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This lovely light, it lights not me; all loveliness is anguish to me, since I can neā€™er enjoy. Gifted with the high perception, I lack the low, enjoying power; damned, most subtly and most malignantly! damned in the midst of Paradise! Good nightā€”good night! (waving his hand, he moves from the window.)

ā€˜Twas not so hard a task. I thought to find one stubborn, at the least; but my one cogged circle fits into all their various wheels, and they revolve. Or, if you will, like so many ant-hills of powder, they all stand before me; and I their match. Oh, hard! that to fire others, the match itself must needs be wasting! What Iā€™ve dared, Iā€™ve willed; and what Iā€™ve willed, Iā€™ll do! They think me madā€” Starbuck does; but Iā€™m demoniac, I am madness maddened! That wild madness thatā€™s only calm to comprehend itself! The prophecy was that I should be dismembered; andā€”Aye! I lost this leg. I now prophesy that I will dismember my dismemberer. Now, then, be the prophet and the fulfiller one. Thatā€™s more than ye, ye great gods, ever were. I laugh and hoot at ye, ye cricket-players, ye pugilists, ye deaf Burkes and blinded Bendigoes! I will not say as schoolboys do to bulliesā€”Take some one of your own size; donā€™t pommel me! No, yeā€™ve knocked me down, and I am up again; but ye have run and hidden. Come forth from behind your cotton bags! I have no long gun to reach ye. Come, Ahabā€™s compliments to ye; come and see if ye can swerve me. Swerve me? ye cannot swerve me, else ye swerve yourselves! man has ye there. Swerve me? The path to my fixed purpose is laid with iron rails, whereon my soul is grooved to run. Over unsounded gorges, through the rifled hearts of mountains, under torrentsā€™ beds, unerringly I rush! Naughtā€™s an obstacle, naughtā€™s an angle to the iron way!

CHAPTER 38

Dusk

By the Mainmast; Starbuck leaning against it.

My soul is more than matched; sheā€™s over-manned; and by a madman! Insufferable sting, that sanity should ground arms on such a field! But he drilled deep down, and blasted all my reason out of me! I think I see his impious end; but feel that I must help him to it. Will I, nill I, the ineffable thing has tied me to him; tows me with a cable I have no knife to cut. Horrible old man! Whoā€™s over him, he cries;ā€”aye, he would be a democrat to all above; look, how he lords it over all below! Oh! I plainly see my miserable office,ā€” to obey, rebelling; and worse yet, to hate with touch of pity! For in his eyes I read some lurid woe would shrivel me up, had I it. Yet is there hope. Time and tide flow wide. The hated whale has the round watery world to swim in, as the small gold-fish has its glassy globe. His heaven-insulting purpose, God may wedge aside. I would up heart, were it not like lead. But my whole clockā€™s run down; my heart the all-controlling weight, I have no key to lift again.

[A burst of revelry from the forecastle.]

Oh, God! to sail with such a heathen crew that have small touch of human mothers in them! Whelped somewhere by the sharkish sea. The white whale is their demigorgon. Hark! the infernal orgies! that revelry is forward! mark the unfaltering silence aft! Methinks it pictures life. Foremost through the sparkling sea shoots on the gay, embattled, bantering bow, but only to drag dark Ahab after it, where he broods within his sternward cabin, builded over the dead water of the wake, and further on, hunted by its wolfish gurglings. The long howl thrills me through! Peace! ye revellers, and set the watch! Oh, life! ā€˜tis in an hour like this, with soul beat down and held to knowledge,ā€” as wild, untutored things are forced to feedā€”Oh, life! ā€˜tis now that I do feel the latent horror in thee! but ā€˜tis not me! that horrorā€™s out of me, and with the soft feeling of the human in me, yet will I try to fight ye, ye grim, phantom futures! Stand by me, hold me, bind me, O ye blessed influences!

CHAPTER 39

First Night Watch

(Stubb solus, and mending a brace.)

Ha! ha! ha! ha! hem! clear my throat!ā€”Iā€™ve been thinking over it ever since, and that ha, haā€™s the final consequence. Why so? Because a laughā€™s the wisest, easiest answer to all thatā€™s queer; and come what will, one comfortā€™s always leftā€” that unfailing comfort is, itā€™s all predestinated. I heard not all his talk with Starbuck; but to my poor eye Starbuck then looked something as I the other evening felt. Be sure the old Mogul has fixed him, too. I twigged it, knew it; had had the gift, might readily have prophesied itā€”for when I clapped my eye upon his skull I saw it. Well, Stubb, wise Stubbā€” thatā€™s my titleā€”well, Stubb, what of it, Stubb? Hereā€™s a carcase. I know not all that may be coming, but be it what it will, Iā€™ll go to it laughing. Such a waggish leering as lurks in all your horribles! I feel funny. Fa, la! lirra, skirra! Whatā€™s my juicy little pear at home doing now? Crying its eyes out?ā€” Giving a party to the last arrived harpooneers, I dare say, gay as a frigateā€™s pennant, and so am Iā€”fa, la! lirra, skirra! Ohā€”

Weā€™ll drink to-night with hearts as light, To love, as gay and fleeting As bubbles that swim, on the beakerā€™s brim, And break on the lips while meeting.

