Bella Swan's Diary - Melody Dupree (life changing books to read .txt) 📗

LOVE BELLA

DEAR DIARY,
I AM SO SCARED I GOT TO EDWARD BUT NOW WE ARE GOING TO MEET THE VOLTURI ELDERS I DO NOT WANT TO BE HERE WHAT AM I GOING TO DO IF WE DIE HERE IT IS GOING TO BE MY FAULT I AM SO SCARED THAT I THINK I MIGHT PASS OUT AT ANY MOMENT I AM JUST GLAD THAT EDWARD IS WITH ME RIGHT NOW AND HE DID NOT GET A CHANCE TO GO THROUGH WITH HIS PLAN TO KILL HIMSELF WITH HIM BY MY SIDE I FEEL LIKE HE NEVER LEFT BUT THIS IS ROSALIE'S FAULT IF SHE HAD NOT TOLD EDWARD I KILLED MY SELF HE NEVER WOULD HAVE COME HERE TO KILL HIMSELF TO BE WITH ME AGAIN I BLAME HER FOR THIS IF I LIVE THROUGH THIS I WILL BE SO HAPPY GOODBYE
LOVE BELLA

DEAR DIARY,
THANKFULLY WE ARE STILL ALVIE TODAY THE PROBLEM IS AS SOON AS THE PLANE LANDED HERE IN FORKS AND EDWARD MADE SURE I GOT HOME SAFELY HE LEFT WITH HIS FAMILY TO GO BACK TO ALASKA BUT ALICE FELT BAD AND SAID SHE WOULD RATHER STAY WITH ME IF I WAS WILLING EDWARD LOOKED AT HER LIKE SHE WAS CRAZY SO SHE TOLD HIM TO STAY OUT OF HER HEAD AND MIND HIS OWN BUSINESS AND HE LEFT I DO NOT KEEP IN TOUCH WITH EDWARD BECAUSE HE TURNED OFF HIS CELL PHONE I DO NOT KNOW WHY HE GAVE ME HIS CELL PHONE NUMBER IF HE WAS JUST GOING TO TURN IT OFF WELL I CAN NOT WORRY ABOUT THAT RIGHT NOW SO I AM GOING TO GO TO SLEEP NOW BYE
LOVE BELLA

DEAR DIARY,
I JUST GOT HOME FROM WORK SO I AM ON MY WAY HOME AND I DO NOT KNOW WHAT TO EXPECT WHEN I GET THERE BECAUSE IT IS MY BIRTHDAY I JUST HOPE ALICE DID NOT GO OVERBOARD AGAIN ECSPECIALLY WITH THE DECORATING WELL I GUESS I WILL FIND OUT SOON THIS BETTER NOT TURN INTO ANOTHER FIASCO LIKE LAST TIME DID BECAUSE THAT WAS A COMPLETE DISASTER I REALLY HOPE IT TURNS OUT BETTER THAN LAST TIME GOT TO GO BYE
LOVE BELLA

DEAR DIARY,
MY BIRTHDAY WAS WAY BETTER THAN LAST TIME YOU WILL NEVER BELIEVE WHAT ALICE DID FOR ME SHE CHANGED ME INTO A VAMPIRE EDWARD NEVER DID AND NEVER WOULD CHANGE ME IN TO A VAMPIRE SO I AM GLAD ALICE DID I OPENED MY PRESENTS YESTERDAY AND ABOUT FIVE OF THEM WERE FROM EDWARD I LEFT THOSE ALONE I DID NOT EVEN TOUCH THEM BECAUSE HE CAN NOT KEEP EXPECTING ME TO ACCEPT THEM HE IS JUST WASTING MONEY FOR NO REASON WHEN I CAME INTO MY ROOM LAST NIGHT MY CLOSET WAS NOT EVEN THE SAME ALL OF MY CLOTHES WERE DIFFERENT I COULD NOT BELIVE ALICE WOULD DO THAT FOR ME I WAS SO HAPPY I HUGGED HER UNTIL SHE WAS TRYING TO PRY MY ARMS FROM AROUND HER NECK IT WAS SO STRANGE I YANKED THE FIRST THING I SAW OFF OF THE HANGER AND PUT IT ON SO SHE COULD SEE HOW IT LOOKED BUT HER EMOTIONS SURPRISED ME A LITTLE BIT SO I DID SOMETHING WEIRD WHEN SHE LOOKED AT ME SHE ASKED IF I HAD JUST CHANGED HER EMOTIONS AND I SAID YES I DID I GUESS WHY THEN SHE TOLD ME THAT JASPER COULD DO THE SAME THING THAT I COULD IT WAS SO WEIRD THEN SHE PULLED HER CELL PHONE OUT AND CALLED CARLISLE TO TALK TO EDWARD ABOUT THAT AS SOON AS HE HEARD THAT I COULD DO THE SAME THING AS JASPER HE RACED OVER HERE TO SEE ME IT WAS SO WEIRD HE WAS ASKING ME SO MANY QUESTIONS AND THEN EDWARD AND ALICE STARTED PACKING MY STUFF WITH LIGHTNING SPEED NEXT THING I KNEW WE WERE IN ALASKA ALONG WITH MY LAMBORGHINI IN CARLISLE'S HOUSE TALKING WITH THE REST OF THE FAMILY I AM SO HAPPY TO BE WITH THEM THAT I DO NOT WANT TO LEAVE
LOVE BELLA


