I Knew, You Will Come!!! - Praveen Kumar (best ereader for academics txt) 📗

son did before some time.
Then I requested him for our relation and tried to convince him by all possible ways, but there was no impact of my request on him.

He was just saying one thing that forget Pooja.

Me: Uncle please try to understand, Pooja will be happy with me, as she is not agree to get marry with some one else then why you are forcing her to make her agree.
Pooja's Father: who are you to tell me this thing? I am her father and I know very well what is good and what is not for her. So mind your business and never try to call here again.
Me: okay I will not call you again. Just one last time please allow Pooja to have words with me.
first they denied and finally got agreed to allow Pooja to have conversation with me.
Pooja: hello, yes speak what you want to speak?
Me: what is wrong with you, why don't you tell your parents finally that you want to marry with me only? And as your parents saying that you also do not want to speak with me, is it true?

Pooja was silent for some time I could hear the sound of her parents in background, They were insisting to deny.
Pooja: yes I do not want to speak with you, so please do not call here again.
Me: do you know what you are saying?
yes I know, Pooja said in painfull voice.
Me: I know it is not you, your parents are forcing you to do so, no worries bachha, if you are happy in this then I will not call you again. And dropped the call....
After this I left my job and just had to cry all day.
Now as Pooja also left me in between journey of struggle so there were no reason for me to live, but I was living by dying every single second for my parents.
I love my parents, not me only everyone love there parents.
Now everything that my friends used to say is going to be true that Pooja will left me for her parents. There is no place for true love.

On 02-04-2014, Pooja called me last time to inform me that she got engaged today.
I did not believed on her first and when finally when she told me that I swear that I got engaged and I have ring in my hand that I wore by his hands.
again tears were started to come out from my eyes and I just asked his name to whom she got engaged.
Pooja: Why want you to know his name, Oh! so here you just thinking to get contact with that guy and again get my engagement cancelled?
Me: So finally you decided to get breakup from me?
Pooja: Yes! and please this time do not create any problem, because now I got engaged, if this was the case as previous one then i will not stop you.
But if at this stage you will try to get this relation cancelled then I will commit suicide.

Suicide! after this word, I lost my temper and shouted over phone.
Do you think that i will die without you? please remove this thought from your mind, I have no shortage of girls.
What kind of girl you are?
My friends told me truth that you will left me when I will need you more.
Pooja: whatever, I just want to say one thing that please never call me again.
Me: okay, I will not call you again, I wish you best of luck for future. But can you just tell me his name?
No, I will not and by saying this Pooja dropped the call and just after few seconds I tried her number again, and got response that "the number you are trying to call is switched off".

Everyone in Pooja family got there number changed after this incident so that I cannot create any problem in this relation.
I was in Sai mandir, when Pooja called me, and I returned to my room and then punched my hand in wall with dead soul, and got unconscious.
My friends were with me that time, they took me to the doctor and when I came to senses found my hand swollen and one finger bone got damaged.
My whole hand was in pain but not more than pain that Pooja gave me. I lost my life, my everything, I did not want to trust on situation that were happening around me.
Whenever I tried to take single bite to eat, Pooja's image came in front of my eyes and then tears started from my eyes. I was just at the end points of life from where death starts, but my bad, I could not die.
I had responsibilities of my family as I am only the single male children of my parents.
My condition was getting worse everyday, My weight got lost by 8 kg in only 10 days.
I do not quite understand what I did wrong, I tried my best and tried my all possible ways that I could.
I believed in god more than anything but he did not helped me, I broken all statues of god in my room, and now god was my worst enemy.

 

I was remembering my past memories, the time that I spent with Pooja, then suddenly I got a message on Face book from a guy named Raz Yadav from Etawah. I did not know him, but when I read his message then i got some idea and thought that some how he know Pooja, because he contacted me because of Pooja to ask what is my relation with her? because I putted my status on FB as in relationship with Pooja and she also putted the same and after engagement she forgotten to remove it.

 

Who are you to ask me this?, I replied..

Raz: I am the guy with whom She got engaged Yesterday.

By knewing that he was the guy to whom Pooja got engaged, a ray of hope raised in me to get Pooja back.

