Meant (To Be Yours) - Anaya Phoenix (list of ebook readers .txt) 📗

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“Uhm. Is this where Sarah Montgomery lives?” She asked, her voice tainted with age and sadness.
“This is she. What can I help you with?” Sarah asked, cocking her hip and pitching her head to the side.
“You may not know me but… My name is Sasha Montgomery-“
“No. You’re not. The only Sasha Montgomery I know is dead to me, ya know? So if you would be so kind as to get your ass of my st-“
“Who do we have here Sarah?” Jeb asked, coming behind her making her nose flare with anger.
“Nobody. It’s just about to leave.”
“Sarah I know I hurt you-“ Her mother tried but she took a threatening step forward.
“You didn’t hurt me. I wouldn’t want a heartless bitch like you as a mother, you helped me. It was my father you hurt, leaving him like that, with a child-“
“It was his child!” She argued, her face going red.
“I am his child. Thanks to you. You left him, his wolf pined for you everyday, he cried himself to sleep for years. And when he was killed? Where were you? I’m sure you felt his pain as the first bite mark punctured his shin.” Sarah growled and took another step forward. She stood toe to toe with her blanched mother.
“I-I don’t know w-what your talking a-about.” Her mother stuttered, pain flashing through her charcoal eyes.
“Bullshit. He was bitten 25 times, his body was clawed through to the bone. You felt every bit of it didn’t you. I bet you sat there, delighted that your problem was finally over, I bet you’ve already marked someone.” Sarah said lightly and her mother’s face reddened with anger.
“You’ve got a lot of nerve, you know that?! I wasn’t ready for you, I wasn’t ready for your father. I was young, free and beautiful. I thought the whole world owed me for my beauty, that they should bow down to me. When I met your father he showed me new things, he showed me his life. I was smitten, I still am. I left you with him because I couldn’t raise someone. I was messed up, my morals were everywhere and I was self absorbed. If I would of kept you, your life would be terrible. And I know you’re probably thinking why didn’t I just go back to him. Your father made it very clear that he hated me, he hated the way I thought, hated the way I acted, he hated everything about me. At first I thought if he didn’t want me why should he have his child, surely I was greater than a child. It tore me apart when I left you with him. But he didn’t want me, why should I stay with someone who didn’t want me, who would treat me like scum rather than a mate?”
“My father would never do that.” Sarah whispered, angry tears forming at the corner of her eyes.
“Why would I lie? What would I benefit from lying?” Her mother asked, her dark eyes scanning her daughters face.
“I don’t know but you are. S-so just leave, y-you are lying cold hearted bitch, g-go away.” She was breaking down, her great wall that she had built around herself slowly crumbled down the longer she looked at her mother. The familiar hair, body shape, stutter. Why couldn’t she love her mother? Why couldn’t she just accept something for once in her complicated life? Because you’re a wolf, somebody said in her mind, wolves are naturally stubborn. Then when you add the stubbornness from your father and add it to that nature it makes you more of an ass than me. She was confused but she didn’t let it show, her mother stepped forward with her arms braced open.
“I-I said l-leave.” Her voice wavered and she knew she failed. The tears streamed down her face and she hugged herself. Her mother rushed forward and hugged her, a feeling of calm washed over her and she clung onto it, clung onto her mother.
“I’m so sorry my sweet baby girl. I’m never going to leave you again, Ok? You’re mine.” Her mother crooned into her hair and Sarah cried harder. It felt good to belong to someone. I think you’ve forgotten a very important person, the voice said again, making Sarah clench her fists on her mother’s back. Couldn’t they see she was bonding with her mother? No matter though, said person will be back soon enough, just hang tight love and keep your mind open. Love?


