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corners, there is a heavy cloud upon the rooms which no light will
dispel.
The old housekeeper and her son remain until the preparations are
complete, and then she returns upstairs. Volumnia has taken Mrs.
Rouncewell’s place in the meantime, though pearl necklaces and
rouge pots, however calculated to embellish Bath, are but
indifferent comforts to the invalid under present circumstances.
Volumnia, not being supposed to know (and indeed not knowing) what
is the matter, has found it a ticklish task to offer appropriate
observations and consequently has supplied their place with
distracting smoothings of the bed-linen, elaborate locomotion on
tiptoe, vigilant peeping at her kinsman’s eyes, and one
exasperating whisper to herself of, “He is asleep.” In disproof of
which superfluous remark Sir Leicester has indignantly written on
the slate, “I am not.”
Yielding, therefore, the chair at the bedside to the quaint old
housekeeper, Volumnia sits at a table a little removed,
sympathetically sighing. Sir Leicester watches the sleet and snow
and listens for the returning steps that he expects. In the ears
of his old servant, looking as if she had stepped out of an old
picture-frame to attend a summoned Dedlock to another world, the
silence is fraught with echoes of her own words, “Who will tell
him!”
He has been under his valet’s hands this morning to be made
presentable and is as well got up as the circumstances will allow.
He is propped with pillows, his grey hair is brushed in its usual
manner, his linen is arranged to a nicety, and he is wrapped in a
responsible dressing-gown. His eye-glass and his watch are ready
to his hand. It is necessary—less to his own dignity now perhaps
than for her sake—that he should be seen as little disturbed and
as much himself as may be. Women will talk, and Volumnia, though a
Dedlock, is no exceptional case. He keeps her here, there is
little doubt, to prevent her talking somewhere else. He is very
ill, but he makes his present stand against distress of mind and
body most courageously.
The fair Volumnia, being one of those sprightly girls who cannot
long continue silent without imminent peril of seizure by the
dragon Boredom, soon indicates the approach of that monster with a
series of undisguisable yawns. Finding it impossible to suppress
those yawns by any other process than conversation, she compliments
Mrs. Rouncewell on her son, declaring that he positively is one of
the finest figures she ever saw and as soldierly a looking person,
she should think, as what’s his name, her favourite Life Guardsman
—the man she dotes on, the dearest of creatures—who was killed at
Waterloo.
Sir Leicester hears this tribute with so much surprise and stares
about him in such a confused way that Mrs. Rouncewell feels it
necessary to explain.
“Miss Dedlock don’t speak of my eldest son, Sir Leicester, but my
youngest. I have found him. He has come home.”
Sir Leicester breaks silence with a harsh cry. “George? Your son
George come home, Mrs. Rouncewell?”
The old housekeeper wipes her eyes. “Thank God. Yes, Sir
Leicester.”
Does this discovery of some one lost, this return of some one so
long gone, come upon him as a strong confirmation of his hopes?
Does he think, “Shall I not, with the aid I have, recall her safely
after this, there being fewer hours in her case than there are
years in his?”
It is of no use entreating him; he is determined to speak now, and
he does. In a thick crowd of sounds, but still intelligibly enough
to be understood.
“Why did you not tell me, Mrs. Rouncewell?”
“It happened only yesterday, Sir Leicester, and I doubted your
being well enough to be talked to of such things.”
Besides, the giddy Volumnia now remembers with her little scream
that nobody was to have known of his being Mrs. Rouncewell’s son
and that she was not to have told. But Mrs. Rouncewell protests,
with warmth enough to swell the stomacher, that of course she would
have told Sir Leicester as soon as he got better.
“Where is your son George, Mrs. Rouncewell?” asks Sir Leicester,
Mrs. Rouncewell, not a little alarmed by his disregard of the
doctor’s injunctions, replies, in London.
“Where in London?”
Mrs. Rouncewell is constrained to admit that he is in the house.
“Bring him here to my room. Bring him directly.”
The old lady can do nothing but go in search of him. Sir
Leicester, with such power of movement as he has, arranges himself
a little to receive him. When he has done so, he looks out again
at the falling sleet and snow and listens again for the returning
steps. A quantity of straw has been tumbled down in the street to
deaden the noises there, and she might be driven to the door
perhaps without his hearing wheels.
He is lying thus, apparently forgetful of his newer and minor
surprise, when the housekeeper returns, accompanied by her trooper
son. Mr. George approaches softly to the bedside, makes his bow,
squares his chest, and stands, with his face flushed, very heartily
ashamed of himself.
“Good heaven, and it is really George Rouncewell!” exclaims Sir
Leicester. “Do you remember me, George?”
The trooper needs to look at him and to separate this sound from
that sound before he knows what he has said, but doing this and
being a little helped by his mother, he replies, “I must have a
very bad memory, indeed, Sir Leicester, if I failed to remember
you.”
