Xeno and Andy - Brandi B. (best way to read an ebook .txt) 📗

seemed in so much pain as he sighed. "I understand." He then turned away to look out the window as we surfaced and didn't talk to me again as we flew over the Shinkuada plains  and then to the entrance of Seka No tun bla mount. I parked my car and got out with everyone else. I had tear in my eyes. Was he here? MY Andy? Was he? I saw the others, even the guys, tears falling down their face. I was the first to speak, well more like screech. "Andy!!!! Andy where are you?! Andyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy! Andy come back to me!!!!" Tears ran down my face, warm and salty as my screams ecoed back at me. I fell to my knees, as the others desperately called for their fighters. They weren't just our friends they were our souls, our companions, our lives. I noticed that Xeno, Shilu, Lola, and Shikana were all stiff and angered looking. People are only meant to have one companion for a reason. My friends all looked shocked when as the sun set and my Andy had not come I broke into tears and curled into a ball on the ground. Everyone knew I never cried. Ever. They were surprised that I did and Xeno's featured softened. "You said you would never leave! come back! Dont leave me all alone...." My yells to the hevens were unheard as they bounced back, my sobs eccoing off the canyon and Xeno came over, hugging me close to his chest as I wept relentlessly into it, and not only my friends, but people from the Rebles stared, tears in their eyes. They knew, all of them that without Andy I might as well die. He was everything to me. We did everything together, hell when this was all over we were going to get married. I may only be 15, but I knew I loved him with every fiber of my being and wanted him back, no needed him back. Xeno picked me up and the Rebels lead us to our room, me crying in his chest. I vagely remembered them telling him they hadn't seen Andy or the others since the day we dissapeared. Xeno laid us down in bed as I cried in his chest until I fell asleep. I woke up the next morning alone facing the rising sun. Memories of last night flooded me and tears streamed freely. Andy was everything to me, and now he was gone. I got up and decided to take a bath. It'd been awhile. I bathed and changed into the same gear only with ice blue and crimsion red swirls. I walked through the halls getting happy smiles, so I smiled back. Good no one knew. Without realising it, I had arrived at the training field. I took my duel weilders and let out all my emotions. The dummy was supposed to be made of indestructable material and and the sun began to set, with a final blow I shattered it. The people were giving me scared looks. I saw my reflection in a puddle and saw one eye glowing bright red and the other a cold,icey blue. The red made me angry and I started on a second dummy. Everyone but Xeno stopped by saying I had to eat and sleep. I sent them away. The fact that Xeno was gone pissed me off and saddened me even more I was fighting the dummies for I don't know how long but when I could have sworn the sun rose for the third time that day and I had destroyed four dummies I stopped panting, eyes glowing brightly still those two colors. I punched a coloum disgusting with the colors. I knew it was bad but hatred was building inside of me and I was starting to hate both of them. I went back to our room, stripped off my sweat clothes, bathed, dressed and head back downstairs. This time my clothes had purple swirls, I wasn't going to wear either of their colors. I stomped down the halls towards the dining room. Alone?

As I entered the hall everyone turned to look my way with my eyes glowing they looked scared. Word had spread of how  I broke the unbreakable dummies. Then one of the leaders approached me reminding me that I was supposed to preform a song tonight so I got on stage and started with a song from an alternate uneriverse I had found. It said a lot.

"Da da da daDa da da daDa da da da da,I don't know if I can yell any louder,How many times have I kicked you out of hereOr said something insulting?Da da da da daI can be so mean when I wanna be,I am capable of really anything,I can cut you into pieces,When my heart is broken.Da da da da daPlease, don't leave me [2x]I always say how I don't need youBut it's always gonna come right back to thisPlease, don't leave meHow did I become so obnoxious?What is it with you that makes me act like this?I've never been this nasty.Can't you tell that this is all just a contest?The one that wins will be the one that hits the hardest.But baby I don't mean it,I mean it, I promiseDa da da da daPlease, don't leave me, ohPlease, don't leave me (don't leave me)I always say how I don't need youBut it's always gonna come right back to thisPlease, don't leave meI forgot to say out loudHow beautiful you really are to me.I can't be without.You're my perfect little punching bag,And I need you.I'm sorry.Da da da daDa da da daDa da da da daPlease, please, don't leave meBaby, please, don't leave me (no, don't leave me)Please, don't leave me(I always say) I always say how I don't need youBut it's always gonna come right back to thisPlease, don't leave me (yeah)Please, don't leave me(I) I always say how I don't need youBut it's always gonna come right back to this.(please, please) please, don't leave me,Baby, please, please, don't leave me."

