She is the one by Asheslove (that summer book .TXT) 📗
- Author: Asheslove
- Serie: «Toxic but love»
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I know whatever Edward said was right and Nicolas will never forget this and forgave me for doing this but then I remembered about my family, my friends, my life.
I knew it's not too great and even boaring with nothing new and special but then again its my life, my choices, my happiness, my rules, nobody forced me in that, I chose it.
Uncle David saw the hesitation and my inner dilemma.
'Its fine Elena, you can come child. You don't need to worry, your family is safe' he said gentely forwarding his hand giving me an encouraging nod.
'She can make her own decisions officer' Nicolas said from behind and its irony that the man who forced me on his choices, life and decision is saying this.
I looked at Nicolas and releasing a long breath made my decision and took a step forward.
Everybody turned their head towards me looking at me unbelievably and Nicolas eyebrows knitted looking at me in confusion and disbelief.
I turned my head back to cops and took another step towards uncle David who smiled at me.
'Elena what the hell are you doing?' I heard Leonardos voice from behind but dare to stop and look back.
'Elena!'
This time my feet automatically came at hault when the particular someone's voice reach my ears.
He grabbed me from my shoulder and I turn to face the man whose blazing pair of angry orbs meet with mine.
'What are doing Elena, where are you going?' Nicolas said in a soft voice boring his eyes in mine, his face inces away from me.
'I am doing what's right Nicolas, someone has to take the right decision'
'This all is wrong Nic, you, us, we, none of us is right. This everything is wrong, the path we are walking is wrong'.
'We are not wrong Elena, there can be no wrong till there's no right somewhere, which means it is right. Don't say that you wanted to leave me because you still hate me, we both know you are lying to yourself' he said sternly and I took a long breath, its so hard to explain him.
'We can't be together Nicolas this should have to end. Your world and my world are complete different, I can't stay in yours. You and me are never possible' I said in a firm voice trying to explain him.
'I don't care about any fucking world but you Elena. Everything is possible, we are possible. And if its not we will together make it possible, we will work it out, I'll work it out' he said desperately.
I smiled at him.
'That's the thing Nic, we can't' I replied as tears wail in my eyes but I hold them back.
'Of course we can'
'Everthing is possible if you want to do it willingly with all your heart and I am ready to work on it, we can together make it work. Just stay with me and we will make every wrong right Elena' he said caressing my face.
I stared at him.
'Wrong cannot be made right Nicolas' I whispered staring at him. There's no damn way in this world I can explain him what I want him to realize and now I don't even have time. He should have to reliaze it himself but at the same time I also can't take the step forward leaving him behind either because I know he'll come for me.
It's so damn fucked up that in these few months he somehow made his way under my skin.
I can't leave this man behind like this who inspite of giving me pain and making me suffer managed to pass my soul and left his mark for me.
If I'll leave him today like this neither he'll able to live peacefully nor will I. He'll not let me survive and came behind me so I made my mind and decided to do whats best for the peace of both of us.
I took a step forward closing the remaining gap between us and cupping his face in my palm, rising on my toes I placed my lips on him pouring all my emotions in the kiss, words felt too heavy to came out of my throat but I have to.
I parted with his face still in my palm and took a long deep breath.
For the sake of my family, my beloved and for myself I decided to say the words which he always desperately wanted to hear from me.
'You won. I SUBMIT TO YOU' I whispered.
'I submit all of myself to you Nicolas Davis, I am yours'
Nicolas freezed on his position stunned by my confession. His orbs shine and I saw merry of joy twinkling in his eyes but his happiness won't last long when I kissed on his cheek taking my hand back.
'Don't come for my family and love ones' saying this I took a step back and turned around.
'What? No'
'NO, NO, NO, no Elena, you can't' he shook his head in to and fro frantically.
I put one glance at him and then turning my head taking my step walked forward leaving him behind.
'No, You can't do this to me Elena! You can't do this, come back. ELENA COME BACK'.
I heard him scream from behind but I dare to turn back and look at him. I burst into tears as they fall like waterfall from my eyes and started to cry hearing how broken his voice is.
'Elena, no, no, don't do this to me luv' he screamed and I don't know what's happening behind as I walked towards cops and uncle David.
They cops were ready to shoot looking whatever was happening behind me.
'Leave me Leo, I said fucking leave me' I heard Nicolas shouting angrily from behind and I was sure others were trying to hold him stopping to reach me so the cops won't shoot him and Leonardo voice only confirmed my doubt.
'She is not coming back, stop it man'
'Stay away from the girl or we have to shoot you' uncle David said as I made my way towards him.
'Leave now' Nicolas roared from behind and I started to take fast steps wiping my tears in process so that he won't reach me.
'I regret it' I heard his broken voice from behind when I was just few feets away to reach the cops.
And I stop dead on my track, this time it's me who's stunned and I can't help myself but to turn as I felt the whole world stop around me instead of him and me.
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