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Jebu, as far as I know, is still with Yukio. It has been so long since I’ve seen Jebu. Truly, he has washed Kiyosi’s blood from his hands by his brave rescue of my little Sametono. I pray that he will not be dragged down in Yukio’s ruin. Still, I cannot forgive Yukio for Atsue’s death. Why has Jebu never sent a message to me? No matter, there is no future for Jebu and me. I shall soon belong to Hideyori.
Yesterday, while meditating on my kung-an after my midday meal, I remembered what Hideyori had said about my having been an Emperor or prime minister in a previous life. I set out at once to tell Eisen I had already solved my kung-an. With Sametono perched on the saddle in front of me and the inevitable pair of samurai Hideyori always sends with me whenever I leave the Shogun’s palace riding behind us, I directed my favourite mare up into the hills to Eisen’s temple. It now consists of three buildings. Eisen has four young monks and two elderly retired samurai studying with him. Sametono and I were admitted at once into Sensei’s chamber.
“Show me the face you had before you were born,” he said without a word of greeting as soon as I was seated before him. His own face was as stern as a boulder, and I quailed a little.
“I believe now that before I was born I must have been an official at Court, or perhaps even an Emperor of olden times. This would explain why affairs of state fascinate me so.”
“Rubbish,” Eisen snapped. “Individual persons do not pass from one life to the next. You do not understand the true meaning of rebirth.”
If I do not, I thought, then neither does Hideyori. “Who is it that is reborn then if not the person?” I asked.
Eisen threw his hands in the air and shouted, “Kwatz!” I was startled, even though Sensei has done this to me several times before, usually when I ask him a question about religion.
Sametono was amused. He laughed so hard at Eisen’s outburst that he fell over sideways on the mat. My heart melted at the sight of that round little boy rolling on the floor. He looked exactly as I remember. Atsue looking at the age of four. My eyes grew wet, but I frowned at him for behaving so in Sensei’s chamber.
“This boy has more of Zen in him than many an aged monk,” said Eisen with great seriousness. “Learn from him, Lady Taniko, and protect his attainment. Do not let his Buddha-mind become clouded over as he grows older.”
We left Eisen’s temple, my kung-an still unsolved. All the way down from the hills Sametono kept shouting, “Kwatz! Kwatz!”
-Seventh Month, fifteenth day
YEAR OF THE HORSE
The three bodies lay side by side on a dais. The two men and the woman were dressed in their finest robes, only their pallid faces visible amid folds of shining cloth arranged to hide their awful wounds. They had committed seppuku. Eirst Shenzo Saburo had disembowelled himself with his short sword, then his best friend had beheaded him to end his pain. In turn, Saburo’s friend had cut his own belly open and been decapitated by Saburo’s son, Totomi. Meanwhile, Saburo’s wife, in the women’s quarters, had joined her husband in death by severing the main artery in her throat with a small dagger.
Shenzo Saburo had been one of Yukio’s most trusted, respected of ficers all during the War of the Dragons. Now he lay dead with his wife and his friend in the main hall of his Heian Kyo mansion, and Yukio wept for one of his oldest comrades. Wiping his eyes with the sleeve of his robe, Yukio turned to Shenzo Totomi, who stood respectfully by, his face pale, his eyes huge with the solemnity of the things he had seen and done.
“Why did your father do this?”
“Out of love and loyalty for you, my lord,” said the young man. “When the new commander Lord Hideyori appointed over your troops declared that you are a traitor to the nation and have been plotting against the Shogun, my father felt he must protest in the strongest possible way. My lord, may I present to you my father’s death poem and his final testament?”
Yukio nodded, and with a deep bow the young man drew a scroll from his sleeve. “My father’s last poem is dedicated to you, Lord Yukio.” Yukio read the poem, first silently, then aloud:
On a hilltop in Yamato
Stands a solitary pine
Unaware of the approaching storm.
To Jebu the meaning of the poem was transparent, as it doubtless was to everyone else in the room. Yukio shut his eyes and again used his silk sleeve to wipe away tears from cheeks as pale as those of the dead. Now Saburo’s son offered him another scroll, the testament. Yukio began to read it. Jebu noticed that many more men, samurai and servants, had entered the room to listen. Saburo’s letter began with a recitation of the Shenzo family tree, just as if he were challenging someone on the field of battle.
