YOU LITTLE SON OF A BITCH! IM GOING TO KILL YOU WITH MY OWN HANDS! He screamed as Kenny pulled him off. Alfredo got up and punched Justin square in the face, and Justin lost it. He started to punch him again, and kicked him. He went inside his bus and grabbed his suit cases and threw them at his face. Justin:I WANT YOU OUT OF HERE YOU PIECE OF SHIT, O YOU HEAR ME? IF I EVER SEE YOU NEAR NAOMI, NEAR MY TEAM, OR ANY OF THE GIRLS ON THIS TOUR, IM GOING TO FUCK YOU UP! Kenny grabbed Justin by his waist and brought him to the bus. Pattie came quickly after. Pattie:JUSTIN DREW BIEBER, WHAT WAS ALL OF THAT? Justin:HE RAPED NAOMI! HE RAPED MY GIRL, THAT DOESN'T GO UN PUNISHED! Pattie looked at me shaking on the couch and came to hug me. Justin kept trying to go outside, but Kenny wouldn't let him. Justin:Mom, I need you to get the morning after pill. Pattie:What? Justin:You heard me! I don't want Naomi getting pregnant with that monster's child. Pattie looked at me aand left. Justin turned to me and he had blood all over his face. Me:Justin! Justin:I know. He went to the bathroom to wash his face, but he kept wincing. Me:Let me help. I went in and grabbed a towel, wet the end, and cleaned his face softly. Justin:I can't believe your looking after me right now. Me:Better one than two. Justin:I'd rather have it be me. I looked up and his eye was swollen. His bangs were all red with blood, and his lip was cut. Justin:Don't worry okay? Me:I would give you a kiss right now, but your lip is cut. He smiled some and winced. Justin:I feel it now. Justin went in to take a shower and cleaned off the blood in his hair and body. Justin:I think he broke a rib. Me:Do you want to go to a hospital? Justin:No, im good. Promise. Pattie:Naomi, come here. Me:I'll be right back. I opened the bathroom door and Pattie was in the front with a pill and a glass of water. Pattie:This has a 99 percent chance of getting rid of it. Me:99 percent? Pattie:But it will work. Me and Justin will pray for you every night. The whole crew will pray. Me:Thankyou. I took the pill and went to sleep. The next few days, Justin protected me like a hawk. Even though I didn't feel like laughing, he told jokes and things. One day, Pattie came in while Justin was changing. Pattie passed me a blue box. Pattie:There's a pregnancy test in there. Go try it out. I went to the bathroom and well...tested it, an it came out to Positive. I couldn't believe it. My vision blurred with hot tears. I didn't want this baby. I didn't want to be in this situation. I sat on the floor and took deep breath's. Hot tears spilled down my face. Justin:Naomi? Me:In here. He opened the bathroom door and crouched down next to me. Justin pulled me onto his lap and I gave him the stick. He looked at it for a while, rocking me back and forth. Me:I don't want it. Justin:You can't have an abortion. That's killing a baby. I kept crying in his chest and he rocked me back and forth. Justin:Were going to find a foster family, and there going to love it, and you won't have nothing to do with it. Were going to get older and get married, and you'll have my kids. His voice broke and I felt small droplets of water reach my scalp. Justin:They will be the cutest kids ever. They'll have the coolest clothes and the best toys. We'll live in a palace, and you won't have to lift a finger. He said crying. Justin:And we will grow old in our nursing home, and we will be in our motor chairs chasing eacother around. I cried into his chest. I hated Alfredo. I wanted to kill him for making Justin cry. Justin:And when the battery dies out, I will chase you with my cane to our room, and call our kids and we'll be together forever. Everything will be perfect. Forever. He kept crying, his voice braking whenever he spoke. Justin:Now Romeo and Juliet, bet they never felt the way we felt, Bonnie and Clide, never had to hide like we do, we do, you and I both now it can't work, it' all fun and games, 'till someone gets hurt and I don't, I won't let that be you. He kissed my head and rocked me back and forth. We stayed like this all day. Crying and falling asleep, then waking up to one of us sobbing. We took a shower, and Justin didn't act like a pervert at all. He helped me get dressed and we just talked the rest of the day. I was upset. I didn't want Justin feeling helpless. I never wanted to see him cry or suffer. I wanted for everything he said to come true. Together forever. As he hugged me close, I couldn't help but suffer. I wanted him to be okay, I wanted the whole situation to disapear. Me:Justin? Justin:Yes? Me:Do you think God made your arms to hold me? Because I feel awfully comfortable. He smiled. Justin:Maybe