love is it worth it - Rebekah, B. (grave mercy .txt) 📗

My dad was talking all night about the guy that I kissed and 2that they

only want one thing and that got me so mad that I yelled at him and said: "you don't even

know him like I do" and I slammed the door to my room so loud.
The baddest day of my life

Today is the last day of school because I will never see Steven ever again. He was my

only love in my school in my grade level. I was in the last class of the day waiting for him

to come to class but he didn't so I got mad until he send me a text saying" sorry babe but my

mom is making me stay home". I got mad but we talked over the phone until class was over or

until my teach took my phone. He said next year he wasn't coming and I couldn't only talk to

him on the phone all day in summer so I broke up with him and said it was for our own good.

when I he text me saying I still love you can we get back together I said Nooo and said lose

my # as soon as you can and don't text me ever. That was the hardest thing I had to do but I

got over him really quick over the summer. But one day everything came back to me and I

started to cry over and over again and I keep on dreaming me and him together again

laughing and telling other people to shut up. That got me really sad again and cried until

I lost 2 pounds which is a lot for me. My friends came over 2 help me with the break up 1 of

them named AJ texted him saying dude she really miss u can u talk 2 her so she can stop crying

and then Steven said babe u ok and i said now i'm. I was happy again thnx 2 my friend AJ but i

still could'nt c him so i was sad. After that day i cursed out his mother but she said he can

come back and i was like sorry steven's mom. But i started thinking about it Y DID STEVEN SAY HE

WAS'NT COMING BACK so i went down 2 his house and i saw him and a girl on his bed I got soooo

mad i cursed him out and beat the living shit out of the girl she was limping.To steven i hit

him in the sensitive area and whoop his ass.

Love Is It Worth It

I started questioning myself saying is LOVE WORTH IT. So i became emo and started

cutting myself and dressing dark and being bad, the only part i did'nt change about myself is

that i was a good student but after that i could handle myself like wen boys try 2 grab my ass i

break their hand and tell them 2 back off. I told myself to hate boys for all of my life or

until i find a guy with nothing wrong with him or if he is the same as me. But there is no guy

like that so i told myself just hate everybody except my friends they were their 4 me everytime

i needed them I <3 them their the best friends ever. i would stick by them and save them from

anything and it was weird but

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