never - cristal santos aka dancingmilklover246 (novels for beginners .txt) 📗

walk to my bathroom; I let the warm water untangle the tense muscles in my shoulders. I put on my black shorts and a tank top brushing my long hair out I turn off the light and crawl into bed. I close my eyes and touch my fingers to my lips. Scared at how good it felt to have them be kissed. Excpecialy by Aiden. I frown. No more talk about him. You hate. Him. I let sleep consume me.
It was around 2 in the morning when I felt someone in the bed beside me. I turn and I see Jonathan there. A devious gleam in his eyes. I scream. He covers my hand and kisses me furiously. I try to push him away but I was weak compared to the captain of a football team. I kick him in the back and he loosens his grip but before I have a chance to escape him he regains control over gain. He tugs on my shirt pulling it over my head. I bite his hand he curses while his mouth trailed down my neck, but he doesn’t stop. Once I bite again he slaps my mouth and the pain immobilizes me. He grins evilly and I feel his hand trailing my abdomen close to the edge of my pants. I feel the tears falling and fall to the pillow behind me. Once the initial shock of treh pain I scream again a little louder before he smacks me again. He was breathing hard as he pulled my pants lower on my legs. The sobs by now were uncontrollable. He chuckles and fully takes them off, im stuck there underneath him with only my undergarments on and I try once more to scream but he clams his hand over my mouth. My mind is racing. “Please! Please dotn do this!” I whimper. “Too late honey, you will love me whether you like it or not.” He is fingering the edge of my underwear when I try to kick him but he pinches me and I just shut my eyes. Tears falling rapidly. Giving up.

In the morning I hear the door open and close and I know he’s gone. I lay there my eyes swollen from crying, bruises everywhere on my body. I get up and put on a pair of black sweat pants and a long sleeved black shirt. My black and white converse laced up I leave my hair down. I grab my homework and push in my book bag walking downstairs. Before I left though I realized all I have to do is call. Seven numbers later my college was emailing me my homework and telling me to feel better. I smile to myself as I walk upstairs. I then turn around and run to my car I drive to the mall and run to go buy some things. A few hours later I see Natalie’s car in the driveway and I know it’s her lunch break. I walk inside quietly going upstairs. She doesn’t notice me and I let out a breath of relief. I walk into my room and lay in my bed the tears now flowing. I can’t sleep on my bed anymore it just smells like him. I sit down on my window seat and I fall asleep.

November

Aiden and I have avoided each other and Jonathan keeps doing what he does with me. Im like his baby doll. He controls me. I graduated last June along with Natalie and Aiden. Jonathan is studying for his masters. I can hear Natalie in the other room complaining to someone about Aiden. “He won’t even kiss me or anything. He hugs Maby if I force him to! He told me that there was no one else because the girl hated him but I mean then if it’s not the girl what is wrong with him. Am I not pretty enough?” She pauses before going off on a rant about someone. I lay back on my window sill going back to homework. Aiden was at work and Natalie was leaving with her friend to go and sleep over to her house. I was alone in the house or so I thought until he came in. He was drunk. He was sitting next to me as I closed my eyes and let the tears fall. He was used to me crying by now. He was starting to kiss me when my door opened. I hear aidens voice. “What the hell is going on?” Then Jonathan is off me and im getting carried to the living room. Once there I get seated down and then Aiden runs back upstairs. I hear something and then I see Aiden come downstairs. “What happened?” I take a deep breath and when I look at his green eyes looking at me I don’t hold back. “I got raped In June by Jonathan and then over and over and I tried to stop it but he would hurt me and then I gave up. And im so sorry.” I start crying and he holds me. “It’s not your fault. It’s okay. Im here he won’t hurt you.” I sniffle into his neck and later on when we pull apart he leans down and I let him. He kisses me gently and I let him. And I like it. When he pulls back. “You’re engaged to my cousin.” He nods and kisses my forehead. “She doesn’t need to know” I look up to his green eyes and I nod.