She and her mother stayed up the remainder of the night. Talking, crying, and even laughing. If her father saw her now… he’d die. She still couldn’t seem to shake the fact that the voice in her head had called her ‘love’. No one ever called her love… not that she could remember. Her dreams were taunting memories, memories of him. except for the last one though, the last one was just disturbing. She sat in an open field, a field that was littered with dead bodies and soaked with blood. In the distance she saw a spot, one little piece of life amongst the hordes of death. She walked towards the spot, noticing a shape and soon a person. The little girl at the training session. Her back was hunched over as she grieved silently at the loss of her pack. She looked up and her eyes were red, not just the pupil but the whole eye.
“It’s your fault. You didn’t listen to the music, you didn’t follow the chosen path. If you had they would be alive right now! All of them! Why didn’t you Sarah!? Why didn’t you just listen to the music?!” The little girl shrieked and shrieked making Sarah wince back in fear, her shriek scratched at her brain. Then the little girl morphed, she morphed into everyone that Sarah cared about. They all yelled at her, degraded her, made her feel like nothing but scum underneath their shoes. Lastly it morphed to Drew, he didn’t yell at her though. He just stared at her with milky dead eyes.
“No.” She whispered and stepped forward. His face spread out then, into a malicious grin, his skin ripping and tearing. His teeth weren't normal and perfect, this time they were sharp jagged shark teeth threatening to swallow her whole.
“Since you are not capable of following simple directions, dear mate, it seems that you have to join me.” His voice was no longer her mate’s, his voice was something of demonic power.
“No… no you can’t be dead. That’s not how it’s supposed to happen.” she muttered and struggled to wake up.
“When are you going to learn, love, nothing goes the way you will it to be. When things are meant to be it happens.” His voice, for one iota of a second, turned back to normal when he said ‘love’ only to return to it’s demonic regimen immediately after.
“This is my life!! It will come out the way I want it to!” She yelled at him, scared and angry at this new version of her mate.
“Not this time.” He growled and lunged at her, making her dream world go blank. Chapter 13

She woke up in a cold sweat, gasping for air. She put her head to her forehead and thought about her sanity. She got up from the bed and walked down the stairs, trying to refrain from talking to herself. Someone knocked on the door just as her foot hit the last step. She frowned and walked to the door. Who the hell could this be? Her wolf thought to her and mentally shrugged. She opened the door and her heart leapt forward.
“Oh my god, it’s you!” She shrieked and jumped into his arms. He chuckled as his body wobbled backwards.
“I take it you’ve missed me?” He said, his accent winking at his amusement.
“I’ve more than missed you!! Where did you go? Why’d you just leave? You couldn’t take me with you? What the hell is wrong with you?! God I’ve missed you! Never leave me ever again, do you understand me Drew Mascot?” She rambled, looking up at him periodically and glaring but settling on a hug.
“I think I understand, love, now if you don’t mind. It is kind of cold out here.” He mumbled against her hair and she beamed up at him.
“Sorry, I forgot. Come on in.” She apologized and backed away from him. He took a look at the darkened sky and whistled once, curtly, then entered the house.
“What was that about?” She asked him, barely able to keep from touching him once more.
“Just admiring the night sky.” He explained then peeled of his leather jacket.
“Are you going to give me a hug or am I going to have to beg?” He asked, after throwing his jacket on the couch. She beamed and rushed to him, nearly making them fall with the impact, and squeezed the ever loving life out of him.
“I missed you so much.” She whispered into his long sleeve t-shirt, reveling in the warmth his chest gave off.
“I missed you more love, but it was for the best.” He whispered into her messy hair and she sighed as she felt his heart thump lazily.
“Are you hungry? You must be hungry, want me to make you something to-“ She started to chirp excitedly, unwrapping her arms from around him.
“No, I only want some sleep.” He chuckled deeply and swept her off her feet.
“A peaceful sleep with you by my side, that’s all I ask.” He mumbled as she laughed airily. He walked her up the stairs, keeping his steps light and his gaze on her. He opened her room door softly and closed it as gently with his foot. He put her down on the bed, eliciting a soft sigh from her, and began shredding off his clothing. She missed him, she missed the feel of his skin against hers. She was determined to get that feeling back tonight. Along with a few other feelings as well. His muscles flexed as he took off his shirt and she bit her lip, bringing her knees to her chest. He unbuttoned his jeans slowly and her eyes zeroed in on the spot, not liking how he tortured her. As his jeans fell down to his ankles her heart beat faster. His chuckle brought her eyes back to his face, one shiny canine was showing and his eyes shone silver.
“I take it you’ve missed me?” He asked and she nodded, not trusting her mouth with coherent words. In a matter of seconds he managed to zoom to her, lay her down on her back and her pajama shorts around her ankles.
“I’ve missed you too, more than you can even begin to fathom.” He growled and slammed his lips down onto hers.


She was floating, her body seemed to light up when his lips touched her, making her come back to life. Moaning she wrapped her arms around his broad shoulders and pulled him closer, wrapping her bare legs around his waist. His hand skimmed down her body, stopping for a moment to caress her breasts through the flimsy tank top she threw on. Whimpering she bit his lip, begging for more. Suddenly she wanted his hands everywhere, she wanted him surrounding her and in