of the morning.
Miss Lady had indeed, within the last few months, rapidly grown up into compellingly beautiful young womanhood. Much of the girlishness was gone and the firmer roundness of full femininity had taken its place. Her neck, a column of white above its frill of laces, rose strong and fine. Her hair, unlighted by the sun, was dark and full of velvet shadows. Her eyes, with long lashes softly falling, offered the shadows and the mysteries of the dawn. Her figure asked small aid, and, needing none, carried, and was not made by, the well-cut gown of light silken weave, dotted here and there with small red fleur-de-lis. A maze of long scarlet ribbons hung from Miss Lady’s waist, after a fashion of her own, and for purposes perhaps remotely connected with a tiny fan which now appeared, and now again was lost. A cool, sweet ripeness was reflected in the spot of color here and there upon the fawn-colored wide brim of the hat, upon the smooth cheek, on the lips of the short and high curved mouth. As she walked, there was heard the whispering rustle of the Feminine; that sound indefinable, which creeps upon man’s unwitting senses and enslaves him, he knows not how or when or why.
Well enough all this served to set in tumult the pulses of at least one who saw Miss Lady, fresh as a little white cloud, warm as a tiny spot of yellow sunlight, cool and mysterious as the morning, thus framed as a picture on the stair.
John Eddring and his mother, unannounced by reason of the slothfulness of a negro messenger, sat in the hotel waiting-room, which served as the “ladies’ parlor,” opening out near the foot of the stairway. And so it chanced that they saw Miss Lady and her companion as they descended. It seemed to Eddring that this vision on the stair was the most beautiful thing in all the world. He was smitten at once dumb and motionless. He felt his mother’s hand on his arm.
“John,” said she, “did you see that girl? She was perfectly beautiful!” The touch aroused him. She saw it all written in his face.
“She?” he murmured. “Miss Lady!” and presently sprang after, to return a moment later with the two ere they had left the hall. Whereupon followed all manner of helpless, hopeless, banal and inadequate commonplaces, out of which Eddring blankly remembered only that the visit of Miss Lady to the city was to terminate that evening, at the departure of the down train. And so, after all, little remained for him but a present parting, though all his soul cried out for speech with Miss Lady alone, for the sight of her face only. It was as though within the moment all the energies of his life had been directed into a new channel, whose insufficient walls were threatened with destruction by the flooding torrent. The primeval man arose, exulting, sure; and so, in a moment, John Eddring knew why the world was made, and by what tremendous enginery of imperious desire it is driven on its way. Work, riches, art, music, architecture, the vast industrialism of an age, all this thing called progress—all, all were for this alone, this thing of love! The atmosphere about him thrilled, vibrant with this message of
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