sweetheart. Maybe. Weeks passed and I could feel myself getting bigger. Justin wasn't happy anymore. He would mope around, he never wanted to perform. This was all my fault. I had to get rid of all of this so Justin could be happy. I looked in the cabinet and saw a bottle of Pattie's prescription pills. Don't worry Justin, this time, I will make everything okay I grabbed the bottle of pills and a glass of water. If I was gone, Justin would be happy because there wouldn't be a baby. I took them all and climbed in my bunk. Suddenly, my limbs started to feel numb. My vision was hazy and I just felt...numb. After a couple of minutes, Justin came in. Justin:Baby, you will not believe what they did to me. I was to numb to anwser him. Justin:Baby? He climbed in my bunk and shook me. I gave him a weak smile. Justin:What did you do? Are you okay? He looked through my sheets and found the bottle of pills. Justin:Oh my God. He grabbed me bridal style and pulled me out of the bunk, and took me to the van. After that, everything was extremely hard to recollect. When I finally woke up, Justin was in a chair next to my hospital bed, praying. Me:Justin? Justin looked up, his eyes bloodshoot from crying, and smiled. Justin:Hi. Are you crazy? He whispered with tears streaming down his face. Justin:What were you thinking? Me:That if I was gone, you would be happy. Where ever I go, something bad happens, so if I was gone...everything would be okay. Justin:Your a nutjob! He choked. Justin:Why would I be happy that your dead? If you go, I go remember? Me:But the baby madee you unhappy. Justin:You were just depressed. Happens to alot of women when there pregnant. Me:Is the baby okay? I asked, curious about the child growing inside me. Justin:When they were going to pump your stomach, I told them you were pregnant. They said to give them permission to take it out or let you go. I had to think about it, but I wasn't going to let you die because of Alfredo. I cringed at the sound of his name. Justin:The next time you scare me like this, there's going to be problems! He chuckled. I giggled, for the first time in a long time. Me:Your hand is shaking. Justin:I was scared. He reached over and kissed my forehead. Justin:Im so happy your up. He grabbed my face and kissed my lips over and over. Pattie:No wonder I couldn't my medicine. I looked at the door and she was leaning on the door frame. Justin:Mom, that's not funny. She came over and smacked him over the head. Pattie:Im so happy your okay. Did Justin tell you about the baby. Me:Yes he did. Pattie:Im so sorry. It was really hard on Justin because he is against abortion, but he really loves you. I looked at him and he was rubbing his head. Me:I love him too. He smiled and held my hand. Pattie:The doctor said your free to go. I'll get your clothes. She went to the small closet and gave me my things and left so I could change. Justin:Let me help you. Me:I got it. Justin:Im not going to seduce you or anything. He helped me up and get dressed, which I needed, I was still weak. Me:When am I going to see you naked? Justin:You didn't see me that time we were in the shower? Me:No. Justin:How about the next time I take a shower, you can dress me. Me:That's not sexy. Justin:It is for me. He pecked my lips and picked me up. Justin:Your really skinny. Me:Look who's talking. He opened the door and we went back to the bus Justin carried me the whole time, even though I insisted that he let me walk. Justin:No. I will carry you as long as I have to. When we got to the bus, and he set me in my bunk. Justin:Baby, until 8 o'clock, im yours. Me:Like a maid? Justin:Yes. Me:Then dress like a maid! Go on, do it! He rolled his eyes playfully and went to change. When he came back, he had on a white button down shirt, a tie, dress pants and shoes. Me:You clean up nice. Justin:Anything for you, my love. I blushed and he put his head on my bunk. Justin:What now? Me:Umm, im kind of hungry. Justin:The doctor said not to eat anything heavy. If you want, I could give you dry cereal...or toast. Me:Thats not fair! Justin:Doctors orders. I moved my face closer to his, so that our noses would touch. Me:If you loved me, you would get me a cup of Ramen noodles with beef inside. Justin:Naomi, I do love you, but its because I love you that I dont want to give you anything. I pecked his lips. Me:For your girlfriend? Justin smiled. Justin:Fine. Me:YEAY! He hopped off the bunk and made me a cup of noodles. I sat on the couch and ate them happily. After a while, I started to feel sick again. Justin:Babe, you look kind of pale. Me:Im fin- I felt something come up my throat and ran to the bathroom. Justin ran right after me, and I