Iola Leroy - Frances Ellen Watkins Harper (suggested reading txt) 📗

bin cuttin’ you up? It shan’t stay yere.’ An’ so she wouldn’t let de things stay in de house.”

“What did Uncle Job do?”

“He jis’ stood dere an’ cried.”

“And didn’t you feel sorry for him?” asked Iola.

“Not a bit! he hedn’t no business ter be so shabby.”

“But, Aunt Linda,” pursued Iola, “if it were shabby for an ignorant colored man to sell his vote, wasn’t it shabbier for an intelligent white man to buy it?”

“You see,” added Robert, “all the shabbiness is not on our side.”

“I knows dat,” said Aunt Linda, “but I can’t help it. I wants my people to wote right, an’ to think somethin’ ob demselves.”

“Well, Aunt Linda, they say in every flock of sheep there will be one that’s scabby,” observed Iola.

“Dat’s so! But I ain’t got no use fer scabby sheep.”

“Lindy,” cried John, “we’s most dar! Don’t you yere dat singin’? Dey’s begun a’ready.”

“Neber mine,” said Aunt Linda, “sometimes de las’ ob de wine is de bes’.”

Thus discoursing they had beguiled the long hours of the night and made their long journey appear short.

Very soon they reached the church, a neat, commodious, frame building, with a blue ceiling, white walls within and without, and large windows with mahogany-colored facings. It was a sight full of pathetic interest to see that group which gathered from miles around. They had come to break bread with each other, relate their experiences, and tell of their hopes of heaven. In that meeting were remnants of broken families⁠—mothers who had been separated from their children before the war, husbands who had not met their wives for years. After the bread had been distributed and the handshaking was nearly over, Robert raised the hymn which Iola had sung for him when he was recovering from his wounds, and Iola, with her clear, sweet tones, caught up the words and joined him in the strain. When the hymn was finished a dear old mother rose from her seat. Her voice was quite strong. With still a lingering light and fire in her eye, she said:⁠—

“I rise, bredren an’ sisters, to say I’m on my solemn march to glory.”

“Amen!” “Glory!” came from a number of voices.

“I’se had my trials an’ temptations, my ups an’ downs; but I feels I’ll soon be in one ob de many mansions. If it hadn’t been for dat hope I ’spects I would have broken down long ago. I’se bin through de deep waters, but dey didn’t overflow me; I’se bin in de fire, but de smell ob it isn’t on my garments. Bredren an’ sisters, it war a drefful time when I war tored away from my pore little chillen.”

“Dat’s so!” exclaimed a chorus of voices. Some of her hearers moaned, others rocked to and fro, as thoughts of similar scenes in their own lives arose before them.

“When my little girl,” continued the speaker, “took hole ob my dress an’ begged me ter let her go wid me, an’ I couldn’t do it, it mos’ broke my heart. I had a little boy, an’ wen my mistus sole me she kep’ him. She carried on a boardin’ house. Many’s the time I hab stole out at night an’ seen dat chile an’ sleep’d wid him in my arms tell mos’ day. Bimeby de people I libed wid got hard up fer money, an’ dey sole me one way an’ my pore little gal de oder; an’ I neber laid my eyes on my pore chillen sence den. But, honeys, let de wind blow high or low, I ’spects to outwedder de storm an’ anchor by’m bye in bright glory. But I’se bin a prayin’ fer one thing, an’ I beliebs I’ll git it; an’ dat is dat I may see my chillen ’fore I die. Pray fer me dat I may hole out an’ hole on, an’ neber make a shipwrack ob faith, an’ at las’ fine my way from earth to glory.”

Having finished her speech, she sat down and wiped away the tears that flowed all the more copiously as she remembered her lost children. When she rose to speak her voice and manner instantly arrested Robert’s attention. He found his mind reverting to the scenes of his childhood. As she proceeded his attention became riveted on her. Unbidden tears filled his eyes and great sobs shook his frame. He trembled in every limb. Could it be possible that after years of patient search through churches, papers, and inquiring friends, he had accidentally stumbled on his mother⁠—the mother who, long years ago, had pillowed his head upon her bosom and left her parting kiss upon his lips? How should he reveal himself to her? Might not sudden joy do what years of sorrow had failed to accomplish? Controlling his feelings as best he could, he rose to tell his experience. He referred to the days when they used to hold their meetings in the lonely woods and gloomy swamps. How they had prayed for freedom and plotted to desert to the Union army; and continuing, he said: “Since then, brethren and sisters, I have had my crosses and trials, but I try to look at the mercies. Just think what it was then and what it is now! How many of us, since freedom has come, have been looking up our scattered relatives. I have just been over to visit my old mistress, Nancy Johnson, and to see if I could get some clue to my long-lost mother, who was sold from me nearly thirty years ago.”

Again there was a chorus of moans.

On resuming, Robert’s voice was still fuller of pathos.

“When,” he said, “I heard that dear old mother tell her experience it seemed as if someone had risen from the dead. She made me think of my own dear mother, who used to steal out at night to see me, fold me in her arms, and then steal back again to her work. After she was sold away I never saw her face again by daylight.