Look at that - - (dar e dil novel online reading .txt) 📗

Or maybe that wasn’t even what he was afraid of, but rather the possibility that, sooner or later, they would come to the attention of a colleague who in no time would shout it from the rooftops at work; or of one of his ex’s best friends who in turn would convey it all to her without fail; or, even his ex herself who, adding insult to injury, would deem his grief over their break up as way too short-lived before he threw himself back into the mix. Well, then let them come to. Yes he was alone, yes, he should not be, he did not deserve to be, it didn’t suit him to be; yes, he sought human com-munication; yes, he missed the female warmth; yes, he didn’t think it all demeaning to be here on the site, and no, neurotics and clinical cases were not the peo-ple who had gathered here, but rather, the kind who, while they were all alone and couldn’t stand it, and it didn’t suit them, and they didn’t deserve it, it never crossed their minds. So, what was the problem? None whatsoever. As a matter of fact, he would upload them whether he wanted to or not.

You’ll see, Babis cajoled himself (or rather it was his self that cajoled him), it’s not such a big deal. Like a vaccine shot that you have to have for your own good and that feels worse before you have it than in that moment of being injected, or less even after it’s done.