lifted the toilet seat to throw up. He held my haird and rubbed my back. After I finished, I brushed my teeth about 7 times. I saw from the mirror, Justin was leaning on the door frame. Me:What? Justin:I need to take a shower. Me:Then take a shower. Justin:But you said you would dress me. Me:And I will. Justin:Want to join me? He said flirtaciously, loosening his tie. I bit my lip and he winked at me. Me:I don't know. Justin started to unbotton his shirt, and I turned to him. Me:Fine. I started to take off my clothes and went in the shower first. I turned on the water and I felt hands around my waist. Justin:Peek a boo, I see you. I blushed and he kissed my neck. Justin:I love you. Me:I love you too. He turned me around and planted his lips on mine. I put my arms around his neck, but then I saw Alfredo. I opened my eyes quickly and pushed Justin off. Justin:What did do? Me:No,im sorry, I just....I saw Alfredo when you kissed me. Justin:If you want, you can kiss me with your eyes open. Me:Thats a little creppy. Justin:Just until you get used to it. He pulled me towards him again, and planted his lips on mine. It felt akward, becase Justin was very into it, and I had my eyes open. But once I got Justin's face in my head, I put my arms around his neck and closed my eyes. He shoved his toungue in and explored my mouth. I grabbed his hands that were on my waist and moved it to one of my breasts. He pulled away and looked at me. I nodded and he winked at me. He opened the curtain and got a condom from the medicine cabinet. Me:Of course you would have one. He smiled and opened it. This thing must have been made for him, because Justin was HUGE. He pinned me against the wall and kissed me again. He put his hands in between my legs and spread them some. Justin:Are you ready? (Yadda Yadda Yadda, let your imaginations run free.) After we were done, we finished showering and got out. I dressed Justin like I promised, and he laughed the entire time. Justin:You were right, this is not sexy at all. I laughed and went to get dressed. Then I saw Pattie at the end of the hallway I froze in my tracks and Justin grabbed me by my waist. I guess he hadn't seen his mom. Justin:That was very fun. Me:Justin.
Justin:What? He looked to the front and saw his mom. Justin:Shit. Pattie:Sit down Justin. He let go of me and I just grabbed
clothes to get changed. Pattie:First of all, you forgot this is a bus, and it moves when you moves. So that whole little scene in
the bathroom, I know. I looked over and his face was red. Pattie:Second, there's a fan here that needs to talk to you.
Justin:Mom, I don't- Pattie:When you hear her story, you will understand. Justin:Mom, im sorry about..um..the bathroom thing. Pattie:Its okay.
She left and a small blonde girl came in. Girl:Hi Justin. She smiled. Justin got up and hugged her. She looked very familiar.
Like if I have seen her before. Justin:So, my mom said you had something important to say. Girl:Umm, well, my name is Jessie.
Justin:That's cute. Jessie:Thanks. I went to change, but listening attently to the conversation. Jessie:Well, my grandmother has
cancer, so I went to live with her for a month. She told me to go out with a few of my friends I have made, so we went to a
club. Do you not remember me? I knew I have seen her somewhere. Justin:Not really, sorry. Jessie:Well, we were dancing
and Im a huge fan of yours. I came out dressed in PJ's and sat next to Justin. Justin:Can you please kind of get to the point?
I was going to ask my girlfriend something important. He said putting his arm around me. I looked over at him and he had
his eyes fixed on Jessie. Justin:Not trying to be rude. Jessie:Not at all. Umm, well, I saw you and went to dance and
we...sort of hooked up. You didn't use protection and..im sort of pregnant. My eyes widened and I grabbed Justin's leg.
His face went white and his eyes widened. Justin:Fuck. He ran his fingers through his hair. He got up and walked out
slamming the door. Me:Im so sorry, I said hugging her. Jessie:Is he mad at me? Me:No, it's just, alot of things have been
going on lately. Jessie:Like what? Me:Umm, I just lost a baby. Jessie:Im so sorry. Was it Justin's? Me:Um, no, I was raped.
Jessie:Im really sorry. She was a nice girl, as we talked for the past hour. Jessie:Well, I have to go. Me:How about you give
me your number and when Justin feels better, I will have him give you call. Jessie:Okay. She gave me her number and left.
I fell asleep after a couple of minutes. The next day, when I woke up, Justin was sitting on the couch. Me:Good morning
sweetie. Justin:Good morning. Umm, I was thinking. Wait, come down here first. I got down and sat next to him.
