1998.03.01 - The Word of God at the Sunday remembrance of Adam's expulsion from Paradise - Lord Jesus (ebook reader color screen .TXT) 📗

woman lusted against Adam. If Adam did not tell the woman the word from the Lord, that is not to take from the tree of knowledge, the beautiful angel would have not heard the word told to the woman, and because he heard it, he became an evil spirit, submitting to man and not to God. The man was loved by God and he became haughty and he made wisdom in his own self, and the beautiful angel was working through the man, and the man gave him a body through a serpent. The serpent coiled around the tree and this worked out into the mind of the man, into his conscience, upon the fruit of knowledge. The woman touched and ate, and received knowledge, and her eyes were opened for good and evil, and she also gave her husband, and then the man was clothed in a perishable body, in a mortal body, and through the man all the beings received the death into their flesh, into their body.

 

I am the One Who hears any voice, as I heard Abel’s voice, who was crying out to Me from the ground. This child of Adam shed the blood of the lamb brought as a sacrifice of his heart before God. I received the sacrifice of his heart, the sacrifice of his love to Me, but the blood of the sacrificed lamb spread a smell of blood on the earth, and then Abel’s blood marked the ground with the man’s blood, and behold, flesh and blood do not inherit the kingdom of the heavens.

 

Sons, sons, what is flesh and who made it and who grows it to be? Why do the people eat meat? Why do the animals eat meat? Why is it eaten meat, sons? Why does the flesh eat meat? Why is it not eaten what I left to be eaten[4]? Who can answer Me? I am the One Who hears the one who answers Me.

 

Oh, where are you, My creature? You, the first created man, answer Me! Answer to Me, so that the entire human race may hear, as I am the God of the living and of those that are asleep. Answer to Me, you that are built by My hand from the earth! Amen, amen, amen.

 

− Here I am, Lord. Who can stand against Your word? Is he really the one, who can answer besides me? I am the first created man; created by Your hand and by Your love. You built me of word and love, and out of love and clay, and You called me man. You did not call me meat, and You called me man. I am the one who has sinned against You and against me, and You were the Most High. You are my Creator and the Creator of those that are seen and not seen, which means God, but by disobedience I became a thief. You gave me everything that You created for me, but I have craved for what is Yours, Lord. You have been the Righteous One, and You did not hide from me those of Yours, and rather You put them into the midst of the paradise, so that they may Yours and not mine; so that Your sign may be into my way, so that You may be with a sign before me always, and for me to have free will and to love You with it and to be Your love, and for You to be my love in everything that I have, and to be Yours and not mine. But I became conceited. Oh, how could I do this? There was no one on the earth that I may rise myself above. I arose against You, Lord. I wanted to be like You and more than You. You put me into the paradise from Eden and You gave me everything that You made for the man and I got haughty in my thought that I was ruler over everything and I said to myself: «I am God and I sit on God’s throne». Because of my beauty, my heart became haughty and by my haughtiness I lost my obedience and wisdom, as it is written into the Scriptures about my deed, about the haughtiness of my heart in the paradise from Eden. When You saw that I turned my haughtiness into my wisdom, You took care of my life and gave me a commandment: «Of every tree of the garden you may freely eat: but of the tree of the knowledge of good and evil, you shall not eat of it; for in the day that you eat of it you will surely die».

 

I walked with self-conceit before You, Lord, and I told Your mystery to the woman that I called woman and I called her flesh of my flesh and bone of my bones, and I said that she was mine. I did not want to be Yours with everything that was mine, with everything that I had made and given from You, and I pulled myself out of You and I joined with the woman with my heart. Eden was Your garden; it was not mine, but my iniquity born out of the haughtiness of my heart nestled into my heart. When I told the woman Your commandment not to eat of the tree, the woman of my flesh turned from flesh into lust, and her thought worked by her own lust, and the beautiful angel worked for the woman through the body of the serpent which wriggled on the tree with fruits forbidden to eat. This urged the woman to eat, telling her that she would not die, but rather «their eyes will be opened and they will be like God, knowing good and evil». The serpent became a bad omen into the way of the man by the man’s lust, by the man’s haughtiness, as You stand against those who become haughty into the thought of their heart, Lord, Creator of everything, and You put enmity between the serpent and the man, and the love started to cry in Eden, and the nature was also crying because of the man’s fall, for the man became flesh and corruptible fleshly nature, Lord and the flesh is drawn to the flesh and the flesh is for death, not for God.