DEAR DIARY,
I DIDNT HAVE TO LEAVE THE CULLENS EVERY TIME ROSALIE LOOKS AT ME I FEEL WAVES OF HOSTILITY ROLL OFF OF HER ITS LIKE IM STILL INTRUDING IN HER FAMILYS SECRET LIFE EVEN THOUGH I AM ONE OF THEM EDWARD KEEPS TELLING ME TO IGNORE HER BUT IT REALLY HURTS MY FEELINGS WELL THATS ALL FOR TODAY
LOVE BELLA

DEAR DIARY,
I ASKED ROSALIE WHAT I HAD DONE TO HER THE OTHER DAY WHEN THE OTHERS WENT OUT HUNTING SHE TOLD ME HER STORY IT WAS NICE TO KNOW HOW SHE FELT BUT SAD TO KNOW HOW HER LIFE HAD ENDED SO SOON I TOLD HER THAT I DIDNT ASK TO BECOME A VAMPIRE THAT IT WAS A BIRTHDAY PRESENT FROM ALICE SHE APOLOGIZED FOR BEING SO MEAN WHEN SHE FINALLY UNDERSTOOD WHY I WAS A VAMPIRE I TOLD HER IT WAS OKAY AND THEN I PICKED UP MY BOOK CALLED WUTHERING HEIGHTS AND STARTED TO READ WELL THATS ALL FOR TODAY
LOVE BELLA

DEAR DIARY,
EDWARD PROPOSED AND ASKED ME TO MARRY HIM I CANT BELIEVE IT IF I WAS STILL HUMAN I MIGHT HAVE PASSED OUT BUT FOR VAMPIRES THAT IS IMPOSSIBLE I WAS SO HAPPY THAT JASPER FELT SICK EVEN I GOT A LITTLE SICK BUT IM STILL SO HAPPY WELL THATS ALL FOR TODAY SEE YOU LATER
LOVE BELLA

DEAR DIARY,

SORRY I HAVEN'T WRITTEN IN A WHILE I WAS BUSY PLANNING THE WEDDING. I CAN'T BELIEVE THAT IT'S ONLY THREE MONTHS UNTIL WE GET MARRIED! I'M SOOOOOOOOOOOOOO HAPPY! GOT TO GO NOW ALICE IS CALLING ME BYE
LOVE BELLA

DEAR DIARY,

WE JUST GOT MARIED AND IM SOOOOOOOO HAPPY. RIGHT NOW WE ARE ON OUR HONEYMOON AND EDWARD IS KIND OF HAPPY THAT HE WON'T PUT ME IN DANGER ANYMORE NOW THAT I'M A VAMPIRE. HE DOESN'T HAVE TO WORRY ABOUT A SCREAMING BABY EITHER. WE ARE JUST GOING TO ADOPT INSTEAD AND WE ARE THINKING ABOUT GETTING TWINS OR A BOY AND A GIRL. I CAN ALREADY SEE OUR DAUGHTER GIVING HER DADDY HELL. HE'S GOING TO BE TRYING TO KEEP ALL THE BOYS AWAY FROM HER AND SO WILL HER BROTHER. WELL THAT'S ALL FOR NOW! SEE YOU LATER.

LOVE BELLA

DEAR DIARY,

EDWARD THINKS AND ACTS LIKE I AM STILL BREAKABLE AND IT IRRITATES ME ALOT. SO I DON'T KNOW WHAT TO DO RIGHT NOW BECAUSE HE'S ACTING LIKE A JERK. HE WAS SUPPOSED TO TAKE ME TO GET A NEW F***ING DIARY TODAY, BUT I DECIDED TO GO ON MY OWN. WELL NOT EXACTLY ON MY OWN MORE LIKE WITH ROSALIE AND ALICE. I NEED THE GIRL BONDING TIME. WELL THAT'S ALL FOR THIS DIARY SEE YOU LATER!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

LOVE BELLA

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Publication Date: 08-18-2010

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