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in her self-provident care, in her haste to secure him, should overlook everything but the risk of delay. They were marriedā ā€”married in townā ā€”and now hastening down to her uncleā€™s. What had Edward felt on being within four miles from Bartonā ā€”on seeing her motherā€™s servantā ā€”on hearing Lucyā€™s message!

They would soon, she supposed, be settled at Delaford:ā ā€”Delafordā ā€”that place in which so much conspired to give her an interest; which she wished to be acquainted with, and yet desired to avoid. She saw them in an instant in their parsonage-house; saw in Lucy, the active, contriving manager, uniting at once a desire of smart appearance with the utmost frugality, and ashamed to be suspected of half her economical practices; pursuing her own interest in every thought, courting the favour of Colonel Brandon, of Mrs. Jennings, and of every wealthy friend. In Edward, she knew not what she saw, nor what she wished to see. Happy or unhappy, nothing pleased her; she turned away her head from every sketch of him.

Elinor flattered herself that some one of their connections in London would write to them to announce the event, and give farther particularsā ā€”but day after day passed off, and brought no letter, no tidings. Though uncertain that anyone were to blame, she found fault with every absent friend. They were all thoughtless or indolent.

ā€œWhen do you write to Colonel Brandon, maā€™am?ā€ was an inquiry which sprung from the impatience of her mind to have something going on.

ā€œI wrote to him, my love, last week, and rather expect to see, than to hear from him again. I earnestly pressed his coming to us, and should not be surprised to see him walk in today or tomorrow, or any day.ā€

This was gaining something, something to look forward to. Colonel Brandon must have some information to give.

Scarcely had she so determined it, when the figure of a man on horseback drew her eyes to the window. He stopped at their gate. It was a gentlemanā ā€”it was Colonel Brandon himself. Now she could hear more; and she trembled in expectation of it. But it was not Colonel Brandon; neither his air, nor his height. Were it possible, she must say it must be Edward. She looked again. He had just dismounted: she could not be mistakenā ā€”it was Edward. She moved away and sat down. ā€œHe comes from Mr. Prattā€™s purposely to see us. I will be calmā ā€”I will be mistress of myself.ā€

In a moment she perceived that the others were likewise aware of the mistake. She saw her mother and Marianne change colourā ā€”saw them look at herself, and whisper a few sentences to each other. She would have given the world to be able to speak, and to make them understand that she hoped no coolness, no slight, would appear in their behaviour to him; but she had no utterance, and was obliged to leave all to their own discretion.

Not a syllable passed aloud. They all waited in silence for the appearance of their visitor. His footsteps were heard along the gravel path; in a moment he was in the passage, and in another he was before them.

His countenance, as he entered the room, was not too happy, even for Elinor. His complexion was white with agitation, and he looked as if fearful of his reception, and conscious that he merited no kind one. Mrs. Dashwood, however, conforming, as she trusted, to the wishes of that daughter, by whom she then meant in the warmth of her heart to be guided in everything, met with a look of forced complacency, gave him her hand, and wished him joy.

He coloured, and stammered out an unintelligible reply. Elinorā€™s lips had moved with her motherā€™s, and, when the moment of action was over, she wished that she had shaken hands with him too. But it was then too late, and with a countenance meaning to be open, she sat down again and talked of the weather.

Marianne had retreated as much as possible out of sight, to conceal her distress; and Margaret, understanding some part, but not the whole of the case, thought it incumbent on her to be dignified, and therefore took a seat as far from him as she could, and maintained a strict silence.

When Elinor had ceased to rejoice in the dryness of the season, a very awful pause took place. It was put an end to by Mrs. Dashwood, who felt obliged to hope that he had left Mrs. Ferrars very well. In a hurried manner, he replied in the affirmative.

Another pause.

Elinor resolving to exert herself, though fearing the sound of her own voice, now saidā ā€”

ā€œIs Mrs. Ferrars at Longstaple?ā€

ā€œAt Longstaple!ā€ he replied, with an air of surprise. ā€œNo, my mother is in town.ā€

ā€œI meant,ā€ said Elinor, taking up some work from the table, ā€œto inquire for Mrs. Edward Ferrars.ā€

She dared not look up;ā ā€”but her mother and Marianne both turned their eyes on him. He coloured, seemed perplexed, looked doubtingly, and, after some hesitation, saidā ā€”

ā€œPerhaps you meanā ā€”my brotherā ā€”you mean Mrs.ā ā€”Mrs. Robert Ferrars.ā€

ā€œMrs. Robert Ferrars!ā€ was repeated by Marianne and her mother in an accent of the utmost amazement; and though Elinor could not speak, even her eyes were fixed on him with the same impatient wonder. He rose from his seat, and walked to the window, apparently from not knowing what to do; took up a pair of scissors that lay there, and while spoiling both them and their sheath by cutting the latter to pieces as he spoke, said, in a hurried voiceā ā€”

ā€œPerhaps you do not know: you may not have heard that my brother is lately married toā ā€”to the youngestā ā€”to Miss Lucy Steele.ā€

His words were echoed with unspeakable astonishment by all but Elinor, who sat with her head leaning over her work, in a state of such agitation as made her hardly know where she was.

ā€œYes,ā€ said he, ā€œthey were married last week, and are now at Dawlish.ā€

Elinor could sit it no longer. She almost ran out of the room, and as soon as the door was closed, burst into tears of joy, which at

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