December
“I love you” my cousin boyfriend breaths to me. I look up to his emerald green eyes. “Me too.” We only have time for one more kiss before we hear a crash downstairs and my cousin Natalie call us from downstairs. We pull apart and he hides in my closet right as she comes walking in. “have you seen Aiden?” I shake my head afraid that my voice will give us away. She growls and closes my door. Once we hear her run outside he comes out of the closet and hugs me. “I can’t wait to tell her about us. I nod and I feel him kiss my neck. I close my eyes and smile to him. How could I be so lucky? Spoke to soon. As he hugged me my door slammed open and came in Jonathan and Natalie. They stood there and then Natalie starts laughing. “No this is not serious.” She then sobers up. “You’re cheating on me, with her?” Her voice goes up an octave. She stumbles forward. I know she’s drunk so I step back. “Really violet. You’re having an affair with my fiancé.” I look down. “Well I guess this seems like a good moment to tell you im sleeping with your fiancée since two years ago. And im pregnant.” She hiccups and stumbles out of the room and I hear her fall down the steps. Jonathan is red in the face and I can tell he’s mad. “You’re gonna pay for this.” He slams the door on the way out and I can hear him breaking something downstairs. My hands are cold. What if he does something? “Oh no. im so sorry. He has a gun. Hells hurt you and then kill you and then hurt me. Im sorry I love you.” He kisses my forehead. “No its okay. Come on.” He grabs two duffle bags. Putting all my money and all his money he pus essential cloths of his and then I fill mine with essential clothing. He grabs a pair of keys and opens my balcony window. “Okay.” He drops the stuff down and they land with a small soft thump on the grass below. He opens the car and jumps down. I look down and I can heat another crash downstairs. “Jump!” I take a deep breath and jump over the railing. I brace myself for the impact of the hard grass but I end up falling on top of Aiden. “Ump” I giggle and get up. “Oops.” He gets up and we run to eh car. Getting in we back out of the driveway. We see Jonathan run out to my balcony and he aims and shoots. W duck and drive down the street. After a while of driving I notice us heading north. “Were we going?” he takes my hand. “Florida.” I look at him my mouth agape. “Florida?” my voice goes an octave higher. He laughs. “Calm down how hard can it be to leave them?” he looks at me. “All they were doing was hurting you. And I never loved her. He hates you. I have a plan.” I stare at his dimple as it shows that he’s grinning. I look ahead staring at the trees. He grabs my hand and takes a deep breath.
We keep driving and soon come to a small wood cabin. I close my eyes again falling asleep soon. I feel him carry me up to a room. I feel the soft bed and I let myself sink into its softness.

2 years later October.

“Mommy, daddy! Read!” I look down to my angel, melody. “Yes okay okay.” She takes my hand, grabbing the marriage ring I got from Aiden she puts it on and outstretches her hand. “Look mommy. I get married to prince too!” I smile down as she smiles up at me. Before she could lose it I put it back on my finger and walk with her to her room to find Aiden picking up toys. I sit down next to him and she climbs into bed. “Hey Hun” he kisses my check and he starts to read where he left off form last night’s reading. “But horten it must get cold sitting on that egg!” I smile at the littlie giggle that escapes from melody’s mouth. I close my eyes and wait for him to finish his story. We tuck her in and melody hugs him. “I love you daddy!” he kisses the side of her forehead and she snuggles deep with the bear he got her. She closes her big green eyes and we walk out. Going downstairs I clean everything up. We talk about everything. We walk upstairs and snuggle in bed, “I love you” he whispers in my ear. “I kiss him. “ I love you too.” Thast when we hear his voice. “And I love her too so we have a small problem.” We sit up and come face to face with Jonathan. He has a bottle in his hands and his eyes are bloodshot. He pulls a small gun from his pocket and coughs. I run towards him right as he shot Aiden and I turn around to see the bullet hit him. I grab the knife from his pocket and stab Jonathan in the neck before he turned around and shot me. I call 911 and they come over. They take him in an ambulance and when melody comes running she starts crying. I hold her back as she cries watching her dad be taken away. Jonathan is proclaimed dead of over does of drinking and of