101 % LOVE........ BROKEN HEARTS - P.K PANIGRAHI (best e book reader txt) 📗

Relations are like glasses ,if broken it’s difficult to repair it ’’

Somehow I tried always to manage it.life was going as simple as I could believe..days a nd night were as equal to me..regular meetings and chatting turned our life so close as we could imagined.we were as happier we could.3 yrs passed by..my love moved on from her college to another collge far from me ..i was going mow busy with my hectic schedule.

Meetings were shortened and we used to meet occasionally ,as we busy both,compromised in every aspects of our life.

Calls were regular ,but distances started grewing up at rate.misunderstandings were casual for us..slowly irritation started.our careers was in full swing ,but our love was going down.we did compromised in every thing.

We met occasionally ,but in those meetings we were happy,as we were comfortable for each other when we were near… ‘’ It was not a fault of ours as we were a single soul,but our careers were also important for us,how can we risk that factor ’’.

As time passed ,her love turned into irritation for me,I used to keep silent when she always fight with me,I would used to take things casual..but slowly she started complaining me about my ignorance to her..I had never ignored her,I used to cry always when she used to say this.my tears would explain her my love for her.this issue began to take a pace where I used to cry every moment of my life.i know I was wrong I was not getting time to give her,but atleast I used to call ger 3 times a day..how can a person be so rude..,,,I was hurted several times,I did not wanted to make the mistakes what she was doing with me now,but in frustation I did,’’how long can one be so quite,still I never said a word to her,I simply discarded her calls for some days …I was a man who was so weak in his love that every time I used to bow down for her mistakes..this time I bow down for my my mistakes,which she rejected to forgive me…hundreds of sorry messages ,calls to her number ,were waste.she would nt respond a single call of mine.when she used to,she would make a story and cut my call…space was growing between us ,I tried my 100 percent to control it,but I failed always..one day I got a mesg from her “I am sorry”…it was 7 mnths later.,the whom u love takes so much time to say a word,I learnt that day…my hopes were alive that one day she will call me,but my mind rejected that always..she gave her justification for her late call,I too agreed that,as I was nothing without her.

We both compromised again ,and our relation was in a samll chain of love.i tried to handle it,she never said again a word about her love for me,I noted a lot of changes in her,she agreed her relation with me,but with a deep shy..i used to ask her several times,but she always ignored my talk on this..

I started taking my relation seriously always as I did ,but always had a fear that she might break it any moment..

Dnt know why,was I doubting her…this might not be the fact as I had never asked a question regarding this…it was my feeling that I was not able to live happy without her….

As time passed by ,our relation grew up ,but with with a different mindset ,she moved on to her job,I too was busy in my field…meetings agin became regular,times passed by happily..

But one incident changed my whole life…

It was a Sunday,we promised to meet today ,after a busy schedule ,it was a perfect day to meet and be relaxed.she came a time before I went there, she smiled as ,I used to come earlier in past days,just to impress her..

Talks were genuine, laughs ,etc….and we went on like this…it was now time , in the evening..we were to go….and it was the the last time I had seen her in my life..

I returned to my home and called her,but number was switched off,call again anad again,no answer..i was not so tensed as I had dropped her in her home where she used to live.but my eyes were not giving my support…tears rolled down my eyes,and I cried ,genuinely I do..

I couldnot go to her house as she said she will be in a tour next day..but she did not left a note of her dispatch..i waited thinking this she will return soon..on end of this mnth (march) I called ,again switched off,sometimes later she picked the call and said she’s busy and will talk later..

What a reaction it was”someone so desperate to know ur condition ,and what a reaction it was”.i took light and waited till night to talk,thought she might be free,I picked my phone and dialled her number.she picked up and we talked a while,her expressions were not like that as she used to do.

We said each other goodnight and went on to sleep..

Next morning when I wake up, I got a mesg on my number

‘’sorry what all happened and never call me again”

I was shocked ,what I did,any fault of mine.i suddenly called her ,she picked and said ‘’ see I don’t want u to cry,be matured and face what I say,sorry for what all happened these days in our relation’’.

Phone got cut…..

Listening this I was in ano mood to call her agin,I was deeply shocked to listen and tears rolled my eyes..i tried to control my tears ,but it was as if my life was gone and am a dead body.

Next day I called her to ask her whats the fault of mine,why she said so….but number was switched off..continuosly calling, I got frustated.and went on to meet her..i reached at the place ,but I found she left 4 days before,I dnt know where she left..i sat helplessly in her door front.and walked away after sometime.

Thinking of her memories and crying I opened my fb just to see her in it,I opened it and a messg appeared “ u are so sweet but I was not eligible for u,u loved me,and I believe that u will be happy in your life,where I live I will love you’’.

Reading this mesg I was stun that she left me…

And it wasn’t a joke , my life changed I couldn’t search her anymore as I didn’t knew her place .her new number…just I now used to read her mesgs to convince myself that one day she will come again…I didn’t move on to other city as a believe that she might come someday to meet me here.

Days passed by,and it had been 2 yrs now,still waiting for her ,thinking she will come one day….

It was my 100 percent love for her that I am still standing awake for her ,but her 101 percent love (beliving for own an future,destroying a relation listening others words) for me made a wall for me for my whole life..

Still going on smiling as if she is with me and will be forever.

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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Publication Date: 03-05-2015

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