This is kind of how I felt with Andy and Xeno. I hurt alot. After I was done, because I always keep promises. I sat back down, hating my new, now permanent eye color. I ate, and with everyone still staring got up and left. There was only now one week left or if I marked off this day 6 days. I had started down the hall way at a walk, then a jog and then a run. I ran and ran, even when I was outside the moutains and ran to where Andy and I would always hang out at the lake. I stared at myself in the lake. My eyes, that weren't mine, but of two people who broke me. I snarled and splashed the water. What was I becoming? Some disgusting monster built of hatred? I was disgusted with myself and the world. I felt a strong hand on my shoulder and stiffined. "What?" I was surprised by the growl in my voice. Robin flinched. Wait how did I know it was Robin? Whatever. "Don't hit yourself they'll come back." I laughed a snarl. "You can say that because you all have your fighters back." He flinched again. "He'll come back. Don't turn bitter." And with that he left. I snarled a laugh when he left. I looked at my reflection. "He is right. We've become bitter and hateful. When were we ever like this?! Huh?!" I screamed at my reflection, wanting an answer and didn't get one. I scoughed and turned away. I heard someone coming and hid behind a rock. It was Andy. All my feelings washed away as I got ready to run to him, but stopped when I saw someone else. I moved closer and hid behhind a tree listening. It was Xeno and Andy. "WHERE IS SHE?!" "She doesn't want to see you." "Thats bullshit! You just didn't tell her I wanted to meet her here! Where is Brandi you little shit excuse for a fighter!" Andy.... Andy missed me? "Well why didn't you come when she called huh?!" "I didn't hear her! I was waiting here just like I have every single night! Where is SHE?!" Andy tackled Xeno to the ground. "She's mine now brother!" Brother was full of resentment and bitter acid. I stepped a bit closer to look and knowing my luck a branch snapped. They both stopped and looked up, their eyes scaned the trees looking and then Andy sniffed. He ran towards the trees and I burst out towards him. Everything washed away when I saw his face light up. I smacked into his chest. "I thought you left me. I thought you didn't love me anymore. I was becoming cold and hard and mean. You said you'd never leave but you did!" "I'm so sorry, I'm so so so sorry baby. I'm so so so sorry. I'll never go away again. Never ever ever. I love you." He mumbled in my hair over and over. "I love you too and I won't let you. You can never leave again. I'll chain you down if I have to." My words were soft, squished by his muscled chest. "Your eyes changed." "Yeah I know." "You wanna go for a ride?" I nodded. Rides always made me feel better and it helped us bond. He shifted and without a glance at Xeno hopped on his back and connected to his mind showing him all that had happened and he showed me all that had happened as we flew threw the sky leaving behind a broken looking Xeno which broke my heart, but Andy was my only, my first for everthing, my love. 'I love you too.' I snuggled into his warm scales. I missed his warmth and kindness. We arrived back at base where everyone had been looking for me and as I walked back hand in hand with him everyone sighed and left us be. I walked back to our bedroom and showed him around before laying on the bed snuggling.

 

Love and War

I looked up from his chest and looked at his eyes. Those crimsion red eyes, bright pink lips, so soft, pointed ears, snake bites, shaggy black hair, toned muscles and mine. "Your staring." I blushed and then pouted "Am not." "Are too." Before I could reply my mouth was silenced by his, soft and tender, yet passionet and loving, tellling me jst how much he had missed