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Just as we were finishing up, Della added a big box of things that werenāt sellingāboth fresh and in cansāand let me decide who to give āem to, just to be neighborly. And to help them love the store again, like we already did. Some folks still held it against Daddy for stopping the Rollinā Store, but he couldnāt help it. They didnāt buy enough to keep it rollinā. People were peculiar that way. They didnāt always get it that what they did led to what somebody else did.
I was beside myself when Duane pulled the bus out of the driveway, me riding shotgun. It felt like I was on the trip of a lifetime. Weād be on the road till two oāclockāthe longest Iād been away from our patch in three year.
Della came out and waved at us like we was heroes or something. Mama and Daddy even stepped outside to see us off. I rolled down my window and let the air blow my hair. Man, it felt good. Duane was chuckling at me, and he looked pretty darned happy. I couldnāt help but hope that would last, and itād keep his fists from forming back at home.
And what a day we had. Folks came out, even if they didnāt need nothinā. One feller said, āI aināt saw you lately,ā like heād somehow missed us, instead of the bus being parked for two year. Everyone took a tour of the inside and youngāuns were climbing all over the bus. One mama shouted at her kid to take care and not scratch the beautiful flowers on the side. I was proud theyād noticed Duaneās handiwork. And I felt like Santa Claus giving out the old groceriesāyouādāve thought they were bags of money the way people looked at them and smiled.
āHello. Hello? Anyone there?ā Dead air.
I didnāt think much about a call like that. Lots of folks around there just hung up if the person answering didnāt sound like the one they wanted. Efficient, if not particularly neighborly.
That evening, I wished I hadnāt been so pigheaded about not getting cable. I turned and twisted the foil-draped rabbit ears, hoping something would make a difference. It didnāt. The steep mountains guaranteed varying degrees of television snow. But I couldnāt justify the cost of cable, given I was still working hard to make the store turn a profit.
I wasnāt one of those anti-television fanatics who made everyone feel guilty for seeking a little entertainment. Television had a lot of potential for sharing ideas and creativity. Okay, that potential hadnāt panned outāyet. But so what? At that moment, I was seeking only a nice, vacuous blur. I hated to admit it, but I was feeling lonely.
Jake had just curled up next to me on the couch when the phone rang again. And again. A hang-up each time. By the fourth call, I started to feel uneasy. Iād had my share of menacing phone calls over my career, and these felt similarly creepy.
āHello,ā I said. Dead air again. āCome on, pal. Either say something or quit calling.ā
āGet out of our lives, bitch.ā
āWho is this?ā was all I could think to ask.
āNone of your goddam business.ā
āWell, then how can I get out of your lives?ā
āMove. Go away. Stop what youāre doing, if you know whatās good for you. Go back where you came from,ā he spat out before hanging up. At least I think it was a man. Sounded like somethingāa tobacco-stained red bandana popped into my mindācovered the receiver.
I couldnāt imagine the caller was referring to Duane and Abitās successful first day with the rolling store. Even Browerās father with his SuperMart wouldnāt care about that. And Iād lived in Laurel Falls too long to have the unwelcome wagon calling. Sure, early on, I experienced some animosity from those who resented a newcomer taking over ātheirā store, but that edge had worn off. At least I thought it had.
I checked the locks on the doors and sat next to Jake. āKeep me safe, okay, Jakey Boy?ā He looked me in the eyes, licked my face, and curled up again in the nest heād made on the couch. I gave up on the TV and decided to turn in, as well.
As I lay in bed, I wondered what the caller hoped to accomplish. Was I going to stop looking into Lucyās death just because some jerk cursed and threatened me? Move away? The amateur nature of the demands eased my fears. Just crazy thinking, I told myself.
But night demons began dismantling my newfound confidence, reminding me of the time I was cornered in the Dupont Circle Metro station by an irate interviewee. When he grabbed me, a Vietnam vet nearby literally picked the guy up and carried him to the tracks. I learned later that the vet had held him over the third rail until I could escape the station. On other occasions, Iād had to defend myself with mace or self-defense techniques.
Turned out, these memories actually had a fortifying effect on me. A few phone calls, I told myself, werenāt going to stop me. Finally, I drifted off to sleep, and the phone remained mercifully quiet.
Until the next night. And the next. I tried to imagine who was making these calls. I called Alex.