Justin:My life is very busy, and I want you to know that everything I said to you was real but I think we need a break Me:A-A brake? I stuttered. Justin:Yeah. I looked at my feet as hot tears streamed down my face. Me:But I thought you loved me. Justin:I do. He grabbed my hand and I snatched it away. Me:No you don't. Justin:It's just, the baby thing, and my tour and music and interviews..im really sorry. I got up and tears kept streaming down my face. Me:I gave myself to you Justin. And your just going to leave me> Im not some hoe. Justin:I know. His voice cracked. I looked up and his face was pale white and his eyes had been hollowed out. He looked like he was about to die. Me:You don't know! I forgave you for everything, and I trusted you when everyone told me not to. I just walked out. I couldn't help but cry. I loved him. With everything in my being. And for him to leave me? After everything we had just been through? I kept crying. I wanted to go back to Stratford. There, no one ould hurt me or make me feel like I was worthless. I looked back at the bus and Justin was crying, arguing with his mom. I couldn't tell what they were saying, but he looked like he was yelling at her. Then she smacked him. More tears streamed down my face. I saw her say 'Im sorry' and held him. I went over to Jessica's bus and knocked on the door. Jessica:Yes? Me:Umm, I was wondering if you could help me get my things. Jessica:Why? Me:Im going home. Jessica:Im so sorry. She hugged me and I tried not to cry. She went in and I saw her arguing with Justin forr a minute, and she grabbed my things. Justin looked out of the window and saw me there, looking at them. Tears started to stream down his face again. I saw him tell Jessica to get out, but she took her sweet time getting my things. If only she knew that Justin would slap her in an instant. She came out with my two suitcases, and I thanked her about a million times. We said our goodbyes and I took a taxi to the airport. I lied to the ticket lady and said that my mother had just passed away and that I had to get there and she let me on the plane to Stratford. When I got to my house and opened the door, I started to cry. No more Justin.
I dropped my bags and sat on the floor. Home. My parents were at the resturant, like always. I had no idea who to call. I looked thrrough my contacts and saw Leo. Leo:Hello? Me:Leo? Leo:Hey Kitty. What's up? Me:You finally pick up my calls. Leo:Im sorry, I was just acting like an asshole. But Im here for you now. Me:Can you come over? Leo:Your back? Summer isn't even over yet! Me:I know, I will tell you when you come over. Leo:Okay. I looked through my things, and everything was packed. I put on my 'Hello Kitty' necklace and smiled. Then I heard the bell ring. I jumped up and opened the door. Leo:Kitty? Me:Yes. Leo:Oh my goodnesss. He said hugging me. Leo:I didn't recognize youf or a second. You look so sick. Are you okay? Me:Im fine now. He held me tighter and kissed my forehead. Leo:Let's go to your parents resturant and order you everything on the menu. Then you might get half of your weight back. I nudged him and he smiled. Leo:You seriously look sick Kitty. Maybe that's why Justin dumped me. I looked ugly, and I didn't even notice it. He grabbed me by my waist and walked me top my parents resturant. They were surprised to see me back, but welcomed me. They told me I looked sick, and gave me tons of food. I felt like I was going to explode. I laughed, Leo always had that affect on me, when he made fun of Justin for leaving me. Leo:He doesn't know a good girl if she hits him on the face. Me:I should go and smack him then. We laughed and stayed at the resturant until it was time for closing, and he slept over at my house. I felt so comfortable, just like 7th grade again. Leo:Razel is dating Ryan, I think she's pregnant. Me:Serious? Leo:Yeah, I never knew she was such a..tramp. Me:Hey, she's my friend! Summer passed and Justin didn't look for me. No calls, no text, nothing. And honestly, I was fine. Me and Leo were close, but we didn't date. He transfered to my school and everyone knew us as the Asian crew, even though Razel wasn't Asian. Another year passed, and nothing. I was already a junior, and I was fine without him. I dated other guys, but I thought of Justin when I kissed someone else. I never gave myself to anyone else. One day, Leo was at a doctors appointment so I went to a little resturant. I was sort of depressed, because today would be Justin and I's 1 year anniversary. I poked and prodded at my salad, when I heard a deep voice. ?:Happy One Year Anniversary I looked at my salad, confused. Me:Did you just speak to me? I said, stabbing a piece of lettuce. ?:No,
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