Always - J .M. Rivers (10 best books of all time TXT) 📗
- Author: J .M. Rivers
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Expecting me to believe that at last
I'd found someone to make a life pact
Thank God you're now in my past
WORD OF ADVICE
Look up into the vast open sky,reach for the stars only if you may
Don't look down just aim forward,push on and make it you coward!
You're always looking down on yourself,only seeing the imperfections
Get this straight from me,that's what makes you one of a kind
So maybe you don't fit in the status quo,but just so you know
That's not meant for you,it's meant for the purpose of ranking
How many choose to defy it,refuse to be bound and enslaved by it?
Strive to achieve the unattainable,just because they will to do so?
Enough looking over your shoulder,neck cramps will just follow you
Start searching very diligently,to find food to the soul straight up!
Direct your eyes completely inward,see that which is in plain sight
Your true entire unique self,the one you nearly left and forgot existed
Revel in all your success,uncover your sole purpose in the world
Bring about positive and building change,leave out all destructive thoughts
Love without hiding,that which comes by without planning
Hold it fast and close,because when you know:you'll know
I'M ME,THANKS TO YOULoving you is like watching paint dry
See,you have no clue what you really want
Got me going up and down,up and down
And it's got me feeling really hazy
I wish you'd just choose between black and white
I'm sick of you being neither hot nor cold
Telling me all these lame excuses
You're starting to sound like a broken record
I loved you with an open heart
And you just filled it with dirt
I would be lying that it doesn't still hurt
But all in all,I'm me,thanks to you
Was out and about changing every part of me
Into something you said you'd rather have
Hoping that you'd love me for how I had become
I was too blinded by my many insecurities
I was told that love can at times be blind
I guessed you'd lead me in the right direction
Then I saw right through your theatrical act
Soon enough to call it quits and move on
I loved you with an open heart
And you just filled it with dirt
I would be lying that it doesn't still hurt
But all in all,I'm me,thanks to you
POETRY Poetry.
The only way to put words to my feelings
That I could never say to your face
Secrets of my hidden smile
Whispers of the stolen glances.
Poetry.
An escape to a world I control
Where I am ruler and subject
Oppressor and oppressed
Loved as well as hated.
Poetry.
Weaving words into a fabric
Painting a canvas in my imagination
Tell of the real me existing inside
One I choose to hide no longer.
What truly is honesty?
Saying the whole truth and nothing but
Whether it hurts or mends a soul, whatever
It's stating facts, right?
Where can I find honesty?
Is it in the soft caress of my lover
Or hidden in the depths of my mother?
I can find it, right?
What does honesty look like?
A bright and blinding light
Shinning in the darkness?
I can see it, right?
How do I know honesty?
Does it reveal itself to people
Or hides waiting eagerly to be found?
It does exist, right?
I don't know anything dealing with honesty!
But it would mean a whole lot to me
If you would bring it with you from time to time
And that right there, is honest honesty.
MY GIRLS (Alcoholism)She was right in front of me,
The dimly lit and smoke filled room
Did little to hide her colourful vibrant body hugging dress
I entertained her antics at conversation
Although all I wanted was a taste
A taste that she hid at her very core
I shift in my seat as she continues her seductive game
My dear, Patty; none could ever compare.
Her neck, so long and inviting
Her mouth, the envy of many a Kylie Jenner
Her voluptuous body, a temptation I had to touch
Her voice is so still and soothing
She asks to dance; I oblige
Agile in movement, I watch her in fascination
Sweat provocatively slides down her silky smooth skin
The temptation is too great
I move in skillfully and our mouths meet
She fills me with her sweet nectar
And I, nothing but a deprived desperate soul
Lap up every single saving drop
Until nothing is left but the burn in my throat
Not yet fully satisfied but grateful to you
I look over at your identical sisters; Vicky, Jenny, Brandy
In awe I seek to devour them, inside and out
There is no picking or choosing
I want them all, I want them now
Even my ‘on again - off again’ girlfriend, Mary Jane, can join us.
Oblivious of the inner turmoil within
The emptiness; the hollow void that remains
Constantly trying to evade; mistakes I’ve made
In my sporadic escapades; trying to win life over with a serenade
I try to wean off them but I’m captured in a choke-hold
In love with the way she hurts me, could the devil be any more irresistible or delectable?
Twirling me around on her little finger
Pirouetting me back and forth in a deathly waltz
My thoughts are not my own, movements controlled; I’m a puppet on a string
Priorities are shed off; all that remained was us on the dance floor
Echoing silence each time
The midnight clock struck twelve
With misery as the forlorn glass slipper was left
As I followed them into the everlasting height
Worn out and beaten, my demons try to outrun and catch up
But I have fuel to get even further; Jamie holds my hand
She leads me back to my lovers who fight for me and entice me
They lay their hands on me and turn me into a believer
Yes, oh yes! I truly believe!
ImprintText: The Author J. M. Rivers
Images: Google
Editing: The Author J. M. Rivers
Translation: ONLY AVAILABLE IN ENGLISH
Publication Date: 04-25-2015
All Rights Reserved
Dedication:
To everyone who believes without seeing.
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