Happy little accident - ME! (reading e books TXT) 📗

a lot of sense.
Weird, first period was over and Jamie was waiting outside the toilets for me.
“Hey baby, are you okay?” He cupped my face in his hands and kissed the tip of my nose. I love it when he does that.
“Um yeah, I guess I just had a bad breakfast, I don’t know.” I pulled a sad face at him, and he did one back. He picked my off my feet and hugged me tightly. “Whoa don’t hug my too tight, might throw up again! All over your new shirt!”
“Oh yeah, right. Sorry!” He put me down gently. “I have soccer practice, and you have a class so I’m gonna love you and leave you bug.” He planted a big kiss right on my lips, then kissed my full face playfully, I giggled and pushed him away. As I walked away it hit me, by 4 pm this would all be over, Jamie wouldn't be mine anymore. I need to stop thinking of the negative, it’ll all work out in the long run.
When I walked into biology, I had totally forgot that we were doing about pregnancy and reproduction, great. Katie walked into the classroom, I had totally forgot about her. I hadn't seen her since I told her I was pregnant. She sat next to me, and laughed when she saw what we were going to be doing in lesson.
“Kat, can you come over after school? I’m gonna need your sense of humor to cheer me up!” She gave me a slight look to tell me to explain. “I’ll tell you later.”
“Sure thing Gracie. Hey, I get to spend time with you and the bun.” She winked at me. “ It’s important that it knows the voice of the most important people!”
“Well it’s certainly going to know yours isn't it.” I gave her a cheeky smile.
“Hells yeah, I’m going to be fun aunt Kate!” Thank god she was a good whisperer, didn't want no one finding out about this for a long time.
The teacher babbled on for what felt like hours about all the stuff I already researched. Every now and again when the teacher said something gross I could see Katie glance at me with a smile on her face, she was the least discrete person ever. Even though this pregnancy may not be the best thing in the world, but what’s done is done. People talk about how bad being pregnant is, but if I’m being honest I can’t wait, yeah I’m not looking forward to people staring and talking about me, and I know it won’t be plain sailing but I’ll have to deal with it.
Oddly I didn't see Jamie for the rest of the day, I sat and ate lunch being the third wheel with Katie and Jake, they were constantly sucking each other’s face. Before I knew it, it was 4. I’d been running over all the things I was going to say to Jamie all day, and when I got to the bleachers my mind went blank. I looked around, and just like she promised, Charlotte was there. I could feel my heart beat faster as Jamie approached, my palms were sweaty and I felt nauseous.
“Hey baby!” He leaned in for a kiss, but I turn my face so he kissed my cheek. He pulled away with a confused, hurt look on his face. This was killing me. I hadn't even began talking before the tears fell out of my eyes. “Gracie, what’s wrong?”
“Stop, please. Jamie, I’m sorry but I can’t do this anymore.” I couldn't look at him, I couldn't bear to look him in the in and lie.
“Can’t do what?” His voice was doing that breaking thing when you cry.
“Us, I don’t want to do this anymore. You deserve to be happy, so find someone that makes you happy. Please, don’t try and change my mind because we are over. Bye Jamie.” I turned and walked away from the only person that makes me happy. I didn't even have the decency to look him in the face.
I couldn't face Katie, so when I got to my car I text her and told her not to come round. Didn't want to face anybody, because by tomorrow morning, the world would know that there was no more me and Jamie. When I got through my front door, all the tears I’d tried keeping in on the way home. To my surprise, as I broke down my mom emerged from the kitchen. I ran to her, tears down my face. And she welcomed me with open arms.
“How about we go in the living room, sit on the couch, get a couple of blankets and some ice cream and watch a film?” She whispered into my ear.
“Sounds great mom.” I pulled out of the hug and smiled at her. I got the blackest and a movie and waited for my mom to come and join me.
“So, before I start this movie, care to tell me why you were crying?” I knew something like this was coming, and she was my mom I had to tell her.
“Me and Jamie broke up.”
“What! Is it because your pregnant? I have the right mind to call Mia!” She fumbled around the couch for her cell.
“No! Mom, I ended it. He doesn't know that I’m pregnant.” I saw her look at me with an angry expression on her face. Before she could say anything, I cut in. “ I did this for him, I don’t want to hate him for having a future, while I’ll be home taking care of a baby and I don’t want him to hate me for keeping the baby. Don’t tell me it’s a stupid reason because it’s good enough for me, okay?” I choked back the tears once again.
“Have you spoken to him?”
“No, not since I ended it. I don’t want to tell him I’m pregnant just yet. I've been meaning to ask you something. I googled special places expectant teenage moms can go to continue through school and I was wondering if I could go?”
My mom was hesitant to answer, but I could see her considering it. “I guess so, um I’ll sort it. And I’m guessing you could have the day off tomorrow. We’re going to look at this place before you go. On one condition, as soon as this baby is here, you are going back to that school.” She’d always loved my school, partly because she went there. Movie night was canceled because my mom had a lot of phone calls to make. Then it hit me, how was I going to tell me dad?

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