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his search — the endeavour, however, was unrewarded.
In spite of all his scepticism he felt something like a
superstitious fear stealing fast upon him, and with these
unwonted and uncomfortable sensations he once more turned
and pursued his way. There was no repetition of these
haunting sounds until he had reached the point where he had
last stopped to retrace his steps — here they were
resumed — and with sudden starts of running which threatened
to bring the unseen pursuer up to the alarmed pedestrian.
Captain Barton arrested his course as formerly — the
unaccountable nature of the occurrence filled him with vague
and disagreeable sensations — and yielding to the excitement
that was gaining upon him, he shouted sternly, “Who goes
there?” The sound of one’s own voice, thus exerted, in
utter solitude, and followed by total silence, has in it
something unpleasantly dismaying, and he felt a degree of
nervousness which, perhaps, from no cause had he ever known
before.
To the very end of this solitary street the steps pursued
him — and it required a strong effort of stubborn pride on
his part to resist the impulse that prompted him every
moment to run for safety at the top of his speed. It was
not until he had reached his lodgings, and sate by his own
fireside, that he felt sufficiently reassured to rearrange
and reconsider in his own mind the occurrences which had so
discomposed him. So little a matter, after all, is
sufficient to upset the pride of scepticism and vindicate
the old simple laws of nature within us.
THE WATCHER
MR. BARTON was next morning sitting at a late breakfast,
reflecting upon the incidents of the previous night, with
more of inquisitiveness than awe, so speedily do gloomy
impressions upon the fancy disappear under the cheerful
influence of day, when a letter just delivered by the
postman was placed upon the table before him.
There was nothing remarkable in the address of this
missive, except that it was written in a hand which he did
not know — perhaps it was disguised — for the tall narrow
characters were sloped backward; and with the self-inflicted
suspense which we often see practised in such cases he
puzzled over the inscription for a full minute before he
broke the seal. When he did so he read the following words,
written in the same hand:
“Mr. Barton, late captain of the ‘Dolphin,’ is warned of DANGER. He will do wisely to avoid Street — [here the locality of his last night’s adventure was named] if he walks there as usual he will meet with something unlucky — let him take warning, once for all, for he has reason to dread
THE WATCHER.”
Captain Barton read and re-read this strange effusion; in
every light and in every direction he turned it over and
over; he examined the paper on which it was written, and
scrutinized the handwriting once more. Defeated here, he
turned to the seal; it was nothing but a patch of wax, upon
which the accidental impression of a thumb was imperfectly
visible.
There was not the slightest mark, or clue of any kind, to
lead him to even a guess as to its possible origin. The
writer’s object seemed a friendly one, and yet he subscribed
himself as one whom he had “reason to dread.” Altogether
the letter, its author, and its real purpose were to him an
inexplicable puzzle, and one, moreover, unpleasantly
suggestive, in his mind, of other associations connected
with his last night’s adventure.
In obedience to some feeling — perhaps of pride — Mr. Barton
did not communicate, even to his intended bride, the
occurrences which I have just detailed. Trifling as they
might appear, they had in reality most disagreeably affected
his imagination, and he cared not to disclose, even to the
young lady in question, what she might possibly look upon as
evidences of weakness. The letter might very well be but a
hoax, and the mysterious footfall but a delusion or a trick.
But although he affected to treat the whole affair as
unworthy of a thought, it yet haunted him pertinaciously,
tormenting him with perplexing doubts and depressing him
with undefined apprehensions. Certain it is, that for a
considerable time afterwards he carefully avoided the street
indicated in the letter as the scene of danger.
It was not until about a week after the receipt of the
letter which I have transcribed, that anything further
occurred to remind Captain Barton of its contents, or to
counteract the gradual disappearance from his mind of the
disagreeable impressions then received.
He was returning one night, after the interval I have
stated, from the theatre, which was then situated in Crow
Street, and having there seen Miss Montague and Lady L–-
into their carriage he loitered for some time with two or
three acquaintances.
With these, however, he parted close to the college, and
pursued his way alone. It was now fully one o’clock, and
the streets were quite deserted. During the whole of his
walk with the companions from whom he had just parted he had
been at times painfully aware of the sound of steps, as it
seemed, dogging them on their way.
Once or twice he had looked back, in the uneasy
anticipation that he was again about to experience the same
mysterious annoyances which had so disconcerted him a week
before, and earnestly hoping that he might see some form to
account naturally for the sounds. But the street was
deserted — no one was visible.
Proceeding now quite alone upon his homeward way he grew
really nervous and uncomfortable, as he became sensible,
with increased distinctness, of the well-known and now
absolutely dreaded sounds.