āItās bound to be one of those yahoos from the Green Treatise. Maybe someone spotted you, or was aware of your inquiries,ā he said. āGet that idiot sheriff involved; he speaks their language.ā
āThat sounds worse than receiving the calls. Besides, heāll just deride my concerns.ā
āOkay, hon. Youāre probably right. I just donāt know what you see in that place. Itās time to come on home.ā
āI am home, Alex. Besides, you make D.C. sound like Disneyland. I had plenty of troubles there, too.ā I didnāt remind him that many of them were inside our home.
āOkay, but what did you expect? That theyād welcome your inquiries into their testosterone treatise? Or that the murderer wouldnāt mind your solving this case?ā
āI underestimated how fast news spreads here. I worked under the radar in D.C., but here thereās no such thing.ā It had finally struck me what Iād gotten myself into. I felt like locking the store and running away.
āHey, I know you. You couldnāt not help someone, or her family. You had to do this. Just be careful. These folks may be more dangerous than the Armani-suited snakes in D.C.ā
āWell, at least there are less of them here.ā
āFewer.ā
āOh, shut up. Iām not in the mood for your wordsmithing. Do you ever take a break from AP Style?ā
āNot hardly, to quote Abit.ā
āLeave him out of it.ā
āOkay, weāre getting on each other nerves. Gotta go.ā
āMe, too.ā When we said goodbye, we both sounded sad.
The following Tuesday, I was working in the back of the store when the bell over the door jingled. I came out front but couldnāt see anyone. As I headed over to check the cash register, a deep voice made me jump. Tattoo Man was standing behind a tall display in the canned goods aisle. He was still clean-shaven, but his hair had grown out since the funeral.
āHave you been calling me and threatening me?ā I barked at him, surprising myself as much as him. He winced and waved his hand in that universal motion meaning āno way.ā
āNo maāam. Iām not here about that.ā Did he even know what I was talking about? I couldnāt tell. He looked over his shoulder and asked if we could go in the back.
āWhat for? I like it right here, out front.ā
āYeah, but I donāt.ā I tried to outwait him, but he won. As we settled into folding chairs in the back, I asked him what he wanted.
āLook, I didnāt kill that girl,ā he said in a hushed tone, as though he was afraid of being overheard. Or that my store was bugged. Conspiracy theories did that to people. He looked over his shoulder and asked, āThat retard outside? He seen me come in. Will he talk like everybody else in this town?ā
āStart over, pal. Abit is my friend, and heās no retard. Iām more concerned about his safety than yours.ā
āYeah, yeah, that didnāt come out right. Iām just scared, you know?ā
āYeah, I do knowāthose phone calls are giving me the creeps. Is that why youāre here? Getting me to stop looking into this mess?ā
āNo!ā he said, pounding on the table. āJust the opposite. I was set up for that murder, and I didnāt do it. I barely knew that girl. Iād seen her at a few of the GT meetings, but she didnāt do no harm, that I saw, anyways.ā
āOkay, back up. You donāt want me to stop looking into this?ā
āRight. Word is out that you arenāt letting this thing go the way Brower is. Fine with me. I want you to find whoever did it, because it werenāt me, and I donāt like the idea of this hanging over my head. Sure they say itās a suicide, but the statue of limitations donāt wear out for murders. That means somehow, sooner or later, someone could try to pin this shit on me.ā
āStatute,ā I said, ever the wordsmith.
āHuh?ā
Never mind. āWhat shit are you talking about?ā
āHer death. Why else would someone call me and tell me I was needed out at that clearing. I thought the call was some GT prank, you know? Like some kind of initiation rite or test. Grissom, our leader, is always asking folks to prove their allegiance. I was told to go meet with some govāment guys who were trying to ābroker a deal.ā They said dress nice, so I pulled my hair back and found that shirt in the back of my closet. I showed up, and thereās that girl. I touched her to see if she was dead, and she was cold. And looked a mess and ...ā
I motioned for him to move on. I remembered all too well what she looked like. He stood and started pacing. āSo my prints are probably on somethingāif that lazy-ass sheriff had bothered to look into it. I was glad he didnāt. Well, at first. But now I figure I want the shit who did this to get caught. That would clear meāand my conscience.ā
āSo youāve got a conscience?ā
He nodded, as though my question deserved a legitimate answer. Maybe he was telling the truth. āThis GT crap is out of control,ā he said. āI donāt want no part in it anymore. I think thatās why I was sent out there. They donāt like it that Iām questioning Mr. High-and-Mighty Grissom Wells. And they
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