Then Yukio read, “I have tried to warn the lieutenant that he is permitting a great wrong to be done to himself, his family and his loyal followers. Honour forbids him to hear my warning. Therefore honour requires me to choose this drastic way of reaching his ear. I plead with him not to let my death and the deaths of those close to me go to waste.” Yukio stopped, unable to continue, filled to overflowing with tears. He thrust the scroll at Jebu.
Jebu found the place where Yukio had left off and took up the reading. “My lord, your brother sat safely in Kamakura while you were in the forefront of every battle. He envies your glory and fears your prowess, and he means to destroy you. Your enemies are gathering. Your brother presumes, as did the Takashi, to give orders to the Emperor himself. Shall the Sacred Islands be enslaved by another upstart tyrant? My lord, place yourself at His Imperial Majesty’s disposal before it is too late. Arise. Arm yourself. Attack.”
“Read no more,” said Yukio. “This is treason.”
“It is you who are betrayed, my lord,” said Shenzo Totomi.
Yukio shook his head. “I have never wanted anything but the victory of the Muratomo, and the chieftain of the Muratomo is my brother, Lord Hideyori, the Shogun.”
“Your first loyalty is to the Emperor and to the Sacred Islands, honoured lieutenant,” said Totomi quietly.
Yukio’s large eyes bulged with rage. “Do not call me by that title. I have relinquished it. Do you dare to tell me my duty?” His pale face darkened to a deep red, and Jebu tensed himself, because he had never seen Yukio become this angry without reaching for his sword. Then Yukio smiled and sighed. “I am sorry I spoke harshly to you. I forgive your forwardness. You are the son of an old comrade, and you have just lost your father. Remember this, though. Lord Muratomo no Hideyori is the protector of the Retired Emperor and of the Sacred Islands. His every action is for the good of the Crown and the realm.”
Shenzo Totomi’s eyes fell. “My lord, there was more to the testament. My father asks you to accept me in his place as your vassal.”
Yukio put his hand on the young man’s shoulder. “It is a great gift that your honoured father and you offer me, but if I accepted you into my service now I would expose you to mortal danger. I will not do that to the son of an old friend. The day may come when I will be able to receive your oath of fealty. Eor now, be patient, Totomi-san. I shall see you again at your father’s funeral.”
That night, Jebu and Yukio sat up talking until the hour of the rat. Yukio was melancholy. He seemed unable to make plans or decisions, even though he agreed with Jebu’s assessment of the situation. As Jebu saw it, Hideyori had decided that he no longer needed Yukio, and he feared that Yukio might become a leader for those who opposed the new military government. Yukio had only two choices. He could go into hiding or he could do what Hideyori seemed to be expecting him to do, raise a revolt against the Shogun. If he did try to flee, Hideyori would undoubtedly track him down and try to kill him. Yukio’s only hope was to fight back now, while there were many who still were willing to join him.
Yukio smiled sadly. “Have you forgotten the years of blood and fire and famine? Do you want me to plunge the country into another war, just to save my own life?” Jebu had no answer. He wished Taitaro were there to advise them. His hand stole into his tunic pocket and fingered the Jewel of Life and Death.
“If I must flee,” said Yukio, “I can go north to Oshu where my wife and children are, where my father’s old ally, Lord Hidehira, can protect me from my brother’s hatred.”
“You are the only man in the Sunrise Land strong enough to stand up to Hideyori,” said Jebu. “If you run from him, I doubt that anyone can protect you for long.”
“I will not break with my brother until I have made one last attempt to convince him that I am loyal and he has nothing to fear from me. I owe that much to our father and to our family.”
Looking at his friend, Jebu felt as if he were seeing Yukio’s face for the first time. Gaunt and lined, it could have been the face of a saintly abbot-Buddhist, not Zinja-steeped in awareness of the suffering and transience of all things. He did not look like a man about to lead warriors into battle.
The glory of the Takashi is reduced to a few crimson rags drifting on the sea, Jebu thought, and now the glory of Muratomo no Yukio withers before my eyes.
From a letter from Muratomo no Yukio to Muratomo no Hideyori:
… All my life I have wanted only one thing, to be with my family. Our father was torn from us when I was an infant, and from that day to this my mind had never been at peace for a single moment. I grew up an orphan. Now I beg you, elder brother, to be a father to me. Weeping tears of blood, I beg of you to turn your wrath aside from me. I want nothing for myself. My victories were your victories. If my success in war has made you hate me, I wish I _might have died on
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