Beautifully Torn by Charity Parkerson (love story novels in english .txt) 📗

Jinx had his own thoughts to add. “If you want to stay, I expect you to mean it. My heart can’t take you giving up every time things get hard. I love you. Losing you is too hard.”

Rocky held Jinx’s stare with an intensity Jinx had missed more than he dared to admit. No one looked at him the way Rocky did. While beneath Rocky’s possessive gaze, Jinx knew he would always have a home. When Rocky spoke, the feeling of being owned doubled. “Make no mistake, I want you two married. I need to know you two will always have each other. But you don’t get to do that without me, because you’re both mine. You don’t get to have this honeymoon and live your lives without me like I don’t exist.”

Fuck. Jinx couldn’t look away. His skin burned with desire. That wasn’t enough, though. There had to be a promise of more. “And?” He didn’t know what he was digging for, but Rocky hadn’t said what Jinx needed to hear to feel secure with Rocky yet.

“I’m not going anywhere.” Rocky’s gaze moved between them, as if ensuring they understood the gravity of his vow. “I love you both too much to let you go. This is my marriage too, even if I can’t sign the papers.”

Jinx’s eyes fell closed. Air filled his lungs as a weight he hadn’t realized he carried lifted from his chest. Rocky had come home.

The air felt like soup, coating his lungs and drowning him. Rocky had never been more scared. All it would take was one of them to say no, and he would be on a plane back to L.A. alone. His life would be over. Nothing mattered to him the way Hudson and Jinx did. He had expected Hudson to be the unforgiving one. It turned out Jinx was the one who openly hurt while staring at Rocky, visibly waiting for Rocky to fix what he had broken by ignoring their pleas and apologies.

Hudson ended up having the words to save them. “Did you only come to watch, or do you plan to participate?”

Rocky’s feet moved before his mind caught up. “I love to watch, but I need more.” The space between them disappeared as Rocky lunged forward. First, he kissed Hudson and then Jinx before hauling them into his arms. He held on tight while he silently swore he would never let them break again. Then his need to be whole doubled. Rocky tossed Jinx over one shoulder and snagged Hudson’s hand. Tito had shown Rocky around earlier on the down low, so Rocky knew which room they would be sharing. He headed that way without looking back. Everything else could wait until after he had his fill of cuddling his babies.

He couldn’t stop touching them. His hands stroked every place he could reach as he eased Jinx down onto the bed and climbed in next to him. Then his mouth found Hudson’s as he towed Hudson in to join them. He hadn’t forgotten the madness they wove when they touched him, but he could never recreate the intensity in his mind. In between Jinx and Hudson, Rocky couldn’t do anything other than hang on for the ride. Tongues filled his mouth. Clothes disappeared. His eyes feasted upon the vision Hudson and Jinx created as they kissed. He stared down the line of his body, awed when their kiss included his cock. The sight mesmerized him. Their tongues stroked when they met at his crown. Rocky grabbed the headboard and held on. He had honestly intended to only hold them for a little while. His plans no longer mattered. He was at Jinx and Hudson’s mercy. Everything blurred together when Hudson found the lube. The lower half of his body belonged to them.

Then Jinx’s tongue was in Rocky’s mouth. Rocky’s heart twisted in his chest as love overwhelmed him. He recognized he had gotten lost since he walked away from them—this was real. The three of them weren’t playing some complicated game. They were genuinely and completely in love with one another. It wasn’t messy. Jinx and Hudson hadn’t made it hard for him to come back, because this was where he belonged. There was never any hint of jealousy inside this beautiful triad they had created. No one misunderstood their place. They each belonged to the other equally. Right now, Rocky needed to own their bodies and their souls.

Rocky snagged Jinx’s jaw and held his gaze. Jinx’s eyes were filled with lust. That was good. Rocky wanted that. “Turn around. I want to watch you kiss Hudson again.”

Jinx dutifully turned around, straddling Rocky’s body, facing away from him. The moment Rocky had Jinx where he wanted him, he hauled Jinx upward and dove in face first. He tongued Jinx’s asshole like it was his last meal. Rocky thrived on the sounds Jinx made as Rocky ate his ass. Then Hudson was on Rocky’s cock. His tight asshole sucked Rocky’s dick in deep. Rocky lost control. Jinx and Hudson kissed and touched while riding his dick and face. They used him in all the best ways—like he was their personal toy to fuck. He was and always would be. Rocky swapped between attempting to drive Jinx wild and trying to watch Hudson and Jinx stroke each other’s cocks. As pressure climbed his shaft, Rocky recognized he would never have enough time to do everything he wanted. He slapped Jinx’s ass.

“I want your dick. Give it to me. Fuck my mouth.”

Jinx quickly switched positions and straddled Rocky’s head. He stared down at Rocky as he led his cock to Rocky’s lips. Rocky opened, needing his prize. He sucked and licked while Jinx’s hips rolled. Jinx took his pleasure from Rocky’s willing mouth. Thinking went out the window. Rocky became nothing more than a giant ball of need. He kneaded Jinx’s ass, immersing himself in sucking Jinx’s cock while Hudson used Rocky’s dick like his personal dildo. Rocky loved every