Dear, Diary - Melissa Cazarin (best books to read fiction .TXT) 📗
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I’m watching jerry stringers. I know it’s fake. Something tells me it is. (Later) My therapist came over my house. No offence but she can be annoying. She wouldn’t stop playing music! I didn’t wanted to tell her to stop I felt bad. Now I’m showing my mom dream moods. it’s a website that tells you about your dreams and what they mean. I’m tired of writing I’m sorry but I hope something really amuse and fun happens.
March 24
The cops where talking to my older cousin Albert because he destroyed his girlfriends car. He cut up the wires, he put Pepsi and Sault in the gas tank. But the funny thing is, its his car. His girlfriend stole the car from him though. Gosh sometimes I wish the world can be peaceful. (later) oh yeah, I called Troy last night he’s so funny and he told me he saw a video with his family. I’m afraid to say the name of it. it’s a disturbing video. What a friend I have. He told me to watch it but I’m scared to do that I don’t know what might happened. I’m in eagles lakes with my casein Linda and her and my friend Anna. Where going to McDonalds to eat. Again I should watch what I eat.
March 25
I was going to the fair but it was 9:30pm why go that late? So instead we went to shake and steak. I never been there. As we walked in we talked all lot and so loud. You know how teens are. Were just having fun ha-ha. I was afraid we could get kicked out. It was so fun.
March 26
I don’t feel so good Amy got me sick. I feel dizzy I have nausea, headache, sore mussels, and I have stomach pain. Can’t really talk or do anything its really awful.
March 27
I feel so great! I prayed to god if I can feel better and it worked! Thank you so much!
March 28
I didn’t go to the fair at all last night I’m saving some money. Now I bought a stupid Sims game. I’m going to sell it to the pawn shop later. (later) oh my gosh I’ve never been so tired and mislabel my whole life! I went everywhere with my sister! We went to the bank, store, washed the car, and I got wet. Than we went to pick up my mom and went to the store with her. It was fun and boring at the same time. I don’t want to go to school anymore, spring break is over! Tomorrow is a school day. Lets find out what’s waiting for us.
March 29th
Nothing happened in school I thought it would have been exciting. I’m entering a contest for the best weighting and grammar thingy I’m doing well so far I think. I hope so.
March 30th
You won’t believe what just happened I was trying to write my work down for the contest and out of no ware the power went out! There’s nothing to write about so far. Same thing repeating it self over and over again.
April 1st
Dairy I hate you I’m going to through you away! April Fools! I April fooled almost everyone! Even my teachers it was funny and lots of fun!
April 4th
Yesterday I went to the movies last night and saw limited I think that’s what its called ok this day sucked really bad! I have allergies to something and I scratched my lip under it and left a ugly ass mark! I out stuff to make it heal faster the next day instead of healing, the bitch left a bitchy mark on it! Yeah gross! Then I went down to my bus stop at 6:20am the bus never came! I went home and my mom said it left I said I know! And that’s what happened this morning! Sad life of me I know…
April 5th
Have you ever thought about being famous? I always wanted to be famous when I was little. Doesn’t everyone want to be famous? Who knows if you can be famous too, you never know unless you try right? So moving on my story. I always wanted to be a poem girl. What I mean about that is I wanted to make poems. Sad poem, happy, funny poems, and dark poems. I started when I was 12 I loved weighting poems so much my hard can hurt all it wants I wont stop, not even a dollar. Anyways, I wasn’t so good at that. Some of them don’t even make since! So I tried something new.
Like drawing! I loved to color when I was a little girl. Back in middle school I was chosen to draw a bald eagle on a big peace of paper for our flag. it made me feel fantastic. “Maybe I can be a famous artist! Why not?” after years passed by I was thinking about being a tattoo artiest my whole life but time was going by so fast, I changed my mind about it. I know I’m a really good drawer. Something else was in mind…
Ever since I saw Selena Perez a Spanish singer, she rocked my world! I loved the way she danced and singed. I started singing when I was thirteen. I couldn’t really sing that good. I made a song on my own called, “Lonely Girl” it was really about me being so alone in a big world. I’m fine now I don’t feel so alone anymore I’ll tell you later on in the story. My mom said I was amazing at singing; I think she was just saying that just to make me smile and be happy. So when I felt bad about my singing I tried something else, something I was good at. I wanted to show my dad my talent, ever since he got deported I couldn’t really show him anything. What I felt inside was pain and numbness. I was really sad he left but that didn’t stop me from my career. I made more songs as I was singing. I was like a karaoke machine with song I never herd of. I make it all up in my head it just like comes out.