“When I look at you, George Rouncewell,” Sir Leicester observes
with difficulty, “I see something of a boy at Chesney Wold—I
remember well—very well.”
He looks at the trooper until tears come into his eyes, and then he
looks at the sleet and snow again.
“I ask your pardon, Sir Leicester,” says the trooper, “but would
you accept of my arms to raise you up? You would lie easier, Sir
Leicester, if you would allow me to move you.”
“If you please, George Rouncewell; if you will be so good.”
The trooper takes him in his arms like a child, lightly raises him,
and turns him with his face more towards the window. “Thank you.
You have your mother’s gentleness,” returns Sir Leicester, “and
your own strength. Thank you.”
He signs to him with his hand not to go away. George quietly
remains at the bedside, waiting to be spoken to.
“Why did you wish for secrecy?” It takes Sir Leicester some time
to ask this.
“Truly I am not much to boast of, Sir Leicester, and I—I should
still, Sir Leicester, if you was not so indisposed—which I hope
you will not be long—I should still hope for the favour of being
allowed to remain unknown in general. That involves explanations
not very hard to be guessed at, not very well timed here, and not
very creditable to myself. However opinions may differ on a
variety of subjects, I should think it would be universally agreed,
Sir Leicester, that I am not much to boast of.”
“You have been a soldier,” observes Sir Leicester, “and a faithful
one.”
George makes his military bow. “As far as that goes, Sir
Leicester, I have done my duty under discipline, and it was the
least I could do.”
“You find me,” says Sir Leicester, whose eyes are much attracted
towards him, “far from well, George Rouncewell.”
“I am very sorry both to hear it and to see it, Sir Leicester.”
“I am sure you are. No. In addition to my older malady, I have
had a sudden and bad attack. Something that deadens,” making an
endeavour to pass one hand down one side, “and confuses,” touching
his lips.
George, with a look of assent and sympathy, makes another bow. The
different times when they were both young men (the trooper much the
younger of the two) and looked at one another down at Chesney Wold
arise before them both and soften both.
Sir Leicester, evidently with a great determination to say, in his
own manner, something that is on his mind before relapsing into
silence, tries to raise himself among his pillows a little more.
George, observant of the action, takes him in his arms again and
places him as he desires to be. “Thank you, George. You are
another self to me. You have often carried my spare gun at
Chesney Wold, George. You are familiar to me in these strange
circumstances, very familiar.” He has put Sir Leicester’s sounder
arm over his shoulder in lifting him up, and Sir Leicester is slow
in drawing it away again as he says these words.
“I was about to add,” he presently goes on, “I was about to add,
respecting this attack, that it was unfortunately simultaneous with
a slight misunderstanding between my Lady and myself. I do not
mean that there was any difference between us (for there has been
none), but that there was a misunderstanding of certain
circumstances important only to ourselves, which deprives me, for a
little while, of my Lady’s society. She has found it necessary to
make a journey—I trust will shortly return. Volumnia, do I make
myself intelligible? The words are not quite under my command in
the manner of pronouncing them.”
Volumnia understands him perfectly, and in truth he delivers
himself with far greater plainness than could have been supposed
possible a minute ago. The effort by which he does so is written
in the anxious and labouring expression of his face. Nothing but
the strength of his purpose enables him to make it.
“Therefore, Volumnia, I desire to say in your presence—and in the
presence of my old retainer and friend, Mrs. Rouncewell, whose
truth and fidelity no one can question, and in the presence of her
son George, who comes back like a familiar recollection of my youth
in the home of my ancestors at Chesney Wold—in case I should
relapse, in case I should not recover, in case I should lose both
my speech and the power of writing, though I hope for better
things—”
The old housekeeper weeping silently; Volumnia in the greatest
agitation, with the freshest bloom on her cheeks; the trooper with
his arms folded and his head a little bent, respectfully attentive.
“Therefore I desire to say, and to call you all to witness—
beginning, Volumnia, with yourself, most solemnly—that I am on
unaltered terms with Lady Dedlock. That I assert no cause whatever
of complaint against her. That I have ever had the strongest
affection for her, and that I retain it undiminished. Say this to
herself, and to every one. If you ever say less than this, you
will be guilty of deliberate falsehood to me.”
Volumnia tremblingly protests that she will observe his injunctions
to the letter.
“My Lady is too high in position, too handsome, too accomplished,
too superior in most respects to the best of those by whom she is
surrounded, not to have her enemies and traducers, I dare say. Let
it be known to them, as I make it known to you, that being of sound
mind, memory, and understanding, I revoke no disposition I have
made in her favour. I abridge nothing I have ever bestowed upon
her. I am on unaltered terms with her, and I recall—having the
full power to do it if I were so disposed, as you see—no act I
have done for her advantage and happiness.”
His formal array of words might have at any other time, as it has
often had, something ludicrous in it, but at this time it
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