By the side of the dead wall which bounded the college
park, the sounds followed, recommencing almost
simultaneously with his own steps. The same unequal
pace — sometimes slow, sometimes for a score yards or so,
quickened almost to a run — was audible from behind him.
Again and again he turned; quickly and stealthily he glanced
over his shoulder — almost at every half-dozen steps; but no
one was visible.
The irritation of this intangible and unseen pursuit
became gradually all but intolerable; and when at last he
reached his home his nerves were strung to such a pitch of
excitement that he could not rest, and did not attempt even
to lie down until after the daylight had broken.
He was awakened by a knock at his chamber-door, and his
servant, entering, handed him several letters which had just
been received by the penny post. One among them instantly
arrested his attention — a single glance at the direction
aroused him thoroughly. He at once recognized its
character, and read as follows:
“You may as well think, Captain Barton, to escape from your own shadow as from me; do what you may, I will see you as often I please, and you shall see me, for I do not want to hide myself, as you fancy. Do not let it trouble your rest, Captain Barton; for, with a good conscience, what need you fear from the eye of
THE WATCHER.”
It is scarcely necessary to dwell upon the feelings that
accompanied a perusal of this strange communication.
Captain Barton was observed to be unusually absent and out
of spirits for several days afterwards…. But no one
divined the cause.
Whatever he might think as to the phantom steps which
followed him, there could be no possible illusion about the
letters he had received; and, to say the least, their
immediate sequence upon the mysterious sounds which had
haunted him, was an odd coincidence.
The whole circumstance was, in his own mind, vaguely and
instinctively connected with certain passages in his past
life, which, of all others, he hated to remember.
It happened, however, that in addition to his own
approaching nuptials, Captain Barton had just
then — fortunately, perhaps, for himself — some business of an
engrossing kind connected with the adjustment of a large and
long-litigated claim upon certain properties.
The hurry and excitement of business had its natural
effect in gradually dispelling the gloom which had for a
time occasionally oppressed him, and in a little while his
spirits had entirely recovered their accustomed tone.
During all this time, however, he was, now and then,
dismayed by indistinct and half-heard repetitions of the
same annoyance, and that in lonely places, in the day-time
as well as after nightfall. These renewals of the strange
impressions from which he had suffered so much, were,
however, desultory and faint, insomuch that often he really
could not, to his own satisfaction, distinguish between them
and the mere suggestions of an excited imagination.
One evening he walked down to the House of Commons with a
Member, an acquaintance of his and mine. This was one of
the few occasions upon which I have been in company with
Captain Barton. As we walked down together, I observed that
he became absent and silent, and to a degree that seemed to
argue the pressure of some urgent and absorbing anxiety.
I afterwards learned that during the whole of our walk he
had heard the well-known footsteps tracking him as we
proceeded.
This, however, was the last time he suffered from this
phase of the persecution, of which he was already the
anxious victim. A new and a very different one was about to
be presented.
AN ADVERTISEMENT
OF the new series of impressions which were afterwards
gradually to work out his destiny, I that evening witnessed
the fact; and but for its relation to the train of events
which followed, the incident would scarcely have been now
remembered by me.
As we were walking in at the passage from College Green a
man, of whom I remember only that he was short in stature,
looked like a foreigner, and wore a kind of fur
travelling-cap, walked very rapidly, and, as if under fierce
excitement, directly towards us, muttering to himself fast
and vehemently the while.
This odd-looking person walked straight toward Barton, who
was foremost of the three, and halted, regarding him for a
moment or two with a look of maniacal menace and fury; and
then turning about as abruptly he walked before us at the
same agitated pace and disappeared at a side passage. I do
distinctly remember being a good deal shocked at the
countenance and bearing of this man, which indeed
irresistibly impressed me with an undefined sense of danger,
such as I have never felt before or since from the presence
of anything human; but these sensations were, on my part,
far from amounting to anything so disconcerting as to flurry
or excite me — I had seen only a singularly evil countenance,
agitated, as it seemed, with the excitement of madness.
I was absolutely astonished, however, at the effect of
this apparition upon Captain Barton. I knew him to be a man
of proud courage and coolness in real danger — a circumstance
which made his conduct upon this occasion the more
conspicuously odd. He recoiled a step or two as the
stranger advanced, and clutched my arm in silence, with what
seemed to be a spasm of agony or terror! And then, as the
figure disappeared, shoving me roughly back, he followed it
for a few paces, stopped in great disorder, and sat down
upon a form. I never beheld a countenance more ghastly and
haggard.
“For God’s sake, Barton, what is the matter?” said –-,
our companion, really alarmed at his appearance. “You’re
not hurt, are you ? — or unwell? What is
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