Shirley - Charlotte Brontë (primary phonics .txt) 📗

was the youngest and slightest. He was quite cool, in no passion; he even smiled, content that the most difficult part of the labour he had set himself was over.

Once he seemed to flag in the course of the morning.

“It is not worth while to bother myself for that Caroline,” he remarked. But a quarter of an hour afterwards he was again in the dining-room, looking at the head with dishevelled tresses, and eyes turbid with despair.

“Yes,” he said, “I made her sob, shudder, almost faint. I’ll see her smile before I’ve done with her; besides, I want to outwit all these womenites.”

Directly after dinner Mrs. Yorke fulfilled her son’s calculation by withdrawing to her chamber. Now for Hortense.

That lady was just comfortably settled to stocking-mending in the back parlour, when Martin⁠—laying down a book which, stretched on the sofa (he was still indisposed, according to his own account), he had been perusing in all the voluptuous ease of a yet callow pacha⁠—lazily introduced some discourse about Sarah, the maid at the Hollow. In the course of much verbal meandering he insinuated information that this damsel was said to have three suitors⁠—Frederic Murgatroyd, Jeremiah Pighills, and John-of-Mally’s-of-Hannah’s-of-Deb’s; and that Miss Mann had affirmed she knew for a fact that, now the girl was left in sole charge of the cottage, she often had her swains to meals, and entertained them with the best the house afforded.

It needed no more. Hortense could not have lived another hour without betaking herself to the scene of these nefarious transactions, and inspecting the state of matters in person. Mrs. Horsfall remained.

Martin, master of the field now, extracted from his mother’s workbasket a bunch of keys; with these he opened the sideboard cupboard, produced thence a black bottle and a small glass, placed them on the table, nimbly mounted the stairs, made for Mr. Moore’s door, tapped; the nurse opened.

“If you please, ma’am, you are invited to step into the back parlour and take some refreshment. You will not be disturbed; the family are out.”

He watched her down; he watched her in; himself shut the door. He knew she was safe.

The hard work was done; now for the pleasure. He snatched his cap, and away for the wood.

It was yet but half-past three. It had been a fine morning, but the sky looked dark now. It was beginning to snow; the wind blew cold; the wood looked dismal, the old tree grim. Yet Martin approved the shadow on his path. He found a charm in the spectral aspect of the doddered oak.

He had to wait. To and fro he walked, while the flakes fell faster; and the wind, which at first had but moaned, pitifully howled.

“She is long in coming,” he muttered, as he glanced along the narrow track. “I wonder,” he subjoined, “what I wish to see her so much for? She is not coming for me. But I have power over her, and I want her to come that I may use that power.”

He continued his walk.

“Now,” he resumed, when a further period had elapsed, “if she fails to come, I shall hate and scorn her.”

It struck four. He heard the church clock far away. A step so quick, so light, that, but for the rustling of leaves, it would scarcely have sounded on the wood-walk, checked his impatience. The wind blew fiercely now, and the thickening white storm waxed bewildering; but on she came, and not dismayed.

“Well, Martin,” she said eagerly, “how is he?”

“It is queer how she thinks of him,” reflected Martin. “The blinding snow and bitter cold are nothing to her, I believe; yet she is but a ‘chitty-faced creature,’ as my mother would say. I could find in my heart to wish I had a cloak to wrap her in.”

Thus meditating to himself, he neglected to answer Miss Helstone.

“You have seen him?”

“No.”

“Oh! you promised you would.”

“I mean to do better by you than that. Didn’t I say I don’t care to see him?”

“But now it will be so long before I get to know anything certain about him, and I am sick of waiting. Martin, do see him, and give him Caroline Helstone’s regards, and say she wished to know how he was, and if anything could be done for his comfort.”

“I won’t.”

“You are changed. You were so friendly last night.”

“Come, we must not stand in this wood; it is too cold.”

“But before I go promise me to come again tomorrow with news.”

“No such thing. I am much too delicate to make and keep such appointments in the winter season. If you knew what a pain I had in my chest this morning, and how I went without breakfast, and was knocked down besides, you’d feel the impropriety of bringing me here in the snow. Come, I say.”

“Are you really delicate, Martin?”

“Don’t I look so?”

“You have rosy cheeks.”

“That’s hectic. Will you come⁠—or you won’t?”

“Where?”

“With me. I was a fool not to bring a cloak. I would have made you cosy.”

“You are going home; my nearest road lies in the opposite direction.”

“Put your arm through mine; I’ll take care of you.”

“But the wall⁠—the hedge⁠—it is such hard work climbing, and you are too slender and young to help me without hurting yourself.”

“You shall go through the gate.”

“But⁠—”

“But, but⁠—will you trust me or not?”

She looked into his face.

“I think I will. Anything rather than return as anxious as I came.”

“I can’t answer for that. This, however, I promise you: be ruled by me, and you shall see Moore yourself.”

“See him myself?”

“Yourself.”

“But, dear Martin, does he know?”

“Ah! I’m dear now. No, he doesn’t know.”

“And your mother and the others?”

“All is right.”

Caroline fell into a long, silent fit of musing, but still she walked on with her guide. They came in sight of Briarmains.

“Have you made up your mind?” he asked.

She was silent.

“Decide; we are just on the spot. I won’t see him⁠—that I tell you⁠—except to announce your arrival.”

“Martin, you are a strange boy, and this is a strange step; but all I feel is