A woman Who is Searching For Nothing - Filamie Lourly Cacdac (smallest ebook reader txt) 📗

shore. One of them had given her a gift, a diary where she could preserve her memoirs. There she manages to touch those pages and discloses every chapter of her life. She dreamt to own a flower shop so she planned to travel wherever she wanted. 

However, before this dream could have happened, a particular guy happens to confess his emotion towards her. He is from another school and they have met from a restaurant wherein these five damsels used to eat. He intends to give her a necklace which has the letter “L” on its pendant. 

 

It was a sunny day and the man paid her a visit. The house was empty so she invited him inside and chatted for a while. It was an old house, scarcely any furniture but the wind was chilly and the ambience was cozy. It was neither romantic nor dispassionate for they still both barely know each other. Nevertheless, the man is serious and he likes to woo her.

I want you to have this present

“I want you to have this one as a simple present,” the man stood beside her and handed her the gift.

“Let me guess, L stands for your surname, isn’t it?” she asked him while holding the necklace.

“Perhaps. But it could be for LOVE either, he replied.”

 

Sadly, she did not accept the proposal to be his inamorata for he was then too good for someone like her. “Too good to be true.”

 

Nonetheless, the guy is so kind that he accepted her refusal and he left to another state afterwards. Months had passed and her precious diary she wrote her yearning for him, whispers from the heart only the wind could hear her silent care. She had never heard of him since then.

Life turned the pages

Life turned the pages, she and her four friends finished junior high and started planning for the next segment of their lives. They’re quite unhappy for the path they will take could be in separate ways, but life is like that. Things may come and go. “Change is the only stable in this world.” So they set off and started their long journey.

 

As she walks through her life in the next stage and in an utterly sadistic word of mortal, she has become a girl who subsists in the lap of foolishness, an impious girl who dances in deceit and in confusion. Unwittingly, her innocence turned into immense falsity and turpitude. Eventually, she was brought home and given a time-out by her loved ones. Amidst of these massive predicaments, she had found a creature of which she carries in her hands. A subtle, exquisite little entity she's fond of, therefore she keeps it parallel to her heart. Thus, whenever, whatever or wherever she may be, they are always bound to stir as one.

 

Consequently, she breathes life into and summons her dreams again. From that day forward, wherever she goes, she always carries with her 21 lovely, unscathed tulips.

Chapter 2: The unveiling of this girl

Chapter 2

The unveiling of this girl… 

 

A frisky young little girl blossomed into a real, luminous lady. After getting her feet back unto the ground, she carefully touches her new realm with enthusiasm, letting the breeze sway her silky-smooth sundress, stride the green grass of her home, breathe unreservedly and hum the lyrics of her heart. This young lady who carries 21 lovely, unscathed tulips began her venturesome journey.

 

Flight KIS II-003, arrival at exactly 7:18 pm.

PERIDOT means Married happiness

 

She feels uneasy, anxious and unable to move caused by nervousness in her first time of travel. The captain of that aircraft seems to be hostile, shown by his stare and distantly unapproachable gestures. A  sound of broken glass caught the Capitán’s attention. 

That's alright Senorita...

“That’s alright Señorita. It happens sometimes, said the Captain as he helps her clean the broken glass on the floor.”

“I’m so sorry but thank you, Capitán, as she looks into his eyes.”

“Just call me Jan George,” they both stood up and gaze at each other. The time stops for a moment and a smile suddenly lights up their faces.

 

During the duration of such voyage, she happened to know him a bit closer but didn’t expect to be her acquaintance. First impressions do not always last.  A shadowless emotion seems to grow in a given instance, a sensation they never thought would come along and rouse their consciousness. She seems to be intoxicated by some undefined spirits and obliviously, she had given him her 18 lovely, unscathed tulips as the sign of their newly found relationship.

Reach Destination

“After we have reached our destination, try to take this route and rent this place,” he told her. 

“Hence, you will be my landlord?” she asked.

“We’ll see each other again, won’t we?” the Captain replied.

“Sì Capitán, I’d love to see you again.” 

 

and to him, she wrote her deepest sentiment…

TULIPS

TULIPS

 

It is pure and immaculate

You can definitely stare but hardly touch it

Its petals are folded and it might unfasten

in response to light or heat 

There might be a precious gem inside

but let nobody touches it

Nor shall take such one gem away from it

 

Tulip… a sign of perseverance

It definitely survives amidst the cold season

Nobody could ever destroy it unless you intend to ruin it

 

Tulip… such deceitful beauty it is

Its enchanting charm deceives everyone

Dozens of tulips make your day a lucky one

The plane had disembarked

The plane had finally disembarked and she carried her luggage with enthusiasm. She searched for the said house and stayed there for the rest of her journey. The smile on her face seems to stay there forever, or will remain there until her infatuation fades away.

 

The next morning, she paid a visit to a shop where she glared at the flowers while humming her own lyrics with such deep affection. Her glow can be compared to the flowers to its fine, purity and radiance. She exited the flower shop and smiled all throughout the city.

The Capitán went home

 Eventually, the Capitán went home after his flight