Sinfully Yours by Mirah Selim (read e books online free .txt) 📗

How did this even happen? How? How did the man who claimed himself to have no heart and feelings end up falling for her? And that be this hard that he's ready to endure any kind of pain for her.

She closed her eyes shaking her head. Why is he making this hard for her? His words. Each word he said left a huge impact on her. Even though she doesn't want to feel anything but she can't deny it as well.

I am changed. He wasn't wrong when he said that he has changed. The fact that for almost 5 months he hasn't touched her, listened to her every word, started seeking help from the psychiatrist and now he's even letting her go. Yes, the monster she was familiar with has changed.

She has changed him without her doing anything. Even though not even for once she had this thought in her mind to do something for him to become a better man but she still helped him in a way she can't understand. Only Cyrus knows what he needed and she gave him without him asking for it.

Grabbing the file she walked back to her room and only grabbed the bag she brought with her when she came to stay with her mysterious husband. She took nothing that Cyrus gave her except for that bracelet he gifted her. She silently stared at the bracelet in her hand laying on the bed.

Without realizing she fell asleep holding that bracelet in her hand and having many worries in her mind. For the first time in the past few months, she had the worst sleep.

On the other hand, Cyrus aimlessly drove his car stopping in front of a building he vowed to never come to. His bodyguards stopped the car behind him and watched as their boss jumped off his car. Creed was already sent back by Cyrus as he wanted to be alone.

His bodyguards were ready to follow him inside the building but he held his hand up motioning them to stay out which they silently obliged. They couldn't understand what was wrong with their boss. This was the first time they saw their always composed boss looking this messy.

Cyrus's condition was messed up. His shirt was tugged out of his pants. His coat and tie were nowhere to be seen. His tattooed arms were on display till his forearms. His hair was messed up completely covering his forehead and almost falling over his eyes.

He took a deep breath before stepping inside the place he once hated the most. He never thought he will ever return to this place after losing every kind of hope. But tonight he had no idea where to go and where to find solace.

He walked toward the statue of Jesus before falling to his knees in front of him. He shut close his eyes. "She said this place gives her peace. She said this place can give me peace as well. I want peace. I want this pain to fade away." He whispered dropping his head down.

"I can't endure this pain. It hurts. It hurts so much." He mumbled squeezing his eyes and then suddenly he felt something over his cheek.

A lone tear escaped his eyes rolling down his cheek making his whole being freeze in shock. He slowly raised his hand letting his fingers touch his wet cheek. Opening his teary eyes he looked at his finger that touched the tear.

"I am crying?" He questioned himself in shock. The same man who never cried for the last 15 years of his life cried once again because of what?

Because of the woman he loves? Or because of the pain, he gave to the woman he loves?

He felt another tear rolling down his other cheek. He shook his head vigorously wiping his eyes. He can't cry. He just can't. He's stronger than this. He can't let himself break apart like this. But he couldn't hold back as he felt his one and last hope crushing up slowly and painfully.

The hope that he grew in him regarding Hazel got crushed by the cruel reality. He blinked his eyes stopping the tears that were begging to leave his eyes. Those tears wanted to be free once again. The pain of years he was holding in his heart, that pain wanted to come out in the shape of those tears but stubbornly he once again forced them back and didn't let them out.

"I accept. Today I accepted that you never left me." He mumbled staring at Jesus statue with his bloodshot eyes.

"You did give me hope. You did give me a reason to live yet I didn't appreciate it." He whispered sadly.

"You gave me her. She was the hope I begged from you. But I was too cruel to see through those innocent eyes. I was too blind to see through her innocence. But I was too stupid to not Cherish her." He mumbled nodding his head.

"And I lost her. She's not mine. She can never be mine. I accepted it." He whispered before closing his eyes and staying in the same spot for God knows how long. He indeed didn't cry again but he did everything within himself to lessen the alarming pain he felt in his chest. But this time he made up his mind.

He was ready to give up on his obstinacy, his obsession just to prove his love. He was ready to let her go.

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