Then I started my efforts to get my love back and I started to tell everything to that guy, but before telling everything I took promise from Raz that he will understand and will take action by mind after thinking and he assured me that he will not do any such thing by which Pooja will be in trouble. I told him everything, what I want and what Pooja want and how her parents insisited her to accept proposal to get engaged with Raz.

 

Raz: I don't believe this, because Pooja was not looking that she had something in heart had some feelings for you.

Me: How should she told you as you did not gave her chance to speak. you just putted the ring in her finger and got engaged. She was very scared of her parents.

Raz: Okay I understand that she was scared but when my sister in law asked her alone, then also she did not speak anything and accepted everything.

Me: but know you know everything so what is your plan from now onwards?

Raz: what plan, I am going to marry with her, and keep your opinion with you and never try to contact us again.

Me: Oh! come on man, you are looking for yourself only, but Pooja, please think about her also, she will not be happy with  you.

Raz: Do you have any proof for what you are saying.

Me: Proof! what proof you want, if Pooja will tell you everything then will you believe on her? after that will you refuse this engangement?

Raz: Yes definitely I will do so, but if in case this will be false then you cannot imagine what I will do.

Then he dropped the call..

 

I was thinking that now everything we will be fine, Pooja will come back to me and her parents now will agree for our relation as they also had been faced much trouble because of us.

I did not knew that he will show his servility. I thought he will show some sincerity and will handle everything in a way as Kulwant( previous guy) handled. But he did everything wrong, I do not know how we can accept him as a B.tech graduate. He directly called Pooja's father and asked him about I said.

 

Just next day in early morning when I was in bed I got call from Pooja. She was shouting on me, how dare you to tell all nonsense to Raz, how you got her number, I told you to stop all this thing that you have been doing since last one year. Don't you want me to live more.

 

I was sleeping and did not know what Sneha was speaking? So I asked Pooja to call me after some time, but she was just shouting and wanted to speak with me that time only.

 

Me: Okay tell me, what is the problem now?

Pooja: You stupid, what you think about your self? are you a hero of any film?

Me: just tell me what happened?

 

Pooja repeated all  the thing again and then I kept my mouth shut for some time and were looking for idea to make Pooja's mood fine.

 

Me: Calm down Pooja! and let me know do you really not want that get tie up in a relation, just tell me the truth once, I will then not disturb you again.

Pooja: again you are starting all things, I love you and really want to be with you but my parents will not agree ever why don't you understand this?

Me: leave all this to me, I will manage everything and I will make your parents and all relatives agree. I am coming to Etawah Tomorrow.

Pooja: no, you will not do any such thing, my parents will kill you.

Me: I am not afraid of dying, just want you any how.

Pooja: okay come, but do not put any expectations on me, I will not give you up.

Me: No worries, I will not force you to do so, it is your choice, but I never wanted to die by having regret that might be your parents will agree if I could try.

So I am coming there and will trell each and everything to your parents, after that they accept me, kill me will be there choice. And just to let you know, I never searched for Raz yadav, even I did not knew the name of gut to whom you got engaged, he messaged me first then I replied him.

Pooja: Oh my God! so your status is still in relationship with me, right?

Me: yes, so?

Pooja: why you did not remove it?

Me: Why should I remove it? I want you and I have no problem to have such status.

Pooja: But I have, I do not want to continue any relationship with you. I will delete my account.

Me: sure you can delete it, but tell mw one thing, if you did not want to have relationship with me then, why you played with me, why you asked me to help to break last proposal with Kulwant. Pooja this is not right that you are doing with me, I can't live without you.

 

Then you can die, go to hell, Pooja replied and ended the call.

 

I still did not want to lose Pooja, because she was my life and I can't live without her.

I asked Raz through message on FB that he denied for marriage or not. I did not got any response for next 3 days. I was again lossing my hope then suddenly I got message and Raz asked for my contact number. First I wa not ready to provide my contact number but with some hope I provided it to him.

 

After 2 days, Raz called me on my number and asked again every thing that me and Pooja had in between. I again reminded him everything and then he asked me to call Pooja.

 

Raz: Hello, Praveen!

Me: Hi Raz, how are you?

Raz: I am fine, okay Praveen do you have Pooja's number, I want to call her.

Me: I do not have, because her parents got her number changed?

Raz: But you said that Pooja