 

What is the flesh? Here is Your question, Lord. Who is the one who made it? I am the one that answers You. I am the one that made flesh out of the work of Your hand and corruptible fleshly nature, for I went wrong to become haughty, and then I also went wrong not obeying Your commandment, that is not to eat of what is Yours and not mine, and then I also went wrong allowing the woman to lead me, and then I went wrong standing on her side and not on Your side, Lord. I am the root of the man subjected to the flesh and corruptible fleshly nature, but You are the heavenly root of the man who wants to be born of your death and from the resurrection from among the dead.

 

You came from heaven two thousand years ago, to work and to lift the man up to the place where I fell from. You had not eaten for forty days and forty nights for me, the one who ate without Your will from those of Yours, sinning by my haughtiness and my disobedience to God. You had not eaten for forty days and forty nights, and You let Yourself be tempted by the evil spirit more than I let myself be tempted, but his temptation was overcome in Your body. You overcame what I had to overcome. It was I that I brought the evil spirit into existence, and You squashed his power by Your humbleness and by Your obedience to Your Father. You had cried with a godly tear for forty days for me, for You have been looking for me for seven thousand years. You want to find me in every man, as You want me as I was before my haughtiness. You want me in every man as I was when you set me at my beginning in the Paradise from Eden.

 

Forgive me, Lord, as it was for my resurrection that You came among the people to die like the man and to come after me into the dwelling of the dead, where I entered with tears on my cheeks for everything that I went wrong before You, Lord. I have been waiting for such a long time to come after me. And I am waiting now for You to come for every man who died for my wicked deeds that I made in the Paradise from Eden. Your people from today is a path of Your coming, that you will come soon, soon, and with You will come all the people that did not go to sleep in You, with the hope of Your coming at the end of the ages, Lord  and Redeemer and Son of the heavenly Father.

 

Here I am, Lord. I am in Your coming and I tell the human kind that I the man should not eat meat, and no creature has to eat meat as well. I am the first created man and I went wrong on account of the entire human kind, which went wrong through me.

 

I confess my sins from Eden. Knowledge belongs to God; it does not belong to the man, and I went wrong touching on those of God through the woman, and taking and eating through the woman.

 

I am made out of the Romanian clay, and I am Romanian, and I am the first man created out of the dust, who appeared first out of the water from the creation of the heaven and the earth.

 

Lord, may Your will be done on the Romanian land, as it was in the beginning of the earth! My Spirit cries for all corruptibility that settled over the earth by my disobedience from my beginning. My spirit is waiting for Your coming, Lord, Son of the Father, and Son of the man, Who comes with the mystery of the man’s incorruptibility, (See the selection topic „The mystery of humankind salvation - the mystery of incorruptibility[5]”, r.n.) which I lost for me and for each man. But You are the Redeemer, Who comes, and there is no other man to perceive God, the One Who is, Who comes, and Who died and rose from the dead for each man.

 

Forgive me, Lord, that You called me and I came at Your word, for You are my God. Blessed is the man who listens fully to the voice of God.

 

Lord, cleanse me of My guilt, which fell over the entire human kind, for I came with it in front of the heaven and of the earth, so that the fulfillment of Your promises may come on the earth, in a work of new heaven and new earth on the Romanian land that You stay on and speak the word of Your coming, calling out all the nations of the earth before You for the great day of the redemption. Amen, amen, amen.

 

− Oh, My people of today, the first created man answered Me and came when I called him. You should also come in the mystery of My word and stay in it, for you are the visible fruit of the mystery of My word and you are waited by the first man built and by all his descendants. I am the One Who brought into being everything from nothing, when I created them. I did not create them to eat each other. I did not say that they should be meat for food for each other. I want to repair the damage that the first created man did to me, and