Now I turned sixteen. My singing got a little better. I am now making over 30 songs. I have no title for it yet that’s the hard part from it. So you I have told you all about my life and what I want to do when I get older. I have dreamed becoming famous all my life. The only one reason why is money. “Now some of you are probably saying money? Why money?” Well to help the poor and kids who need food, shelter; cancer center and more. Last but not least for my family. Were running down low on food and shelter because of money my dad helped us with that we don’t have him here no more so I want to keep trying to find a way to earn money with my talent I have.
Well now wait a second I don’t really just want to sing all my life. I also want to be an actor! Oh if only someone can get to Hollywood I would try my best. don’t you ever wanted to be an actor your self? Imagine you in Hollywood saying “Take two action“. “Ahh“… I want to hear that when I’m in a Seine. So far we talked about being famous, how talented I am, and how I want to become a singer and an actor. All I have to do is keep dreaming big.
November 1
Wow I forgot to write you, I’m just so busy and tired to write. Everything just repeats it self. Sorry… I got nothing to say. Life is fun though. I also found a later from a little girl who is looking for a family. It’s really sad. This is what she wrote.
My name is Eli. I live in a place where kids don’t have food and clean water. I am looking for a family to be with. My mother was the only one I had until she died from an illness. I wake up and forget that my mom isn’t beside me anymore. I sit outside in the sun waiting for someone to pick me up. I think about the other kids that have a family and are having so much fun. It’s almost Christmas. Sometimes I forget how the colors of the lights are decorated outside. Sometimes I eat twice a day. We only have a little money for one small bowl of food. I think about dying the next day. What if this is my last day on earth? Will someone ever help me find someone? Will I ever have a good life like other people have?
Why me, why was I the one born with no family and nothing to do. It feels like I’m a abounded pet wondering around looking for food and shelter. I’m not a pet… I am a little 10 year old girl suffering, crying, in pain, and scared, I should be living a good life. Not in a dirty place. I’m looking for someone to hold and love, someone who can play with me. I would love to go to school someday. I want to meet new friends like everyone else. Will I ever find a mom and dad? At least a sister I can play with. A brother to protect me.
A child like me should not be living like this. I want to have a future too. At least help me get clean cloths, toothbrush, health care, and clean water for once. If I’ll never find a family ever again. That’s okay because someone day I will I just know it. Someone will take my hand and smile. Someone will kiss me and say my little baby girl. If not then at least send money to my place for a better life. I’m not the only one. There are more kids like me in the world…What I really want is… a family that will love me…
- Eli
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March 24
The cops where talking to my older cousin Albert because he destroyed his girlfriends car. He cut up the wires, he put Pepsi and Sault in the gas tank. But the funny thing is, its his car. His girlfriend stole the car from him though. Gosh sometimes I wish the world can be peaceful. (later) oh yeah, I called Troy last night he’s so funny and he told me he saw a video with his family. I’m afraid to say the name of it. it’s a disturbing video. What a friend I have. He told me to watch it but I’m scared to do that I don’t know what might happened. I’m in eagles lakes with my casein Linda and her and my friend Anna. Where going to McDonalds to eat. Again I should watch what I eat.
March 25
I was going to the fair but it was 9:30pm why go that late? So instead we went to shake and steak. I never been there. As we walked in we talked all lot and so loud. You know how teens are. Were just having fun ha-ha. I was afraid we could get kicked out. It was so fun.
March 26
I don’t feel so good Amy got me sick. I feel dizzy I have nausea, headache, sore mussels, and I have stomach pain. Can’t really talk or do anything its really awful.
March 27
I feel so great! I prayed to god if I can feel better and it worked! Thank you so much!
March 28
I didn’t go to the fair at all last night I’m saving some money. Now I bought a stupid Sims game. I’m going to sell it to the pawn shop later. (later) oh my gosh I’ve never been so tired and mislabel my whole life! I went everywhere with my sister! We went to the bank, store, washed the car, and I got wet. Than we went to pick up my mom and went to the store with her. It was fun and boring at the same time. I don’t want to go to school anymore, spring break is over! Tomorrow is a school day. Lets find out what’s waiting for us.
March 29th
Nothing happened in school I thought it would have been exciting. I’m entering a contest for the best weighting and grammar thingy I’m doing well so far I think. I hope so.
March 30th
You won’t believe what just happened I was trying to write my work down for the contest and out of no ware the power went out! There’s nothing to write about so far. Same thing repeating it self over and over again.
April 1st
Dairy I hate you I’m going to through you away! April Fools! I April fooled almost everyone! Even my teachers it was funny and lots of fun!
