내 첫 사랑 che cha sarang - Varaidzo Melissa Chidzuu (english readers txt) 📗

knew that; I had destroyed your life . Just like a mirror all my dreams were shattered and my wall was crumbling down because my heart was bleeding.

All I ever wanted to do was to love you because you are my world but I hurt you and for that you rejected me. I tore you in half and you left me in the rain gazing hopelessly at the empty road ahead of me. I can only bleed eternally inside and feel the cold knife penetrate deeper into my heart, slowly ripping me apart.

Monica, I’m so sorry for taking your heart and rubbing it in the sand, for taking advantage of your love and stabbing you in the back. If I had told you that I was going to change, that would have been a lie because I am who I am; Jessie Barbers. And for this reason, I don’t want to see you cry over me or think about me any more because all I’ll ever be in your life is a nightmare. I have lied to you numerous times but one thing I’ve never lied about is my love for you, I love you Monica but I can’t hurt you anymore.

Maybe next time; if there really is a next life, I will never hurt you. I promise that I will be worthy of your love and we will be happy but until then I can never guarantee you that now, no; I can’t promise you anything...

Goodbye Monica Winters

My beautiful princess

My first love

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

 

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Publication Date: 02-27-2015

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Dedication:
To the man I'd enjoy and appreciate loving for the rest of my life