A brave stave thatā€”who calls? Mr. Starbuck? Aye, aye, sirā€” (Aside) heā€™s my superior, he has his too, if Iā€™m not mistaken.ā€” Aye, aye, sir, just through with this jobā€”coming.

CHAPTER 40

Midnight, Forecastle

HARPOONEERS AND SAILORS

(Foresail rises and discovers the watch standing, lounging, leaning, and lying in various attitudes, all singing in chorus.)

Farewell and adieu to you, Spanish ladies! Farewell and adieu to you, ladies of Spain! Our captainā€™s commanded.ā€”

1ST NANTUCKET SAILOR

Oh, boys, donā€™t be sentimental. itā€™s bad for the digestion! Take a tonic, follow me! (Sings, and all follow) Our captain stood upon the deck, A spy-glass in his hand, A viewing of those gallant whales That blew at every strand. Oh, your tubs in your boats, my boys, And by your braces stand, And weā€™ll have one of those fine whales, Hand, boys, over hand! So, be cheery, my lads! may your hearts never fail! While the bold harpooneer is striking the whale!

MATEā€™S VOICE FROM THE QUARTER-DECK

Eight bells there, forward!

2ND NANTUCKET SAILOR

Avast the chorus! Eight bells there! dā€™ye hear, bell-boy? Strike the bell eight, thou Pip! thou blackling! and let me call the watch. Iā€™ve the sort of mouth for thatā€”the hogshead mouth. So, so, (thrusts his head down the scuttle,) Star-bo-l-e-e-n-s, a-h-o-y! Eight bells there below! Tumble up!

DUTCH SAILOR

Grand snoozing to-night, maty; fat night for that. I mark this in our old Mogulā€™s wine; itā€™s quite as deadening to some as filliping to others. We sing; they sleepā€”aye, lie down there, like ground-tier butts. At ā€˜em again! There, take this copper-pump, and hail ā€˜em through it. Tell ā€˜em to avast dreaming of their lassies. Tell ā€˜em itā€™s the resurrection; they must kiss their last, and come to judgment. Thatā€™s the wayā€”thatā€™s it; thy throat ainā€™t spoiled with eating Amsterdam butter.

FRENCH SAILOR

Hist, boys! letā€™s have a jig or two before we ride to anchor in Blanket Bay. What say ye? There comes the other watch. Stand by all legs! Pip! little Pip! hurrah with your tambourine!

PIP (Sulky and sleepy)

Donā€™t know where it is.

FRENCH SAILOR

Beat thy belly, then, and wag thy ears. Jig it, men, I say; merryā€™s the word; hurrah! Damn me, wonā€™t you dance? Form, now, Indian-file, and gallop into the double-shuffle? Throw yourselves! Legs! legs!

ICELAND SAILOR

I donā€™t like your floor, maty; itā€™s too springy to my taste. Iā€™m used to ice-floors. Iā€™m sorry to throw cold water on the subject; but excuse me.

MALTESE SAILOR

Me too; whereā€™s your girls? Who but a fool would take his left hand by his right, and say to himself, how dā€™ye do? Partners! I must have partners!

SICILIAN SAILOR

Aye; girls and a green!ā€”then Iā€™ll hop with ye; yea, turn grasshopper!

LONG-ISLAND SAILOR

Well, well, ye sulkies, thereā€™s plenty more of us. Hoe corn when you may, say I. All legs go to harvest soon. Ah! here comes the music; now for it!

AZORE SAILOR (Ascending, and pitching the tambourine up the scuttle.)

Here you are, Pip; and thereā€™s the windlass-bits; up you mount! Now, boys!

(The half of them dance to the tambourine; some go below; some sleep or lie among the coils of rigging. Oaths a-plenty.)

AZORE SAILOR (Dancing)

Go it, Pip! Bang it, bell-boy! Rig it, dig it, stig it, quig it, bell-boy! Make fire-flies; break the jinglers!

PIP

Jinglers, you say?ā€”there goes another, dropped off; I pound it so.

CHINA SAILOR

Rattle thy teeth, then, and pound away; make a pagoda of thyself.

FRENCH SAILOR

Merry-mad! Hold up thy hoop, Pip, till I jump through it! Split jibs! tear yourselves! Tashtego ( Quietly smoking.)

Thatā€™s a white man; he calls that fun: humph! I save my sweat.

OLD MANX SAILOR

I wonder whether those jolly lads bethink them of what they are dancing over. Iā€™ll dance over your grave, I willā€”thatā€™s the bitterest threat of your night-women, that beat head-winds round corners. O Christ! to think of the green navies and the green-skulled crews! Well, well; belike the whole worldā€™s a ball, as you scholars have it; and so ā€˜tis right to make one ballroom of it. Dance on, lads, youā€™re young; I was once.

3D NANTUCKET SAILOR

Spell oh this is worse than pulling after whales in a calmā€” give us a whiff, Tash.

(They cease dancing, and gather in clusters. Meantime the sky darkensā€” the wind rises.)

LASCAR SAILOR

By Brahma! boys, itā€™ll be douse sail soon. The sky-born, high-tide Ganges turned to wind! Thou showest thy black brow, Seeva!

MALTESE SAILOR (Reclining and shaking his cap)

Itā€™s the wavesā€”the snowā€™s caps turn to jig it now. Theyā€™ll shake their tassels soon. Now would all the waves were women, then Iā€™d go drown, and chassee with

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