April 4th
Yesterday I went to the movies last night and saw limited I think that’s what its called ok this day sucked really bad! I have allergies to something and I scratched my lip under it and left a ugly ass mark! I out stuff to make it heal faster the next day instead of healing, the bitch left a bitchy mark on it! Yeah gross! Then I went down to my bus stop at 6:20am the bus never came! I went home and my mom said it left I said I know! And that’s what happened this morning! Sad life of me I know…
April 5th
Have you ever thought about being famous? I always wanted to be famous when I was little. Doesn’t everyone want to be famous? Who knows if you can be famous too, you never know unless you try right? So moving on my story. I always wanted to be a poem girl. What I mean about that is I wanted to make poems. Sad poem, happy, funny poems, and dark poems. I started when I was 12 I loved weighting poems so much my hard can hurt all it wants I wont stop, not even a dollar. Anyways, I wasn’t so good at that. Some of them don’t even make since! So I tried something new.
Like drawing! I loved to color when I was a little girl. Back in middle school I was chosen to draw a bald eagle on a big peace of paper for our flag. it made me feel fantastic. “Maybe I can be a famous artist! Why not?” after years passed by I was thinking about being a tattoo artiest my whole life but time was going by so fast, I changed my mind about it. I know I’m a really good drawer. Something else was in mind…
Ever since I saw Selena Perez a Spanish singer, she rocked my world! I loved the way she danced and singed. I started singing when I was thirteen. I couldn’t really sing that good. I made a song on my own called, “Lonely Girl” it was really about me being so alone in a big world. I’m fine now I don’t feel so alone anymore I’ll tell you later on in the story. My mom said I was amazing at singing; I think she was just saying that just to make me smile and be happy. So when I felt bad about my singing I tried something else, something I was good at. I wanted to show my dad my talent, ever since he got deported I couldn’t really show him anything. What I felt inside was pain and numbness. I was really sad he left but that didn’t stop me from my career. I made more songs as I was singing. I was like a karaoke machine with song I never herd of. I make it all up in my head it just like comes out.
Now I turned sixteen. My singing got a little better. I am now making over 30 songs. I have no title for it yet that’s the hard part from it. So you I have told you all about my life and what I want to do when I get older. I have dreamed becoming famous all my life. The only one reason why is money. “Now some of you are probably saying money? Why money?” Well to help the poor and kids who need food, shelter; cancer center and more. Last but not least for my family. Were running down low on food and shelter because of money my dad helped us with that we don’t have him here no more so I want to keep trying to find a way to earn money with my talent I have.
Well now wait a second I don’t really just want to sing all my life. I also want to be an actor! Oh if only someone can get to Hollywood I would try my best. don’t you ever wanted to be an actor your self? Imagine you in Hollywood saying “Take two action“. “Ahh“… I want to hear that when I’m in a Seine. So far we talked about being famous, how talented I am, and how I want to become a singer and an actor. All I have to do is keep dreaming big.
November 1
Wow I forgot to write you, I’m just so busy and tired to write. Everything just repeats it self. Sorry… I got nothing to say. Life is fun though. I also found a later from a little girl who is looking for a family. It’s really sad. This is what she wrote.
My name is Eli. I live in a place where kids don’t have food and clean water. I am looking for a family to be with. My mother was the only one I had until she died from an illness. I wake up and forget that my mom isn’t beside me anymore. I sit outside in the sun waiting for someone to pick me up. I think about the other kids that have a family and are having so much fun. It’s almost Christmas. Sometimes I forget how the colors of the lights are decorated outside. Sometimes I eat twice a day. We only have a little money for one small bowl of food. I think about dying the next day. What if this is my last day on earth? Will someone ever help me find someone? Will I ever have a good life like other people have?
Why me, why was I the one born with no family and nothing to do. It feels like I’m a abounded pet wondering around looking for food and shelter. I’m not a pet… I am a little 10 year old girl suffering, crying, in pain, and scared, I should be living a good life. Not in a dirty place. I’m looking for someone to hold and love, someone who can play with me. I would love to go to school someday. I want to meet new friends like everyone else. Will I ever find a mom and dad? At least a sister I can play with. A brother to protect me.
A child like me should not be living like this. I want to have a future too. At least help me get clean cloths, toothbrush, health care, and clean water for once. If I’ll never find a family ever again. That’s okay because someone day I will I just know it. Someone will take my hand and smile. Someone will kiss me and say my little baby girl. If not then at least send money to my place for a better life. I’m not the only one. There are more kids like me in the world…What I really want is… a family that will love me…
- Eli
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Publication Date: 11-19-2011
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